zondag 27 september 2009

Love.
Don't go looking for it. Let it find you.
I bet you've heard that a lot, and it probably seems like that'd never work.
But it really does.

Nurture friendships, and let them run their course. It might turn into something more.If you build friendships on a hope of something else, you might force things. You might see things as they really aren't. You might try to make it be something it's not. You might fool yourself into thinking that it is something that it isn't, while the real love of your life is just watching, and you not paying a second thought of what could happen between you two. And then it could be too late. Or not. You never know.Before you can spend the rest of your life with someone, you need to connect. And it works. When I went into my friendship with the person I love, I had no clue it'd turn out the way it did. I just became close to her. I was in love with her before I even realized that I had feelings for her other than friendship. We both fell in love with each other without even bringing up the topic of it becoming something more than friendship.We went into the friendship thinking it was just a friendship, not a relationship, so we didn't have the pressure of trying to make it be a relationship. We let it grow on its own.And now we both have the person we were made to be with.I see so many relationships fail... I think people should stop with 'dating.'Instead, become friends, without the pressure of finding the person you will spend forever with. .

And love. For Forever.
I just wanna scream;
How could this happen to me?
you're in my mind
you're in my heart...

zaterdag 26 september 2009


Don't give up on the dream

Don't give up on the wanting

And everything that's true

Because I want you too..

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right.. Forget about the one's who don't.. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

“I used to wonder how in the millions of people out there I could find the right ones''

vrijdag 25 september 2009

I'd like to know his mind
How it works and how it rests
What it needs and what it wants

I'd like to give the world if he asks
No matter what it feeds my brain
Or infects my blood veins

I'd like to
But he won't let me to

Is there no way to draw you in?
Is there no way make you turn this way?
Maybe not.But I fell deeper
This' the deepest I fell for
Just by sighing and hearing your name in my head
I slipped and my heart dropped again.

Now what should I do?
Am struck but stuck at the same time.

Your name like a neon sign
Stands out in my dark mind
And it's hard to rub it off.
Will I ever count?
Is this really living?
Or is this simply a walking death?
I get lost in his eyes,
those eyes that peer right through my soul.
Those that see through my obtrusive lies.
Those eyes that see me whole.

I try to hide whenever they look my way,
but his stare is too enrapturing.
Its becoming impossibe to stay away.
Those eyes, forever capturing.

He always knows when I am sad,
and those eyes that pick at the lock in my heart.
Soon then am I extremely glad,
because he gave my day a new start.

In these moments I find myself amazed
we sit in silence, but yet we know.
He is quiet,
and I am dazedand through these moments our friendship grows.

Today I cannot go to him.
But tomorrow is another day,
luck goes by always on a whim.
Maybe tomorrow things will go my way.

vrijdag 18 september 2009

"Why are you crying?"
"I'm not. It's raining outside, can't you hear it?"
So don't go messing with her heart or messing with her mind
Or messing with the things that are inside
You don't know what you'll find
You don't know what she hides
Have you ever
Thought about death?
When will you die?
Will it hurt?
I want to find out
Where you go after you die.
Become an angel?
Or just black out Forever?
Will people remember
You?
Did you mean something
To the world?
Like Abe Lincoln.
He changed the world.
Gave up his life.
Where will you go?
Heaven?
Hell?
So many questions
That can't be answered
Until you die.
Are you afraid to die?
Afraid you won't
Finish your job on earth?
Death can be peaceful,
or it can make you suffer.
When your life is rough,
you just want to kill yourself.
But what will happen if you do?
Would it be worth it?
Do you get another chance?
Come back to earth as
An animal, or maybe
A new person?
There are beliefs
And then there is Reality.
Have you ever
Thought about death?
Keep everything at a
Distance.
Because if it comes
Close,You will be crushed.
But I pushed away my Love.
I didn't listen to my Heart,
And I end up crushed anyway.
Where are the rules
For this game?
The game life,
The game love.
I need the rules,
Because I have lost
Too many times.
Is there even a Way to win?
Please, I need
To know.
I'm hurting,
Dying.Are you?
Does everyone play
These games?
Are they losing too?
I'm not the only one.
But it feels like it.

donderdag 17 september 2009

She's there
Always able to save you
Stitching those wounds up
Putting a smile on your face,
you're eased.

I'm here
I can't even make you look at me
I created some of those wounds
All I do is imprint the pain,
but I meant to take it.

I love you
You love her.
Protect me from what I want..

dinsdag 15 september 2009

Oh star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
Think of what I'm wishing for

Wait, don't go away.Just not yet.
Cause I thought,I had it.But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.You will never fade.
You steal my breath away,
My heart skips a beat as my hands start to sway,
Let me dance across your eyes,
Like a million fireflies,
Listen to the words unspoken,
Help me fix what was broken,
Bring sun to my cloudy days,
Let me never learn your secret ways.
It's like a dream,
no end
and no beginning..

woensdag 9 september 2009

The world is full of magic,
you just have to believe in it…
So make your wish.
And now believe in it,
with all your heart
We all die in the end
Everything is so much better in fantasy
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all.
'When you're not around, it feels like a part of me is missing...'
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?.
Love is when you cry, but you still want him.
It's when he ignores you,
and you still can't stop thinking about him.
It's when he loves another girl,
but you still smile and say you're happy for him.
Love is when you want to let him go,
but no matter what, that boy is the only thing on your mind.
Now I realize, more then ever
that I can't live without you
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more.
Maybe it's just my imagination.
But I see you stare just a little too long
and it makes me start to wonder.
Living in a world so cold,
Wasted away.

Living in a show with no soul
Since you've gone away.

World So Cold - Three Days Grace
It brings me down
but I'm the one to blame
So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time.
It's not right but I just can't give it up.
Why does it always have to be like this?
Tell him I hate him.
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life without me.
Tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said it with tears in my eyes.
You are one of God's mistakes,
You crying, tragic waste of skin,
I'm well aware of how it aches ,
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
To try and save your swollen face ,
Though I don't like you anymore,
You lying, trying waste of space..
Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those ,
Blessed with lucky sevens ,
And the voice that made me cry ...

A song to say goodbye,
"Is it any wonder I don't know what's right ? "

zondag 6 september 2009

when your whole world is crashing around you,
and theres no one there for you to cling to,
just pick up a pencil and a piece of paper,
and write down your story
Memories are supposed to last forever.
But I threw mine out long ago.
What's the point in remembering;
Remembering something that still hurts?
“Doesn’t it scare you, that we mean nothing to this world
That we could just as well not be here and no one would notice”
I replied saying “you may think that you mean nothing to this world
But you mean the world to me”
and love is blind..

zaterdag 5 september 2009

How can you look to the future, when the present is so cloudy and black. Focus on what's around you, find a glimmer of light, and move towards it. If that isn't working for you, than create your own light, nothing will shine brighter than you once you've accomplished that! Close your eyes and listen, find your heart beat and move to it's rythm. Follow it to your future, then, open your eyes and look around, it'll be better than now.

vrijdag 4 september 2009

"... and only heaven above them knows why she loves him, but he must be the reason she don't fly away."
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
"Most people come into our lives and quickly leave. It is the special few that come in and leave a footprint in our hearts. and we are forever changed."
Two stars in the heavens
Twinkling so bright
Bewildered by
Each others light.

They're feelings grow
Their love comes strong
They shine together
Forever long.

When one fades
The other cries
When that one sobs
The other dies.

It was made to last
It will, it must
They'll stay together
With faith, and trust.

Two bright stars
In a lonely sky
Together forever
Until they die.

dinsdag 1 september 2009

And if the answer is no,
Can I change your mind ?