Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
Don't expect me to be there
Don't think that it'll be the way it was before
Don't think that I care
no, I'm not over you yet
but I don't want to be your friend

I don't want to see your face
I don't want to hear your name
I don't want a thing
Just stay away baby
Don't wanna know if you're alright
Or what you're doin with your life
Don't wanna hear you say that you'll stay in touch maybe

I can't forget the times weve shared together. The sadness and the happiness,the failure and success, the simple hugs and those tender kisses. I Dont know when it will gonna happen again, seems like a part of me was gone. I miss all of that, I miss you,
I miss us..

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

“Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think"

A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again.

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

You don't like being sad,nor showing your feelings. But despite the distance between us, when I look into your heart, I know that there are so many things that you don't want to tell the world. Now you're acting like you don't even care, and you're having so much pleasure and joy. But what if you go back to face the tr...uth of life? Your time of regret will come.Lees verder

Even though you are no longer here
There is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'd never lose my trust

But like the wind you said goodye
And left me alone here to cry
We shouldn't have gone our separate ways

You helped me through the bad,
Made me smile despite how I felt inside.
You brought me happiness, joy,
Hope that one day everything will be okay.
You said forever, our bond would last,
bout now you say it's in the past.
Why do I cry for you?Why do I hurt?
I care so much
but it feels like you don't
It doesn't matter how hard I try
Things aren't the way they were before
I fear they never will
You say you forgive me,You say your not mad,But why do you avoid me?
I've endured so much
but this I can't take
I need you...It hurt when you said that
You don't need me anymore
You don't care
What did I do to make you hate me so?
I feel I'll never know...
We don't talk, we don't smile, we wear masks
But I can't wear mine any longer
I want to let you in...Fix my bleeding heart
The more you hate
The more I bleed
Say the words that will make everything okay
Hold me like you did before
Cry with me and let the tears run
Let them wash away the hate,the past, the pain, the hurt
I need you so
And I don't understand
Nothing makes sense
You were the right to my wrong
Teaching me the right path to take
Without you, I'm lost
Say those words you did before"Best Friends Forever"
Make everything okay..Forgive me...

I lost myself that day,
But more importantly
I lost my best friend,
Oh, what I would give,
Just to see your smiling face again.

sometimes the snow comes down in june
sometimes the sun goes round the moon
I saw the passion in your eyes
but sometimes it's all a big surprise...

Wanneer zie ik jou terug
Mijn engel die over me waakt
Wanneer zie ik jou terug
Een ster die naar me knipoogt
En me nooit verlaat
Die elke avond aan de hemel staat

The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

Never say good-bye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.

For every word you say, another piece of my heart you take.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her!

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

we never wanted to fall in love,because of our friendship...but it happened and its a feeling that i can never explain

“Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.”

"For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it."

Nobody Will Have A Place In My Heart As You Did

We'll change the course of history

We all are artists.
Painting our skies,sketching our lives,and singing our cries.
Paint, sketch, and sing well my friend.

For none know when it could end.

There are 34 stars on the sky tonight. 35, if you count that very small one in a corner fold of celestial fabric.The last times I counted there were 25, then 43 and then 56. So little stars on the sky...it's almost bare. I want a sky with thousands of stars, so many it would look like someone used it as a pincushion.I would just sit on the rooftop and patiently count each and every one, and giddily give them names.But maybe it's better there are only so few here. Maybe it's better because you and I have more chances of looking at the same star, at the same time, thinking the same thing, and not even knowing it.Maybe we will be looking at the same star all of our lives, and one day, while going after it to catch it between trembling fingers, we'll meet...and decide to share our star.I want you to be a dreamer, a poet, a gentle soul, someone to make me laugh till I cry of joy, someone to bring me my light and hold me; I want to feel safe in your arms, and be silly with you, laugh at serious things and be serious about the silly ones. I want you to be someone I count stars and fireflies with, and someone I could sing together with a stupid song.I want you to be the someone I can share my star with.Someday we will find each other.Till then, we'll just look at the same star and wish for each other until it drops of the sky for us to catch between our lips.

I want you to play me like a violin.I want you to string my cords, to caress my timber and make music with me.I want you to play me until your fingers feel numb, and to cherish and love me and put me in a large wooden case. Carry me around with you wherever you go, and stop at the train station to play me. People will be shocked at how good you are at playing (with?) me, but will pay nonetheless, because no one can do it like you.I want you to pluck my cords when I’m old and replace them with new ones, and play me like you did the first time.I want you to climax at the sound of a flautando done with grace, and then we’ll finish our music in terms of heavy staccato, tangled between your fingers and my strings, between the sheets of paper adorned with musical notes, and the half-broken bow forgotten in a corner.I want my timber of wood to grow with your timber of voice, and as our sounds evolve, we’ll make better music together than any Stradivarius and its master could. We’ll be like one, your nimble fingers holding my bow with grace, making me gasp a grave do minor, ending with a slight tremolo, then, as your wrist resumes its pace, my strings shall wail in a hushed bemol.I want you to make my music sound the best, and make it yours.I want you to carve your name on the side of my long neck, and pass your fingers over my bridge in reconnaissance, to rest upon the chin piece. Lift me up, bring me to your chin and support me to your shoulder, and caress my strings like you always do.

I want you to play me like a violin.

I know it's hard to let go,
But when the door closes,
Maybe it will open another door,
For someone better.
Someone you always knew was there,
But may finally realize that he is in fact,
The one you've been looking for.

Can you read my mind ?

We've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world

It's been so lonely without u here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you

I miss the tears, I miss the laughter
I miss the day we met and all that followed after
sometimes I wish I could always be with you
the way we used to do

Sit back and listen, don't you get it?
I wanna be that girl,
you're always telling your friends about.
You're always saying how pretty she is.
Maybe for once I wish I was just as pretty.
Would you look at me and smile?
I don't want to be just some girl.
I wanna be her.The one you said you're in love with.
She's so lucky....The greatest guy in the world loves her.
I'll try to smile, even if you don't love me.
I wish for one second I crossed your mind.
You see right through me.
I know when I look at you, you probably wish it was her looking.
I know it's stupid to daydream.
Like you'd ever choose me over her?
Maybe it's pointless to keep standing.
But my heart just holds on.It's time to give up.I
hope she's worth it.
Maybe she'll see how important you are.

Because days! Come and go, but my feelings for you are forever...

Sadness that I feel
Painful misery
I’ll just keep it all inside
Hide it deep within,
All these fears in me,
Crying on the inside,
Never ending Monsoons
Downpours of despair
Buffeted by winds
One day I’ll succumb
I won’t hide no more
There is too much too hide
Never fit it in,All of that within,
After all this time
It will come flooding out
So I’ll fall and cry
And not face the sky,
But you wont be there to see
What’s hidden deep inside of me
So I can resurrect
All that I have wept
Hide it yet again
From spilling from within
See me crying now?
Or is this for show?
You will never know
I’ve regained control,
And guard it evermore…

No one can see the tears I cry,
Because I'm crying on the inside.
I'm crying the tears out inside of me,
I'm crying away the pain no one can see.
These tears are on the inside of my soul,
And their filling the empy hole.
The hole where love should be,
Is filled with tears inside of me

Everyone has feelings.
Some keep them in their head.
Some tell them to their friends.
&. I .. I write them down

remember,the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember,the smile that always brought me back to you
That look in your eyes, I never thought that this could be untrue

Zal ik jou eens een geheimpje verklappen?
Ik ben gek op jou.
Als ik in je mooie, glinsterende ogen kijk begin ik te zweven.
Wanneer ik je bruine haren zie, smelt ik helemaal weg.
En jouw betoverende glimlach is dan echt niet meer nodig.
Zal ik jouw eens een geheimpje verklappen?
Ik ben gek op jou.
& Ik droom elke nacht van jou.
Dan lopen we samen op het strand, met de zachte bruisende oceaan,
en de volle maan.
Zal ik jou eens een geheimpje verklappen?
Ik ben gek op jou,
en niet zo'n klein beetje. -

if i fell in love with you,
would you understand me dear,
love is weird

All I wanted was you..

