Sometimes, I just miss that boy. The one who held my hand walking down the street,
who's arms I laid in and never wanted to go away. The one who I talked to for hours and
told pointless stories to. The one who knew everything about me and liked me anyway.
The one who knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn`t, and helped me when I had
no clue what to do. The one who showed me what love was and what it was like to need someone there. The one who could only make me cry and hurt me like no other guy could.
Those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there;
the way even he couldn't stop from falling in love. That even though we fought constantly and couldn't stand each other, we couldn't leave each other's side. Something is still there; something that
never left me the day that boy broken my heart in two. Something like your first love that wasn't ready
to end. Something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm. Something that makes it
so much harder to know that he's not yours anymore. Something that makes you want to hide away
and cry all those tears, because suddenly all of those memories come back and it almost hurts worse
to know that it's all out of control. And you just miss everything about that boy that you don`t think is
ever coming back

I think I knew it was going to end up like this from the very beginning.
I should have just listened to myself instead of everyone else.
I let everyone else tell me how cute we are together. How much you "like" me.
I let all this make me think there really was hope for us. And now I'm the one who has to deal with it

It's so stupid how sometimes, you can give a guy all the signs,
and they still have no clue how you feel.
It's so stupid how something as little as a crush,
can turn into something as big as not being able to let go.
It's so stupid how starting up a simple conversation,
can be harder than learning to talk.
It's so stupid how I can pour my heart out in this poem,
but never be able to tell you how I really feel.
It's so stupid how you can read this,
and still not see what I'm trying to get across at.
And it's so stupid how even if I did tell you the truth,
you wouldn't even care.

I tried so hard. You know that, right?
I tried harder than you could ever imagine,
and now here I am, trying my best just to forget everything.
Every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin.
I can still feel you. I think I always will

Do you ever wonder? I mean about us, what happened?
It was almost like our relationship was a piece of paper crumbled up and thrown away; forgotten.
What might have happened if we didn't throw it away? Maybe we would still be together or maybe not.
Or maybe secretly we haven't thrown it away yet. We're saving it because we're hoping someday
we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. Or maybe it's not even that we want it back, maybe it's that we don't want to lose what we had but at the same time, we know it's already lost.
I wonder that a lot and I wonder if you wonder sometimes too

It's been a month since we've actually had a real conversation.
It's been weeks since you last called. It's been days since I've seen your face.
What we had seems like it's been forgotten and replaced. It's seems like it was a one time deal,
like I only had one chance with you, and that one chance has been screwed up. I didn't mean to..
I've let you go, I'll admit that. But I thought you'd care enough to come back.
You always made me smile, but a smile isn't forever..

I need someone to prove me that I'm worth it, really worth it to them.
Maybe all I need is a person who can show me that everyone isn't the same.
Honestly, I thought you were that person but I was wrong. Is it too much to ask
for someone to take a risk on me, to fight for me, to actually care enough to not let something go;
the way I did for you? You never even thanked me. I acted the way I did because I cared.
I didn't realize it then, but I do now. I don't do that for just anyone. So, call me crazy,
but today..today I realized that I can't keep waiting for you. I'm moving on, I can't stay in one place waiting. I can't be around you anymore. I'm not over it, I don't get over things fast, I never have, no matter how much I try and convince myself. I'll see you around sometimes. I keep thinking maybe somehow, something will click and everything will go back to the way it was in the beginning. Maybe we could go back to that, but too much has been said and done. So, maybe you'll get one more chance from me, maybe you won't.

God knows I'm supposed to be getting over him.
I promised myself that I would stop wanting him so badly,
and that I would finally be done with him. But still, sometimes,
when I'm laying in bed and cannot sleep, I think of him.
I think of what it used to be like to nap my head on his chest and
wake up to him touching my cheek and looking at me adoringly.
I remember how we'd run all over his shore house together,
playing in the outdoor shower and play house together.
How it felt to have his skin up against mine. And when I think about all that,
I miss him more than ever..

Hello stranger. Do you remember how much we loved each other?