Why do I keep trying?
A little sister is what I’ll always be
No guy is ever going to think more of me
They never do
Never see how much I need someone
Never see how much I love them
But they just turn around
They say I love you, like a sister
Why does it always happen?
Am I ever going to be more than a sister?
None give me a chance
No one sees that I can be more than a sister
It’s never going to change
I keep looking and looking
Searching for someone who’s never going to come
So why do I keep trying?

Standing here in front of you
Clear to see
So easy to talk to
My heart open like never before
Allowing you in
Keeping you close
Killing myself in the process
The love I give you
It’s so easy to see
But you shy away from it
Ignore it completely
Reaching out for someone who doesn’t love you
And I stand here for you
Still loving you
Why?
Why can you not love me back?
Why does this always happen to me?
My love goes ignored
And I’m left alone yet again

I'm wondering how the person I once loved could turn into someone I wish I never knew :-(

My eyes staring into your eyes
your eyes staring into my eyes

two jewels reflecting like mirrors
you see the terror welling up inside me
your glance is strong, i must look awayas if you'll see the secrets that i'm trying to hide

Right in front of me
Is someone gorgeous
Intellegent
Utterly flawless

Just all too perfect to me
Untouchable
Unreachable

Even though he's just inches away

But I can't touch him
I can only gaze

You are my illusion
That one boy who I think as mine
That one guy that makes me laugh all the time.
That one that gives me butterflies when I hear your voice
That boy that has his name written all over my heart.
You are my fantasy
That one who is my Prince and I am Cinderella
That one who I lay beneath the stars with
The one I never get sick of talking or hearing about.
You are my dream
The one that I tell all my secrets to
The one who I compare to everyone.
The one I cry over and over about.
That one boy that I will never get over.
That one boy that I will never understand why him
You are my reality
That one that makes me ask why her and not me.
The one that breaks my heart without knowing it
That one when I first saw him I knew I loved him.
The one that always ends up not being mine
You are my illusion

Please don't drive me blind...

but, oh, boy, can’t you see?
i’m anything but patient.i’m getting tired of waiting

“You know how some people spend their entire lives waiting on someone?”“Yeah, sure. I suppose.”“I feel like I’m there. When you’re staring at the toaster waiting for it to pop, when you’re glaring at the pot waiting for it to boil, when you’re watching the sky waiting for the star to fall.”“Who are you waiting on?”“I’m not sure to be honest. I don’t know his name yet, but I know he’s out there.”“What’s he like?”“He’ll be tall because I want to be able to wear high-heels. He’ll be smart because I don’t want to dumb myself down when I’m talking to him. He’ll have a sense of humor so he’ll be able to laugh when I screw up. He’ll probably be blonde because I read blondes are attracted to blondes. He won’t be perfect but he’ll be perfect for me.”“Sounds specific. Should we have try outs?”“What? No. He isn’t the type of guy who would show up to something like that. He likes the waiting, he thinks the waiting is what makes the toast hit that perfect degree of crunch, what makes the star so beautiful when it plunges. If we didn’t wait, it would be raw, it wouldn’t be ready.” “That makes sense. What about you, do you like the waiting?”“I eat my PopTarts cold, what do you think?”“Touche.”“But for him, I think I’ll be able to wait. I think I could be one of those kids waiting all night for a midnight showing because they know the movie is going to be just that good. Maybe he has some growing up to do, maybe I have something to learn before we crash into each other. Maybe. The waiting will be worth it though.” “And what are you going to do while you wait?”“Think. Dream. Eat a raw PopTart.”

we're not the same

Love.
Don't go looking for it. Let it find you.
I bet you've heard that a lot, and it probably seems like that'd never work.
But it really does.

Nurture friendships, and let them run their course. It might turn into something more.If you build friendships on a hope of something else, you might force things. You might see things as they really aren't. You might try to make it be something it's not. You might fool yourself into thinking that it is something that it isn't, while the real love of your life is just watching, and you not paying a second thought of what could happen between you two. And then it could be too late. Or not. You never know.Before you can spend the rest of your life with someone, you need to connect. And it works. When I went into my friendship with the person I love, I had no clue it'd turn out the way it did. I just became close to her. I was in love with her before I even realized that I had feelings for her other than friendship. We both fell in love with each other without even bringing up the topic of it becoming something more than friendship.We went into the friendship thinking it was just a friendship, not a relationship, so we didn't have the pressure of trying to make it be a relationship. We let it grow on its own.And now we both have the person we were made to be with.I see so many relationships fail... I think people should stop with 'dating.'Instead, become friends, without the pressure of finding the person you will spend forever with. .

And love. For Forever.

I just wanna scream;

How could this happen to me?

you're in my mind

you're in my heart...

Don't give up on the dream

Don't give up on the wanting

And everything that's true

Because I want you too..

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right.. Forget about the one's who don't.. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

“I used to wonder how in the millions of people out there I could find the right ones''

I'd like to know his mind
How it works and how it rests
What it needs and what it wants

I'd like to give the world if he asks
No matter what it feeds my brain
Or infects my blood veins

I'd like to
But he won't let me to

Is there no way to draw you in?
Is there no way make you turn this way?
Maybe not.But I fell deeper
This' the deepest I fell for
Just by sighing and hearing your name in my head
I slipped and my heart dropped again.

Now what should I do?
Am struck but stuck at the same time.

Your name like a neon sign
Stands out in my dark mind
And it's hard to rub it off.

Will I ever count?
Is this really living?
Or is this simply a walking death?

I get lost in his eyes,
those eyes that peer right through my soul.
Those that see through my obtrusive lies.
Those eyes that see me whole.

I try to hide whenever they look my way,
but his stare is too enrapturing.
Its becoming impossibe to stay away.
Those eyes, forever capturing.

He always knows when I am sad,
and those eyes that pick at the lock in my heart.
Soon then am I extremely glad,
because he gave my day a new start.

In these moments I find myself amazed
we sit in silence, but yet we know.
He is quiet,
and I am dazedand through these moments our friendship grows.

Today I cannot go to him.
But tomorrow is another day,
luck goes by always on a whim.
Maybe tomorrow things will go my way.

"Why are you crying?"
"I'm not. It's raining outside, can't you hear it?"

So don't go messing with her heart or messing with her mind
Or messing with the things that are inside
You don't know what you'll find
You don't know what she hides

Have you ever
Thought about death?
When will you die?
Will it hurt?
I want to find out
Where you go after you die.
Become an angel?
Or just black out Forever?
Will people remember
You?
Did you mean something
To the world?
Like Abe Lincoln.
He changed the world.
Gave up his life.
Where will you go?
Heaven?
Hell?
So many questions
That can't be answered
Until you die.
Are you afraid to die?
Afraid you won't
Finish your job on earth?
Death can be peaceful,
or it can make you suffer.
When your life is rough,
you just want to kill yourself.
But what will happen if you do?
Would it be worth it?
Do you get another chance?
Come back to earth as
An animal, or maybe
A new person?
There are beliefs
And then there is Reality.
Have you ever
Thought about death?

Keep everything at a
Distance.
Because if it comes
Close,You will be crushed.
But I pushed away my Love.
I didn't listen to my Heart,
And I end up crushed anyway.
Where are the rules
For this game?
The game life,
The game love.
I need the rules,
Because I have lost
Too many times.
Is there even a Way to win?
Please, I need
To know.
I'm hurting,
Dying.Are you?
Does everyone play
These games?
Are they losing too?
I'm not the only one.
But it feels like it.

She's there
Always able to save you
Stitching those wounds up
Putting a smile on your face,
you're eased.

I'm here
I can't even make you look at me
I created some of those wounds
All I do is imprint the pain,
but I meant to take it.