There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when
you don't feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep,
because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make
your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can't seem to connect to anyone or anything.

Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like dirt, you still had happy memories.

One day when you're happy with your life and just enjoying it, you'll get an unexpected text.
Maybe by this time you've already forgotten his number, maybe not. And it'll be him, wanting to 'talk'.. Wait, hold up. Remember all those tears you shed, while he shed none?
Remember those corny pick-up lines, remember the hurt? Look at how happy you are now.
Yeah, that's what I thought. Don't answer that text.

You kiss a hell of a lot better than you listen.
Maybe that's why I can't get enough of you.
It's true when they say old habits are to break,
but you'll always remain nothing but my most tempting mistake.

I'm a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily, but I'm working on it.
I party, sleep and think too much but I get my shit done.
I have a weakness for sweet talkers, but I'm learning and enforcing my boundaries.
I don't let many people in but once they're in, they're there forever.
I'm strong and independent and I've been broken, but never shattered.

You wanna know what I think of love?
I think that if you truly love someone, you will love them threw all the phases they go through.
Because we're people and we change and we'll keep changing our entire lives. And if you love that
person, you'll realize they could never turn into someone you aren't completely in love with anymore.

All we have left are broken promises and broken hearts.
If I had known this was the end, I'm not sure I would have wanted to start

And so you make up excuses for why he never comes around.
And I know he's going to show up saying he misses you but honestly who's fault is that?
Your adress is the same and your phone number hasn't changed. There's just no excuse for it this time.

You said you didn't even see the breakup coming. But me and everyone else did.
I think that's what bothers me most. It's not like you didn't bother trying to put the
pieces back together but you didn't care enough to even realize they were broken.

I wanted to tell him that I'll never be sorry for loving him.
That, in a way, I still do, that maybe I always will.
I'll never regret a single thing we did together cause what we had was special.
Maybe if we were 10 years older it would have worked out differently.
Maybe, I think, it's just that I'm not ready for forever.

Don't miss out on what's happening now because you are waiting for something better to come along.
You can't live for the future, just like you can't live in the past.

Being happy with the person you love is the greatest climax of life.
You know what climax means? It's the best feeling and yet the shortest.

The hardest thing about knowing you don't love me
is that you spent so much time pretending that you did.

Am I mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world?
Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all
my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn't even have the decency
to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to you
breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?... no. More like crushed... did I ever really know you?

Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot.
That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time.
You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it.
And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along,
and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.

I want to be alright without you. I want to smile, I want to laugh, I just want to stop lying to myself.
You've been pulling me down for way too long and I know now it's time to let you go.
It's time I stop worrying about myself for a change.
It's time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don't.
It's time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who
just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.

I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person.
Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can't forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the "remember whens" I remember it all. And it's funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can't get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

I think it’s time I let you go. And that’s so hard to do because some part
of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But the daydreaming, the running in place,
it’s not healthy. So this is me, cutting the cord. This is me doing what I should have done months ago: Saying goodbye.

Why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation,
all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together.
And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles.
That's why I did it, he needs to understand that.

I needed to know that I meant something, anything to you. But what I got was nothing.
Absolutely nothing. And it's funny the things you realize when someone walks away.
At first, you feel as though it's your fault. Feeling like nothing, so close to falling apart.
And then, in time, you come to the realization that you did nothing wrong.
That it's his loss, that you are so much better without that one boy who didn't ever care.
You live and you learn, that's how it is.

I'm sorry but I just can't do it anymore. I can't keep letting you think
that it's alright for you to walk in and out of my life when it's convenient for you.
It's just not right, and it hurts so much. It's like this never-ending cycle.
You brush me off, make me feel like such a fool for caring.
And then you come right back and well.. I welcome you with open arms.
And I'm so sick of this continuous hurting and the fact that you keep getting
whatever it is that you want while I'm stuck here in a place I don't want to be.
Trying to hold it in but losing it and finding myself a crying mess in front of the
people I care most about. It's pathetic. I only ever had half of you, less even, so I guess I'll cope.
I cared too much, and well you never did.

I know I've made a lot of stupid mistakes. But the worst one was
thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldn't hurt me again.

I just want to show you how much I love you.
I'm sorry for the past, but I promise I'll be better.

Theres a reason for everything that comes and goes...

Once upon a time there lived a girl
she knew what she wanted from the world
in her green eyes they could see
fire that burned like summer heat

Nothing but trouble, so they thought
they just watched her from afar
if they looked close that flame was a tear
but they haven't seen a girl show fear

Just because today is a terrible day, doesn't mean that tomorrow won't be the best day...

When she's gone; remember you once loved her, you once needed her, you once cared about her more than anything in the world. You can't deny she was never there, you can't deny what you had, you can't deny that you still think about it, you can't deny that it ended over absolutely nothing. No other girl could ever lo...ve you the way she did. One day you'll realize what you've done; you'll come back & she'll be gone

Cinderella walked on broken glass. Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love and life. Snow White barely escaped a knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love, means facing your biggest fears.

I don’t want your, “It’s going to be okay”, “You deserve better”, “I understand..”, “Things will be alright”, “I know..”. No. Quit the bullshit. Honestly, I don’t want to hear any of that, I just need you to listen. Just shut the fuck up, and listen. Wipe my tears away, hold me, and just listen. That’s all I want.

No one is afraid of heights, they're afraid of the fall. No one is afraid to play, they're afraid to lose. No one is afraid of the dark, they're afraid of what's in it. No one is afraid to say "I love you". They're afraid of the response.

It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.

Anyone can make you smile or cry. But it takes someone special to make you smile with tears in your eyes.

Sometimes you meet someone,and before you know their name,before you know where their from,you know that sometime in the future,this person is going to mean something to you.

"No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry"

the strongest people aren't
always the people who win
but the people who don't give up
when they lose

"People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past."

I'm scared of the word forever... And I won't say that you and me will be together forever,but I can honestly say that I can't imagine myself with anyone but you.

Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out, and a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told. Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed again, just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

You be my Romeo
and I'll be your Juliet
Lets rewrite the story
and make it a better end

He looked in her eyes and said

"I never meant to break your heart."

And before he could finish,

she shook her head and said

"I never meant to fall in love with you either

but i guess

we all make mistakes."

My heart is like a piano. It does not like being played by someone who's only in for 2 measures, does not know how to play, or does not treat the instrument with care, but when the RIGHT Maestro takes the bench and the two souls together make the most beautiful sound that the people in their presence are reduced to tears, thats the love I want. The love people dream of. So I have one question will you be my Maestro?

So, one day Peter Pan will come, and knock on my window and tell me - "So come with me, where dreams are born, and time is never planned. Just think of happy things, and your heart will fly on wings, forever, in Never Never Land!" And I'll happily hold his hand and go with him . And this time, I'll give him a 'real' kiss, I'll be his Wendy forever. No, till forever gets over

Stay strong; the best things in life are worth fighting for

When A girl walks for miles to see you, When a girl says sorry even though she didn't do anything, When a girl cries in front of you because she still loves/misses you, When a girl still tries to get you back, When a girl no matter how much you hurt her still loves you.. Don't let her go 'cuz you may never find someone like that ever again.

The worst thing about missing idiots is that they don't even know that you're missing them

Dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you.

Dear that one boy,

You told me you don't just wake up someday and love someone. So i guess i always did. I used to say i didn't believe in love, i used to feel that it didn't exist. But you proved me wrong. I loved you since the first moment i saw you, i just didn't know it yet.

He lost his diamond because he wants a rock, later on that diamond was held in another man's hands and he kept her safe and happy, so when he came back for his diamond after realizing he can't shine without her, he knew it was too late. She was already in another boy's heart.

I want the drama, all of it. I want the fights & screaming, the make ups and falling asleep in each others arms. I want you, through the good and the bad times.