I love you
You love her.

Protect me from what I want..

Oh star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
Think of what I'm wishing for

Wait, don't go away.Just not yet.
Cause I thought,I had it.But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.You will never fade.

You steal my breath away,
My heart skips a beat as my hands start to sway,
Let me dance across your eyes,
Like a million fireflies,
Listen to the words unspoken,
Help me fix what was broken,
Bring sun to my cloudy days,
Let me never learn your secret ways.

It's like a dream,
no end
and no beginning..

The world is full of magic,
you just have to believe in it…
So make your wish.
And now believe in it,
with all your heart

We all die in the end

Everything is so much better in fantasy

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all.

'When you're not around, it feels like a part of me is missing...'

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?.

Love is when you cry, but you still want him.
It's when he ignores you,
and you still can't stop thinking about him.
It's when he loves another girl,
but you still smile and say you're happy for him.
Love is when you want to let him go,
but no matter what, that boy is the only thing on your mind.

Now I realize, more then ever
that I can't live without you

Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more.
Maybe it's just my imagination.
But I see you stare just a little too long
and it makes me start to wonder.

Living in a world so cold,
Wasted away.

Living in a show with no soul
Since you've gone away.

World So Cold - Three Days Grace

It brings me down
but I'm the one to blame

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time.

It's not right but I just can't give it up.

Why does it always have to be like this?

Tell him I hate him.
Tell him I don't need him.
Tell him to have a great life without me.
Tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said it with tears in my eyes.

You are one of God's mistakes,
You crying, tragic waste of skin,
I'm well aware of how it aches ,
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
To try and save your swollen face ,
Though I don't like you anymore,
You lying, trying waste of space..
Before our innocence was lost,
You were always one of those ,
Blessed with lucky sevens ,
And the voice that made me cry ...

A song to say goodbye,

"Is it any wonder I don't know what's right ? "

when your whole world is crashing around you,
and theres no one there for you to cling to,
just pick up a pencil and a piece of paper,
and write down your story

Memories are supposed to last forever.
But I threw mine out long ago.
What's the point in remembering;
Remembering something that still hurts?

“Doesn’t it scare you, that we mean nothing to this world
That we could just as well not be here and no one would notice”
I replied saying “you may think that you mean nothing to this world
But you mean the world to me”

and love is blind..

How can you look to the future, when the present is so cloudy and black. Focus on what's around you, find a glimmer of light, and move towards it. If that isn't working for you, than create your own light, nothing will shine brighter than you once you've accomplished that! Close your eyes and listen, find your heart beat and move to it's rythm. Follow it to your future, then, open your eyes and look around, it'll be better than now.

"... and only heaven above them knows why she loves him, but he must be the reason she don't fly away."

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

"Most people come into our lives and quickly leave. It is the special few that come in and leave a footprint in our hearts. and we are forever changed."

Two stars in the heavens
Twinkling so bright
Bewildered by
Each others light.

They're feelings grow
Their love comes strong
They shine together
Forever long.

When one fades
The other cries
When that one sobs
The other dies.

It was made to last
It will, it must
They'll stay together
With faith, and trust.

Two bright stars
In a lonely sky
Together forever
Until they die.

And if the answer is no,
Can I change your mind ?

Bliss!

I just don't care about you anymore

Was jij dan alles en ik niets ?

To be hurt,
to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one's there to save you,
No you don't know what it's like,
Welcome to my life

You'll never see the tears
I cry when you are away.
You'll never know how
much I feel about you.
I'll never know if you feel
the same way about me.
I'll never know your
tender touch upon my skin.
I'll never be able to hear
your sweet voice on the phone.
I'll always hold a special place
in my heart for you.
Yet you'll never be able to hug
me when I need someone to
hold me.
You are always so sweet to me
and I love your gentle spirit.
Yet you'll still never know how
much seeing you gone makes
me ache inside.
How much all the words
you say to me were real.
How each emotion I wish were true.
I want you to be happy
but I know deep inside
I'll never be happy with you.

Don 't wait for the perfect moment...
take the moment & make it perfect

He puts that sparkle in my eyes Like no one else ever could

Someday you'll know the truth about your real personality,
& trust me, you'll be disappointed

Little an angel,
young at heart
Full of passion, full of life
You're my ever shining star
Thank you for being who you are

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there 4 her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" the girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes"

please dont ever worry,because my lifes just a mistake.i really wasnt supposed to be here,so just go on with your day.and if you see me crying,ignore those pointless tears.i just tend to fall to pieces,because i know i dont belong here.my life is my only problem,and go on like it doesnt matter.because im going to fix whats wrong,and end all of this before tomorrow.my life has had no meaning,and my heart has never felt happy.ive just been cursed to continue living,even when its killing me.so dont try to stop me,when im standing on that edge.just let me let go and fall,because i have nothing to regret.

dont love me because im pretty,
and dont love me because im smart.
love me for my imperfections,
and my torn up heart.

dont hug me when im happy,
and dont kiss me on sunny days.
hold me close when the tears fall,
and kiss me in the rain.

dont pretend you dont know me,
when you are hanging with your friends.
i would prefer that you showed me off,
and do your best at making them jealous.

dont hide your affections,
and dont act so behaved.
i would love to hold your hand in public,
and just do crazy things.

and especially dont say you will love me,
and you will never leave my side.
i dont want to jinx this relationship,
and end up losing you in my life.

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.

Some people believe in heaven and hell, but i believe in neither. Instead ive seen a greater place in a dream i once had. All souls exist here, there is no such thing as having sinned. No matter what you had done in your past life you are excepted none the less. Here in this place, you might mistake it to be a heaven, with its unearthly beauty. But, it is just another world, that others would never have thought of. Here in this world there are rolling fields of green, that seem to stretch on for miles. The sun is always shinning here and the sky sparkles like glittering crystal when the sun's rays impacts its surface. There are also flowers, that burst into bloom, filling this world with colors that remind you of fireworks on the fourth of july. The petals of these flowers shimmer and change with every color known to man. Blending and making hues of rainbows that could be held in the palm of your hand. There are also angels, or guides who have been there from the beginning of time. They show you choices that you must decide. Powerful decisions where if you had died too early you could go back and finish your life. But, you could also choose to stay in that world if you believe there was nothing that you missed out on life. It is a painful decision, because you have already gotten a taste of this world and it makes every inch of you sing with a glowing melody, a tune of harmonious beauty and it makes you forget anything that was bad in your life. You want more of this world, to drink it all and bathe in the warmth that fills your broken heart. To let it spill over and taint your very being. You are left with this choice and the angel gives you a glimpse of your life if you chose to go back. If it proves to be more promising and changes to something you have been wishing for a long time now, then go back. I would, if my life were to become of something more. I wouldnt want to miss out on something that is supposed to make my life better and help me finally be happy. I want to feel the happiness in this world first before i feel a happiness that is superficial. Plus, i would miss too much of the real world. Like the mixture of pink and blue when the sun rises on the horizon in the middle of winter. Or when the stars seem to have a silent song that they hum as they burn tiny holes in the night sky. I would miss this worlds natural beauty. I would want to live in this world long enough before i have to go live in a strange intoxicating world that would erase my mind of not just the bad times in life, but even the good times. I would like to create memories that i can cherish in my heart and die in a happy state when it comes to the time. I think this dream had given me a sudden realozation......i dont want to die. I want to live.

Smile,
One last time,
Just for me...

Stop acting like those californian pretty girls.
Stop acting like those Hollywood-created superstars.
And stop faking sadness.

People are not perfect except when they smile.

Sometimes I wish that I wasn't here

I stand
On top of the World
But no one sees me.

I drown
At the bottom of the ocean
But no one rescues me.

I sing
At the top of my lungs
But no one hears me.
I love
You with all my heart
But you don’t care.