There'll be a day when you wish you could go back
When your mistakes will catch up with where you're at
Before you know all your chances will be gone
They will be gone

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end

it’s funny how when you finally get over someone, you start seeing them in a whole new perspective. it’s like you’re looking at them through the eyes of your best friend; & you realize; he’s nothing special. he’s just another ordinary boy

When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair.

A memory will fade with time, but a good one won't.

It's not about where you come from, it's about where you are going.

Ze is er altijd , wanneer ik haar nodig heb .
ze kent me door en door en weet wat mij raakt .
ze weet wat ik bedoel voordat ik mijn zin afmaak .
ze laat mijn hart weer op gang gaan als ik het even niet meer weet .
ze is mijn steun en toeverlaat .
zonder haar weet ik niet waar ik moet staan .
ze is er wanneer ik lach , huil en wanneer ik faal .
zoals zij is er geen tweede ,
she's like a star .

Je realiseert pas hoe goed je geheugen wel is,
als je iets probeert te vergeten...

Ooit dacht ik
hou ouder ik word
hoe gelukkiger ik ben .
Nu weet ik wel beter .
Hoe ouder ik ben
hoe ongelukkiger ik me voel .

I will always wonder ,
Why I will never have .
The life I wanted

soms gebeuren er dingen in je leven ,
die je totaal niet verwacht .
die je breken en je doen vergeten hoe je lacht ,
toch zullen die dingen , die je zwak doen voelen ,
je uiteindelijk sterker maken .

Never a failure , always a lesson

Never a failure , always a lesson

Sprookjes zijn bedacht om even te vergeten hoe hard de wereld is .

A true friend is a person who is there for you trough thick and then .
They don’t judge you by the clothes you wear , or the size of your house .
They love you no matter what . they are a shoulder to cry on , or a partner to laugh with .
They stand by you in your times of need and listen when you are excited .
They know every little thing about you . They stand up for you when others don’t .

A good friend is like a computer ,
I enter your life ,
save you in my heart ,
format your problems
and never delete you from my memory

Het meisje dat niet te breken was
; is gebroken .
Het meisje dat altijd lachte
; heeft gehuild .
Het meisje dat nooit stopte met proberen
; heeft opgegeven .

Ik ben zo'n meisje dat zegt dat alles goed gaat , maar 's nachts huilt ,
zo'n meisje dat vanbuiten lacht , maar vanbinnen instort .
Een meisje dat steun nodig heeft , maar er niet om durft te vragen .
Een meisje dat problemen heeft , maar niet weet hoe er mee om te gaan .
Ik ben zo’n meisje , dat als jij verdrietig bent , het mijn taak is jou blij te maken .
Ik ben zo'n meisje dat worstelt met allerlei gedachten ,
maar ook alles wil vergeten en achter me laten .
Zo ben ik

Ik ga kapot als ik om je blijf geven ,
maar je loslaten heeft hetzelfde effect

Elke dag vecht ik de dag door ,
in de hoop dat het morgen weer goed komt .
In gedachten wetend dat dat niet zo zal zijn .
Maar toch blijf ik strijden om die hoop ,
te veranderen in realiteit .

Ik ben een vechter ,
maar zonder jou geef ik het op

Je moest niet zeggen , dat je der altijd voor me zou zijn , want ik zie je nergens .
Je moest niet zeggen , dat we nooit te breken waren want nu zn we gebroken & ben ik kapot .
Je moest niet zeggen , dat ik je kon vertrouwen , want je vertrouwen is nu niks waard .

Elke keer dat ik je vergeten ben kom je opnieuw terug bij me

Soms is alles wat je kan doen ,
lachen om je tranen te verbergen .
doen alsof het je niets kan schelen
& doorgaan met je leven

Het doet je pijn vanbinnen ,
de hele wereld staat op zijn kop ,
soms wil je huilen maar je kan niet
want je tranen die zijn op .

Afscheid nemen is iets wat je van binnen kapot maakt .

Ken je de pijn
De pijn van iets verliezen ...

Wishing I could go back in time and fix that one mistake

You make me smile when you're not even trying

Never say you're happy when your eyes still cry

don't ever cry over someone, who wouldn't cry over you.