SoI leave
This tiny planet behind
But no one misses me.

trying to see
what has become of me.
a frightened little girl
that just wanted love.
what went wrong?
when did I stop being strong?
happiness was just around the corner
why didn't I see it? why didn't I notice?
sorrow and pain consumed me, darkness came
and the light just went away.
a frightened young adult
trying to figure out what went wrong.s
earching for the light that just dissapeared
hoping that she will find it somewhere near.

The dots of blood on my finger tips
Connect with the dots of blood on my toes
I cut everywhere on my body and nobody knows
I go to school the next day and guess what they say?
”You just want attention don’t you?” and I say
”You don’t know the shit I’ve been through”
They laugh at me, poke and stare
I get up and walk away and whisper,
” I don’t care.” I sit down in this class room
And write this poem at 10 O’clock I want to go home
Because there’s no one home to give me shit
and here I get a demerit for what I did
”Chelsea! You need to go to the counselor’s office right now!”
”Why would you do that and how?”
I did it with a razor blade and a knife because
there is nothing to live for in life.
I just wish my dreams would come true
So I wouldn’t have to go through all I’ve been through
I cut and write to express myself.
But from my poems to the cuts
everyone thinks I need help.
So for my last poem,I turn this into a suicide note.
There’s nothing left for me
I have no hope. So for everyone who helped me through,
I thank you.And for everyone who cared.
I know you’re really scared.But don’t worry about me.
If I do this now, the happier I will be.
I love you all. Don’t feel guilty. It’s all on me.

Klinkt depri,
maar tis keimooi gezegd

I'm missing a piece of me. A critical part. I suppose I was born much like every other person. I'm just missing one crucial piece. They've forgotten a heart. Where my heart should be is a cavity with nothing inside except a small black stone. Cold and hard.

Unfeeling.

“Star light, Star Bright
First star I’ve seen tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Please grant my wish tonight.”
Every time I whisper those words,
As the day darkens to night,
And the stars come out like crystal birds.
I whisper my pleas to the celestial sky,
And I hope that some day those wishes would fly.
But always my luck can fall so short
Where every time I make my wish it won’t come true
And when I make this wish for you,
I feel like I should just say the opposite of my wish,
And if I say what my heart won’t think,
Then maybe I will never sink.
But I want to tell you this and not fail,
And maybe then I won’t derail.
So as I look at the stars this odd night,
I’ll find the first I see as my guiding light
So I may find you in my sight.

Ik ben Stift en jij niet, " wees jaloers ;-) "

A writer can be quiet anyone. You’ll never know unless you take time to know them. They are people who daydream and those dreams turn into ideas. They have been through phases in their life. Wanting to die, going emo, being sad, holding secrets, wanting to be thin, being the somebody everyone loves and so much more. Those phases lead to knowing every emotion in your body and just the way it works. All the feelings come on paper and spread the word. You’re too shy to speak your feelings or its too confused. All you do is go on and on writing page after page. It never ends as a child you learn but it does become useless, right? Your not really going to be a famous writer one day, it’s just a thing you do these days. However, why waste so much time writing? Just the fact of becoming another author is really a waste of time. Another poet, storyteller, whatever it is called. Its just more writing in this world than we already have. We could be out helping the world and saving everything. For it’s just a book, that will sit on a shelf, be read one day, be good or bad, be put back, and nothing will ever come out of it. So why waste your childhood writing when you got better things to do?

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"If I were Kira, you'd be dead."

-death note

'cause he writes your destiny.

"The Future Has Been Cast"

Where were you
The day the world stood still?
When everything went wrong
The day I couldn't get my fill
Of pain and despair
My mind is out of control
Everyone is just a puppet
And I'm just living my role
No one can truly help me
The future has already been cast
From the moment I was born
To when my heart beats its last

Where is the frog I can kiss
Where is the prince who should come
Where is anything I live for
Where is the reason why

Why should I live on and on
When I know it’s reasonless
Why should I love on and on
When I know it’s unhopeful
Why should I learn on and on

When I know that the earth will go down

De Beste mensen nemen ze altijd weg...

Dream, the wanting for love to exist.
Nightmare, the reality of how hard love is.

This couldn’t be heaven, could it?
There was too much pain for that.

Mirror, Mirror,lie to me
and show me what
I want to see,
a world untouched,
un-harmed by love,
a world not cursed,
that soars above,
a world of warmth,
not cold as ice,
a world where hearts break once,
not twice.

Mirror, Mirror,lie to me
and show me what
I wish to see,a moonlit night,
not pouring rain,
tears cried for joy,not cried for pain,
a peaceful life,a brand-new slate,
a world where love
can't turn to hate.

Mirror, Mirror,lie to me
and show me what
I hope to see,a world where pain
cannot occur,
where tears don't make
my vision blur,where happiness
can't drag me down,and love won't try
to make me drown.

Mirror, Mirror,lie to meand show me what
I pray to see,
a place where Iwon't need to feel,
where time and life
are not so real,
a place where I
don't need to think,where into death
I'll never sink.

Mirror, Mirror,lie to me
and show me what
I know can't be,
a world where death
is not a choice,
a place where I
can't hear his voice,
a world where cuts
don't bleed or scar,
where I can watch
life from afar,a world where I
can hide away,to die again
another day.

Now Mirror, Mirror,lie to me
and show me what
I need to see
reflect a world
unlike my own
where what is real
is never known.

'Cause I want you back,
In my life.

There has always been something about eyes to me. People ask me what the first thing I notice about others is, and I always answer eyes. Well, that is after height, weight, hair… But it's hard not to notice those things, you see.Blue eyes make me feel free. I want to dive into ocean eyes and swim some places far far away, leaving all other thoughts are worries behind. I can feel the oceans waves rushing over my body, molding with my skin, seeping in through my pores and dripping into my veins. I feel that it I can swim deep enough, maybe, just maybe, I can glimpse your soul.Green eyes have always made me feel alive. Piercing, you catch me by surprise. Green eyes make me want to go skydiving, free fall in a world where everything is going so fast, and maybe accelerate it enough to forget everything else. Green eyes reach down into me and pull out words I didn't even know I had until there they are, spread out all over the pavement.Hazel eyes remind me of my old queen sized bed. I want to bundle up and lie there forever, thinking and feeling safe. I want to know warmth again, want to understand the words running through my head on a never ending filmstrip I can't seem to make sense of anymore. Maybe put on a few records and listen to a forgotten time while imagining another world. Hazel eyes grip my soul and force me to question what is right, what is wrong, and everything else that doesn’t fit into those categories, like so many don’t anymore.But my favorite color eyes by far are dark brown. When I look into dark brown eyes, I feel a rush of emotion. It's a clouded wall of your past, of memories, of regret. But it is also a beauty, beyond comprehension. Dark brown eyes make me feel like I can see into your soul, stealing me away into another world where my existence is mirrored and I want to be a part with those eyes, with what lies behind them.It is with eyes that we see the world. It is with eyes that we first fall in love, that sparks that sensation in your stomach that feels like the butterflies are playing jump rope with your intestines. It is eyes of strangers that meet for a fleeting second before parting, leaving you with a feeling of hope... and loss. It is eyes that read each other before closing where for that longed moment where lips meet and share a silent dance. It is eyes that hold tears waiting to be shed after a broken heart, or a death of a loved one. The eyes that smile even when your lips don't. Even in an imagined flicker of light in eyes, emotion is opened up and laid down. I want to lie down with your eyes, reach in so delicately and pull out your heart and maybe you can look into my eyes and we can dance. Sing a song. Maybe you can look at me, for the first time, and see my eyes, see what I see in yours, feel me, feel me like I feel your soul. Hold me, hold me like I hold your heart.

Life's not like a box of chocolates,
or the ebbing of the sea.
Lifes a chance for all the chances
to be who you can be.
Take the hard times one by one
let them mold you further
Enjoy the good times as they come
to let your heart grow surer.
Surer of what? You may wonder
Well that really depends.
Are you young with out a care,
or nearing time of end?
Take the chances that you wish
Be the person you were meant to.
Don't start to ask just who that is,It's not up to me,
it's you.