I'll never find my heart behind someone else
I'll never see the light of day living in this cell
It's time to make my way into the world I knew
And then take back all of these times that I gave into you

I don't know why I gave you my heart
Cause sometimes it feels so wrong

When you leave,
Without a goodbye.
It makes me question,
Why I ever try.

life is beautiful in many directions

I've said what I said and you know what I mean
But I can't still focus on anything

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel

we were caught up in the middle of a worn out dream ..

It's like I'm walking on broken glass.

"How much can you love a person?"

- So much that you would save him, even if it just breaks yourself down.

"How much can you love a person?"

- So much that you would save him, even if it just breaks yourself down.

Always stand up for what you believe in.

Live your life with arms wide open.

Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in...

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound,
the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

Nothing's impossible
if you believe.
Open your heart
close your eyes
Throw your troubles
to the wind
lay your cares aside.
Believe
nothing's impossible
no star's out of reach.
I'll lift you up
I'll catch you if you fall
I'll stand by you forever.
Trust me
believe in me
nothing's impossible.
Follow your heart
don't turn your back on dreams
anything can happen
if you just believe
that nothing's impossible.
believe in me
like I believe in you
and together we can make
anything happen.
because nothing's impossible
while friends are by your side
to help you up
to break your fall
to tell you never give up.
Nothing's impossible
Don't worry if you dont' understand
don't fear the unknown
expect what you don't expect
Nothing's impossible.

"the lie" No more pain.
No more depression.
No more desires of death.
Pain only being a distant memory.
Happiness back in my heart once again.
No more Bleeding.
No more cutting.
No more cries for help.
It’s all gone.
It’s a new beginning.
Everything starts over now.
No more sleepless nights.
It’s all good now.
The voices are gone.
My wounds are healed.
My heart beats strong again.
And once again things are ok.
The skies are bright again.
The darkness is no longer my home.
But now only a memory.
No more pain.
No more suffering.
No more sorrow.
I’m happy now.

"the truth"
The pain is back.
The depression awakes.
The desires of death become stronger.
Happiness only a distant memory.
I’m bleeding.
I’m cutting once again.
I’m crying for help.
It’s the beginning of the end.
Everything starts now.
Sleepless nights.
It’s all gone to hell.
The voices yelling out at me.
My open wounds are bleeding.
My heartbeat is weak.
And once again everything is a living hell.
The skies have darkened over me.
The darkness is my home again.
Happiness is only a memory.
No happiness.
No smiles.
No joy.
I’m sad again.

Follow through
Make our dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be allright
'Cause there's no one like you
In the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight we can truly say
Together we're invincible

-Muse!

Just Listen

Listen to me
Stop being so self absorbed
Do you know I exist?
I'm just asking for one thing
For you to listen
I'm
ignored
ridiculed
insulted
While my siblings are
praised
complimented
and get attention
So please
Do one thing for me

Just Listen

Every tear tells a story.

Take a walk in my shoes,
I bet you'll fall on the first step.

There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept.
Things we don't want to know, but have to learn.
And people we can't live without, but have to let go.

Take me back to when we were perfect for each other.

People are always telling me to stay positive, be happy, look on the brightside.
Sometimes, you can miss a person so bad..
You can't get yourself to look at the good reasons for breaking up.

I’m sorry that sometimes I get jealous,
thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.
I guess it’s my insecurities acting up.
Because I know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting girl.
But I do know that no matter how far and long you look,
you will never find someone that loves you like I do.

There will always be those awkward moments when you walk by a person and remember everything you had.

It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now.
You kicked me when I was down.
Eminem - No love

Stop being afraid of what could go wrong and think of what will go right.

A look can say more than thousand words.

Anyone can catch your eyes, but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

According to greek mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.

There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding".
A little knowledge behind every "I don't know"
A little emotion behind every "I don't care"
And a little pain behind every "it's okay"

Dear
Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies.
Dear Pillow, sorry for all the
tears.
Dear Heart, sorry for all the damage...
Dear Brain, you were right