I guess sad eyes never lie
No matter how hard they try
The pain is always there
Always in that mournful stare
Eyes so glassy and empty
So much so it envokes pity
What stole the soul of these beautiful spheres?
What could take away all their hopes and fears?
What cold heart could kill their light?
Turing from open and warm to cool and tight?
Poor little orbs of blue, brown, and green
How could the world be so cruel and mean?
I know behind that wall you've built you wish to cry
Because sad eyes can never lie

I have friends
They care for me.
But their to busy with their lives.

Kon ik maar tot je doordringen

-Soms als je opgeeft betekent het niet dat je zwak bent maar dat je sterk genoeg bent om het los te laten.

-we hebben allemaal onze dieptepunten, maar jij bent het diepste, zwartste punt dak ooit heb gehad

-Goede vrienden maken goede tijden beter & moeilijke tijden gemakkelijker

-Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today

I got soul, but I'm not a soldier

Watch it BURN!

It feels like I'm looking at life
Through a telescope because I'm so high
The ground never seemed so far away
Truth shall be told one day
I'll be under ground one day
I've got a men that'll putt roses on my grave
Roses on my grave

Don't forget me
Please forgive me
It's my redemption
Time for redemption
I'll see you on the other side

I almost told you that i loved you ö
Thank God I didn't cause it would've been a lie
I say the damnedest things, when you're on top of me.

I pack my case. I check my face.
I look a little bit older.
I look a little bit colder.
With one deep breath, and one big step,
I move a little bit closer.I move a little bit closer.
For reasons unknown.
I caught my stride.I flew and flied.
I know if destiny’s kind, I’ve got the rest of my mind.
But my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to.
And my eyes, they don’t see you no more.

For reasons unknown- the killers

Walk away!
Go FIX YOURSELF

► Play. - The Best Memories
▌▌ Pause. - The Unforgettable Moments
■ Stop. - The HeartBreaks
◄◄ Rewind. - The Good Times

Scars remain

they are just like tattoos but with better stories

they remind us that the past is real

But the most painful scars are the invisible ones...

If the fish swam out of the ocean
and grew legs and they started walking
and the apes climbed down from the trees
and grew tall and they started talking
and the stars fell out of the sky
and my tears rolled into the ocean
now i'm looking for a reason why
you even set my world into motion'

cause if you're not really here
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you

black and gold.

My heroes had the heart
To lose their lives out on a limb
And all I remember is thinking,
I want to be like them
Ever since I was little,
Ever since I was little it looked like fun
And it's no coincidence I've come
And I can die when I'm done
Maybe I'm crazy

Probably.

and I know
it takes time
don't leave me behind
and I've been to places and seen many faces
but nothing that could ease my mind

don't leave me behind
ease my mind

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong
Storm.. in the morning light
I feel
No more can I say
Frozen to myself

I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right
Regardless of what they say

To pretend no one can find
The fallacies of morning rose
Forbidden fruit, hidden eyes
Curtises that I despise in me
Take a ride, take a shot now

Covered by the blind belief
That fantasies of sinful screens
Bear the facts, assume the dye
End the vows no need to lie, enjoy

After time the bitter taste
Of innocence decent or race
Scattered seeds, buried lives
Mysteries of our disguise revolve
Circumstance will decide ....

Cause nobody loves me
Its true
Not like you do.

Who am I, what and why
Cause all I have left is my memories of yesterday
these sour times

So help me, save me, tell me that the end is near
Help me, save me, tell me that the end is near
I am done with you
You made my life completely miserable
You drove me to the edge, you've caused me all this pain
But I've always loved you 'cause you're oh so special
I'm broken and I'm alone and I cannot maintain

Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love we only fell apart
I'm getting lonely, I need somebody to hold me
I thought I'd never miss her
She cut me out o f her pictures
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Can you see the life your living?Somebody tells the truth, somebody lives a lie
I can see right through, the story is in your eyes
I know what they're saying, there is no need for explaining
There will be nothing better than when I burn all your letters
We never fell in love we only fell apart
We only fell apart
So we pick up the pieces and put 'em together
We said this was gnoa last forever

Life will knock me down.

It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself, living in a broken home

I always thought I could trust you
But I guess that's not the case
All the years that I loved you
You were out there playing the games
You didn't think that I would find out
But it was written all over the place
Is it really what you want now?
Then get the fuck out of my face!

How could you deceive me?
I'm begging you to leave me

So go to hell!
I'm better off without you
All is well
I'd rather be alone
To have you, to hold youAnd never know you 'cause you sold me out
You're never gonna live this down
Never gonna live this down

How do you look in the mirror?
How do you stand the sight of your face?
If you made it any clearer
I could have seen right through the hate
And I'll never think about you
When I'm sleeping with all of your friends
And I'm hoping that you find out
'Cause love is the sweetest revenge

I always thought I could trust you...

I trust no one
My trust is gone

I'm thinking
I am starting to see
I have become everything I never wanted to be
I'm really getting sick of myself
Cause when I look into the mirror,
I see somebody else

Woke up and I feel like shit
I don't remember last night,
I'm getting sick of this I hit the bottle when I got off stage
And got piss drunk stupid and went in a rage
I think I mighta got into a fight
Because my knuckles were bloody and
I don't feel alright I hit the bottom and
I don't even care Some say I
'm going to hell but I'm already there

I wanna be free from this ball and chain
and Be free from this life of pain and
Be free from this ball and chain
I wanna be free from you

Cannot hide it
You’re not that easy to forget ...

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Be yourself, Be unique, Be unforgettable :)

A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your face and still knows something’s wrong...

When I'm older and my little Boy asks me who my first real love was, I don’t want to have to pull out the old photo album. I want to be able to point across the room and say: 'he’s sitting over there..

I'm over you. But I still shake when you walk by. And I still save all of our online conversations. I still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name. And I still think about you most of the time. You're still the first person I look for when I enter a room. And I still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. In my mind, you are breath-taking. And I've never seen such a gorgeous smile as yours. But like I said ; I'm over you

you are as bright as any old star and you have the smile, the shine, and the warmth to prove it.you take fluff and swirl it into strands like ribbons but shinier and fill galaxies with glitter before they pat your shoulder and say “that’s enough now.”what will you believe when you come face-to-face with the starhopper, the blackhole, the birthing place of light, and the absence of everything?who takes what melts and gleams dim, and who takes what’s still shining?how many stars are falling tonight, collapsing to the real world?you and I, let’s watch as constellations merge and pull apart and together we can sew light back into your ripping seams.

Cliché,
but Seize the day...

make your day,i won't do it

breaking my nek for you
i stop beiing so silly to do that for you

Hij/Zij zei,
' Jij bent het meisje/jongen van m'n dromen.

Ik lachte en zei;
' Dromen zijn bedrog.

Jij speelt met meisjes
zoals je vroeger met auto'tjes speelde.
maar de dag dàt jij met mij speelt,
speel ik met jou zoàls ik vroeger met mijn ken & barbiie Speelde
Ik trek je kop eraf.

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand!!
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life!

Papa roach - scars

Soms kan het leven je vreselijke keuzes laten maken.. Keuzes die mense kwetsen,, maar zo veel verder helpen om niet langer meer te hoeven hopen op iets wat er nooit zal zijn.. En toch kan het je slecht laten voelen, niet zozeer omdat JIJ juist die keuze hebt gemaakt.. Maar om De reactie van de andere, de "gekwetste"..
Op zo'n momenten is het goed dat je even aan jezelf denkt.. Jij hebt de keuze gemaakt op vraag van de ander en als die tegenslaagt kan je alleen maar denken dat je zojuist de waarheid sprak.. Iets wat een echte vriend zou doen! En toch kan een leugen soms beter uitvallen dan de waarheid.. Maar dan wordt het alleen maar lastiger om die recht te zetten later.

my mommy told me
I could be anything
I wanted to be: a doctor,
a nurse
but she was wrong;
I can't be his girl.

I'm jealous of every girl who hugged you, because for one moment they had my whole world in their arms.

Je zei dat we nog ' friends forever ' gingen blijven.

uiteindelijk slaat die ' FF ' op Fake Friends !

M

they say that past is past.
we need to move on to see the future.
but how can we move on when our past is the only thing we ever wanted in the future *

When I was five
I wanted to mary a prince
Living in a castle
Dress like a princes

When I was ten
I wanted to go to America
Living in Hollywood
Dress like a star
Now I'm 16
& All I want is you '

He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for. & The cutest smile that takes your breath away. He has the ability to make you laugh every time he speaks. & Whenever you look into his eyes, it's so hard to turn away

- # Misschien zou het beter zijn uu uit mijn leven te zetten. maar wat ben ik daar nu mee . het enige wat ik zou doen is je toch maar missen .

Conclusie ; ik kan het niet .

I'm wondering how the person I once loved could turn into someone I wish I never knew (:

Net als in dat ene liedje, ben ik gekomen om te zeggen dat ik weg ga.

no matter how many times you see a s h o o t i n g s t a r * or how many times you MAKE A WISH ` at [ 11 : 11 ]
no matter how many coins you t h R o w into a fountain.
or the number of fingers you cross if it`s not ( - MEANT TO BE - )
it will N E V E R happen

één prachtig, naïef moment
dat ik dacht dat je echt om me gaf.

op een dag wil ik niet meer wakker worden...

ik haat uu .
loop naar de maan ,
stik in uwe zever
breek uwe nek.
tkan me ni schele.
zolang dak uwe kop mr niemeer moe zien.
nooit meer

Er is een tijd van komen, en een tijd van gaan...

S[HE] BE[LIE]VE[S]

I thought you missed me . ? Guess it was one of your perfect lies.

Some feelings never die.

unfortunately.

because even bestfriends aren't forever...
Even bestfriends can become strangers

Vertwijfeling.

En ik haat het hoe gedachten zich meester kunnen maken over mij,
hoe sommige dingen die ik liever niet meer zou herinneren, toch steeds maar terugkomen ..

Hmpf , Godverdoemé kmisu ng altijd zot hard . :'(
ik heb het gevoel dat ik niet genoeg ben vr jou. x(

Iedereen moet mooi zyn , & dat maakt me ziek .
van ieder mens is er maar 1 .
Dus ik ben uniek Ik ben gewoon wie ik ben , maar het valt niet altijd mee .
als ik sterf kan ik zegge : ' I did it my own way '
Ik heb mss een grote bek , maar mijn hart is klein .
ik voel , je woordn prikken. Ja ze doen me pyn .
maar ik geef niet op , ik vecht voor mijn eigen weg .
' schoonheid ' wat stelt dat nu voor , als je vanbinne verrot bent ?
noem my maar lelijk , dun , dom , groot of klein .
zo ben ik geboren , & zo zal ik altijd zijn !
Ik ben wie ik ben en daar kom ik voor uit .
want ik ben een mens , ik ben geen freak .
Ik leef want ik adem , dus ik ben
U N I E K

Sterren?
Het is iets raar maar wel mooi!
Als ik naar de sterren kijk denk ik aan men vrienden.
Ze betekenen zoveel voor mij!
Ik wil ze niet kwijt! Net als sterren niet verdwijnen aan de hemel,verdwijnen mijn vrienden niet uit mijn hart!
Ik zal altijd aan hun blijve denke en van hun blijven houden.
Ik zal ze nooit vergeten!

I'm the king of nothing...

Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears T
he tears that she cries
Over and over every night

No; you don't know how this feels.
It's just so foolish, so damned absurd, so idiotic
I don't even understand the reason why I feel helpless now.

No; I don't want to love him this way.
It's just so stupid, so strange, so freaky
I don't even remember why I fell for him
Or anyone first place.

No; I don't want to breathe.
The air is polluted with love, it's sicker than acidic toxic
I didn't even commanded myself to breathe
But now I'm pale from the hearty surroundings.

No; I don't want to cry.
It's just so pathetic; that word describes it best
'Cause there's nothing to cover my eyes
Or a place where I can scream my lungs out.

No; I don't know how to smile.
It's plain crooked,there's nothing to smile for I'm not glaring,
this is just me
You don't need to look at me if you want to see a smile.

No; I don't know anything anymore.
But in the beginning I never knew a single thing
And even if I did
It makes no difference.

When I was a boy
I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me and this world and a broken dream
I was blaming myself for all that was going wrong
I was way out there on the wrong side of town
And the ones that I loved I started pushing 'em out
Then I realized that it was all my fault

I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

So I put out my hand and I asked for some help
We tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by the light and I fell to the ground

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

You know a heart of gold won't take you all the way
And in a world so cold it's hard to keep the faith
I'm never gonna fade away, yeah
I've been looking for a lifeline...

Fuck a hero be yourself

In my brightest hour
Of my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you
Can't get through to you
It's been a helter skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreads
By his own pair of scissors
He'll never forgive her
He'll never forgive her ...

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl
Little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroine
In this moment I'm lonely
Fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I'm never forgiven this broken heart of mine

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever...

One last kiss Before i go, Dry your tears
It is time to let you go...

I refuse to be your victim
i refuse to be your slave
I keep on burning my bridges
I keep on fucking up everything
Running from desperation
god knows where i've been
I don't know where i'm headed
But i'm going too fast
i think i'm going to crash
I'm going to crash I'm going to crash, to crash
It is time for annihilation its time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
time to be an animal
Looking at my reflection i don't like what i see
So i ask myself a question
Do i got what i want or do i got what i need?
I'm not afraid of the future
Of spinning right out of control
I don't know where i'm headed
But i'm going too fast i think i'm going to crash
I refuse to be a victim, i don't want to fall again
I know where i'm headed
God knows where i've been...
Live-love-life!
Live-love-fight!

Today I saw my hero fall apart,
The one who taught me to be strong,
On the outside I look fine, But on the inside I am dying

My strength has overcome my pain
My love for you remains the same
The loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die

Now it's my time to help you out,
Coz you were there when I was down,
It's hard for me to seal this way
Losing all your sanity
You helped me, keep my dreams alive ,
Without you how would I survive
It's time for me to be a man
Now I finally understand ...

I can't go on living this way...

Hate me or Love me ; it's your choice...

Scars by papa roach

Losing my memories...

I made a point to burn all of the photographs
They were much too painful to look at
I stay at home all day
Missing and thinking of you
But I'm too stubborn to
Ask you to come back here ever again
So, I'll live without you

What is it that defines you?That tells people who you are?Is it your looks?Is it your personality?Your friends?Is it your possesions?No it is what you are made of that describes you.It is your lineage.Your heritage.Your family history.It is people from all across time.The ones who came together.The ones who said they loved each other.It is all of their traits combined that formed you.A trully unique individual.You can't be copied.You can't be imitated.You are what defines you.

Calmly laying in my hardened bed
Dark, cold chills crawl up my spine
I glance at the clock on my bedstand
12:00 midnight
I stare at the ceiling
Trying to take in the truth
I can't sleep
I can't close my eyes
"IT CAN'T BE TRUE!" I screech
I begin to cry and...
I tell myself
He's really gone...

Speechless
Staring at her hands

The last words spoken with one another
"It's Over"
The last stare...He's seen with girls, laughing...
When all she's doing is regretting

Sadness...
Personality vanished...
Crying...herself to sleep....

Forgetting her own life,
and only thinking of him











It's only a guy,
time to move on...

Love is confusing
At this age....
We don't really know
What, "in love" is,
But...
We DO know the gist of it

my life at the moment
is confusing...

I'm constantly asking myself
random questions...that don't matter

I wonder sometimes if i'm acting like myself.
I don't know if all i'm doing is
screwing my life up...
or simply making it better...

I'm trying to hide how I feel
bombarding my brain with lies
Lies to make me feel...better
But they only make me feel worse
And I can't digest that

She asks if I'm "okay"
And that fake smile
Is painted on my shaking lips again

That fake happiness consumes me
Making me feel

Nothing...

How harsh can someone be
To make you stop loving someone
Pulling them apart
Your selfishness
Why,
How could someone even wantTo do that?
And only because (in your heartless eyes)
It's wrong...

You're wrong.

I hope you're happy,
Because all you did was
Make my life even worse
You added just another bad memory
To top everything else off

You might as well kill me
because that's already how I feel inside

I can't get over pain easily...

Gorgeous golden sun
Bright green grass
Cool blue lakes
Forest trees
Cars
Buildings
Everything seen
Cherished
Treasured,
Pure beauty.

In a snap of a finger,gone...
vanished.
blocked
and blackened.

nothing...

you can only hear
only feel
this beauty
but to feel and hear,
just depresses you.

You can't even picture
the miraculous changes in life.
Your wonderful friends,
and how they grow.
You can't even gaze
into your true loves eyes
you can't even picture...

you.
yourself.

When you left
I was broken
And now I’m picking up the pieces
Of a puzzle that will never be complete
Because you took some of me with you
When you said goodbye

Hope is always
On the horizon

You just have to wait long enough
To be able to find it .

I wish I didn't have to pretend anymore
I wish I didn't have to be strong
I wish there was someone who could love me when I'm weak

And then all of my wishes came true
When I found you

Each time I fall it gets harder and harder to keep going
Because the people who I thought loved me
Just get farther and farther away
They don’t stop
They just keep going and don’t look back
I call after them but, they don’t hear
It’s like...

I don’t exist anymore
I do exist
I don’t need them anymore
I realize now they never loved me.

Your smiles can be fake
But your eyes are always genuine

Your words can lie
But your eyes always tell the truth

Your actions can be misleading
But your eyes always show your true intent

Your eyes aren’t afraid to show
What you're feeling
Even when you are

Forget those diamonds, darlin',
Your eyes are the most
beautiful jewels I ever saw.

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your Paparazzi

( Uit woede)

Hello.
You don't know me,
and I suspect you don't want to,
But I know you, you see.
I know all about you.
You think you're brilliant, much better than them.

You see a mirror and fall in love again.
The reflection you see is different to what's there.

If you saw what's real, you'd be less likely to stare.
You see a girl - pretty, artistic, with hair like jet -
Much too smart and able to end up full of regret.

You think that she's safe from judgement or guilt,
So I hope it goes well when you get it all rebuilt,
Because, as you may have noticed,
you may have guessed
I have some different feelings, which aren't the best.

I think you're an arrogant, shallow, manipulating fool,
And I would much rather if your genes were kept out of our pool.

You think that your worst is definitely good enough
To make the rest of us feel like you know your stuff.

It doesn't work, though, we can see through it,And to be honest,
I think that a lot of it's shit.
And if all this is true, what will I do?
Well soon enough, you see, I
will fuck you
UP.

It’s late
and I’m still up.
But there’s plenty of time to sleep when your dead.

I’ll keep working on my drawing.
I’ll draw the life that I dreamt off in my day dream.
Untill it becomes real.

(Or maybe I was just thinking about you...)

Nothing...
But Memories (l')

I'm responsible for that what I say .
Not for , what you understand .

-He puts that sparkle in my eyes Like no one else ever could.
-'Cause It will be as if I’d never existed...
-Even when you believe you're alone, the ones who love you are still watching over you

I want to be remembered as the girl, who always smiles even when her heart is broken
And the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brichten her own...

- 'cuz from the moment that I saw your face and felt the fire in your sweet embrace, I swear I knew I`m gonna love u forever

- A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again.

There is so much
I want to share with you,
But my words are lost within me
I have so many emotions
How do I make you see
Life is not that simple ..

Sometimes
people come into your life
Like they're meant to be
And suddenly
you've found someone
Who sees the world like you see.

Your eyes...
Sweet as you
Many people think
it’s simple to be friends with you.
I think it’s a gift.

Im friends with you.
Your words...
That makes me tremble every moment.
It’s a gift your there
And alive.
The way you say don’t go...
It makes you adorable.

Though I thought I knew something’s.
Your innocence Is huge.
As the laziness of you is something else.

Your name.
It makes me feel better about myself.
Were friends again.

The way you care...
I never thought about it.
Until now... I love you.

Music can do wonders; it could make you think for ages. Without having to stop, you can replay the song over and over. You won’t get tired of thinking. But sometimes those thoughts take over. And those thoughts get into your mind...and won’t let go of the wrong from right. Sad music makes you think about the sad things in life. While happy music is just there...you listen to it while you’re having a good time. While your conclusion is over your thoughts. You can’t think for a while... your lost. You’re just...trying to find something that makes sense to you...And when suicide thoughts come... There isn’t escape. It’ll haunt you...make you think about things no one ever thinks about. Maybe I think too much...Im Still to young. Music Can Do Wonders. It Helps You Escape Your Family Your Life...Everything From Little To Big... Your Lingering thoughts won’t let you go. You can’t escape from it. And it won’t escape from you. Love, Loves a thought a lot of people think of...How come everyone has a soul mate? While some still look?Doesn’t everyone deserve one?Love...Love Makes You Happy... Love....Makes You Sad...When you love a person, that’s trying to find hope and he or she is self harming.... it feels horrible. But when everything is calm between two lovers. They laugh... they cry....they smile and they live.Love...is something you think about...when your missing someone...and want to escape something you hate. Music Can Do Wonders, From Happy to sad.. from thick to thin, Sad music Happy music silly music or plain stupid music. They have a certain affect on everyone and everything. When you think about things they escape you... when you listen to music... is just a passion...some people sing along.. And some hum to the tune....some people admire it while reading a book... and some people sit and cry... cause it reminds them of something, Music is a passion to all...even if they say they don’t like it, they lie... Music is everyone’s first step...Music was the first sound...music from pots and pans to drums and guitars...so much things... you guys don’t even remember...Music is a wonder... a wonder of life... it helps everyone from little to big...some people’s first step was playing the piano...or singing to a song... You can’t dance with out one... rivers silent tune...crickets chirping, wind blowing...rain dropping. It all has a tune... I might not be you...or knowing what music does to you...but all I know for sure...Is that it had affects on everyone and everything...From Little To Big...I Know its true...Cause it Affects Me Too...

'Cause you know it hurts like hell...

I am the emotionless tear,
Dropping from a petalless red rose
In a forgotten garden.

Help me, help me
You know me better than I knew myself
Mayday mayday
Said angels, I'm a danger to myself

I'm losing control
Falling By The Wayside .

Without you,
it’s nothing
It’s just a room with a view
And all these things
that we’ve collected
Just remind me of you

You may look at me
And all you see
Is darkness and scars galore

You make look at me
And all you seeIs piercings,
tattoos and more

But I am one in a million
Nobody can take my place
Nobody is going to fill the heartache
In those, when I am gone
I am one in a million
Nobody can smile the way I do
I am an individual
And I am a part of you

I've never had someone that knows me like you do

tu as changé ma vie
je t'aime

dankje dat je er altijd voor me bent !
maar je moet ook weten dat ik er ook altijd voor jou ben !
Daamn kheb je zo een heel klein beetje graag <3

soms is het beter om iets moois te verliezen , dan het nooit gehad te hebben

het is beter om niet alles vooraf te plannen ,
dan alles te plannen hoe en wat je gaat doen om daarna
teleurgesteld te worden dat het niet is verlopen zoals je gepland en gedroomt had

Het leven is slechts
de dans naar de dood
Stil zwerven wij op vreemde tonen
Als poppen mee
met de wijzers van de klok
Op dezelfde maat steeds weer
En het leven roept ons
Maar de tijd tikt voort
Telkens opnieuw zonder besef
Waar de muziek stopt en
de laatste klank tot een echo uitgestorven is...

summertimes with you are great

You are the sun
You are my life
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night

You're always around
When I'm in need
When troubles on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that
I Wanna spend forever with you

De knuffel

zo teder, zo lief en welgemeend hij ook kan zijn
zo zacht, zo zoet kan hij smaken als witte wijn
zo heerlijk versmachtend, zo vol van geluk zo warm en zo koud, hij brengt je van stuk rechtopstaand of liggend, in de tuin of in de gang
je kan het ook zittend, het heeft geen belang
vier armen verstrengeld, je raakt buiten adem je hart gaat tekeer,
dat kan je wel raden je straalt van genot, het heeft je gesmaakt
je bent tot in 't diepst van je zieltje geraakt
de traantjes die vloeien, maar dat stoort je niet
het piekeren is verdwenen, weg het verdriet je moet je niet schamen,
want wat is er fout aan elkaar graag te zien, dat je jong bent of oud
dus kom je van Londen, Parijs of van Duffel
geef elkaar op tijd en stond, een lieve dikke knuffel

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody Like you were a million to one
Can´t believe it
You´re one in a million

close my eyes , you take my hand , show me the way.
I trust your hand, for me you are more than just someone.

Your eyes are some pearls that shine in the sun
The wind in your hair is the power to go on
You have to know that I love you in a very special way
but nobody can change what you mean to me...

life is your creation

Ik zag vlinders in de lucht
1 van die vlinders is stiekem gevlucht
hij heeft zicht genesteld , diep in mijn buik
hij heeft daar mijn lichaam stil in gebruik
soms , opeens dan kan ik hem voelen
ik voel hem dan fladderen , mijn buik door krioelen
het vreemde is het beestje ontwaakt
alleen als jij me stiekem aanraakt

You'll never see the tears
I cry when you are away.
You'll never know how
much I feel about you.
I'll never know if you feel
the same way about me.
I'll never know your
tender touch upon my skin.
I'll never be able to hear
your sweet voice on the phone.
I'll always hold a special place
in my heart for you.
Yet you'll never be able to hug
me when I need someone to hold me.
You are always so sweet to me
and I love your gentle spirit.
Yet you'll still never know how
much seeing you gone makes
me ache inside.
How much all the words you say to me were real.
How each emotion I wish were true.
I want you to be happy but I know deep inside
I'll never be happy with you.

Thomas <3

You may try your best to get rid of me,
but it won't be the last.
You may push and shove me away
until the comming of day,
but you will want me back
with the knowledge you lack.
You may try to kill me,
and when you do you'll find that I've always have been there for you.
I fight back when fights get started
,but it's never going to be over between you and me.
If you want to stop you'll just have to beg down on your knees,
before it's everlasting too late
Because this fight has just begun...

your standing next to me
my heart races,my pulse quickens,
i stutteram silent,
i don't know what to say,
i only want to make you happy,
cant you see that we're meant to be together,
that i will do anything

because i love you

Live life no matter how hard
laugh even when nothing's funny
love like there is no tomorrow


You can take away my world,
Take my music, my love, everything,
But there’s nothing you can do,
That can keep me from laughing

Somebody once asked me,"In what do you believe?"And I answered them simply,"I believe in everything"
I believe in you,I believe in me
I believe in hope and faith,And in reality
I believe in innocence,Because it makes me smile,And I hope to see it so very soon,On the face of my child
I believe in passion,And a love that burns so deep
Yes, I believe...In everything

I...believe!
In the little steps of my life,
And where they take me

I...believe!
In living in the moment,And in destiny...

believe in sunny days,When the sky is so clear
I believe in laughter,And I believe in tears
These two things can be the same,In case you think that's weird
I believe in joy,And yet in pain,They are the things that shape us,
Make us who we will remain

I...believe!In doing everything I can,
To help someone in need

I...believe!In living in the moment,And in destiny!I believe in smiles!
And in finding your own way!I believe in looking someone in the eyes,
And saying what you have to say

I believe in trust...And in integrity
I believe in holding your head up high,And facing the world with dignity

One day I hope to see you again
But until that day comes I'm alone
You were the only one who understood me
you understood the things I was going through
You held me, loved me, made me feel good
Now that you've left
The darkness is overwhelming
You were the one that drove it away
You were my light, my strength, and my life
But now it's all gone
And I can never hope to get out of the eternal abyss I'm in
Not until you come back to hold me again
Thomas ly'

If I hugged you,would
you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?

Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact

The killers: "four winds"

Your class, your caste, your country, sect, your name or your tribe
There's people always dying trying to keep them alive
There are bodies decomposing in containers tonight
In an abandoned building where
A squatter's made a mural of a Mexican girl
With fifteen cans of spray paint in a chemical swirl
She's standing in the ashes at the end of the world
Four winds blowing through her hair

But when great Satan's gone, the whore of Babylon
She just can't sustain the pressure where it's placed
She caves, she caves...

The Bible's blind, the Torah's deaf, the Koran is mute
If you burned them all together you'd be close to the truth still
They're poring over Sanskrit under
Ivy League moons
While shadows lengthen in the sun
Cast on a school of meditation built to soften the times
And hold us at the center while the spiral unwinds
It's knocking over fences, crossing property lines
Four winds cry until it comes

And it's the sum of man
Slouching towards Bethlehem
A heart just can't contain all of that empty space
It breaks, it breaks, IT BREAKS!!!!
Well, I went back to my rented Cadillac and company jet
Like a newly orphaned refugee, retracing my steps
All the way to Cassadaga to commune with the dead
They said, "You'd better look alive"
And I was off to old Dakota where a genocide sleeps
In the black hills, the bad lands,
the calloused east
I buried my ballast, I made my peace
Heard four winds leveling the pines

I am alone in this place
No one else sees my real face
All they know is this mask I wear

Can’t you see how I really feel?

I walk around, an empty shell
Where I’m headed I can’t really tell
But those judging eyes will always stare
You were the only one I could trust…

But now, you're gone...

Oh so cliché, look at you, girl.

Reading all those old love letters,

Looking at all those photographs,

Wishing you could feel now

What you felt then.

Thinking ‘remember how sweet he was’‘

Remember how he cared’

Then remember how he broke your heart,

Remember how they all did the same thing.

How you made the same mistakes,

How it was all your fault,

Every single time.

My dear angel,
you’ve given me so much.
You gave me strength,
Now I’m strong enough to hold onto my dreams,
Strong enough to protect your heart.

You gave me speed,
Now I’m fast enough to pursue what I believe,
Fast enough to be there when you call.

You gave me courage,
Now I’m brave enough to face my darkness,
Brave enough to tell you how much you mean to me.

You gave me love,
Now I have someone with me in my heart,
To hold onto me in times of hardship.
You gave me everything I ever wanted,

Just by being you.

Do you remember me?

Do you remember me?
We used to be so close like two peas in a pod
We laughed; we joked; stayed up until midnight
And all we did was talk.

You made me feel like I could conquer the world
Like I held it all in the palm of my hands
You made me see the strength inside
You were the one that gave me the strength to stand.

Do you remember me?
Or have those times become nothing but a dream
Maybe something you don’t want to remember
Something you wished you had never experienced or seen.

I can’t help wishing on the stars at night
That you’re out there somewhere and that you’re safe
I hope you made it home and you’re all right
I guess there are some things in life that will never change.

Do you remember me?
Did I leave an impact on your mind?
Were some of those days you’ll think back on
And think that those days were the “special kind?”

Do you remember me?
It’s been years since we last spoken
But I still think of you.I guess that’s kind of a foolish thing for me to do.
Some things in life are just hard to get over
Especially when it’s your heart that got caught in the middle.
You had promised that things would never change
But I guess there are just some things you can’t foresee.

Do you remember me? H