dinsdag 8 oktober 2013



I could show you love
In a tidal wave of mystery
You'll still be standing next to me 
You could be my luck 
Even if we're six feet underground 
I know that we'll be safe and sound



zaterdag 31 augustus 2013

Life is too short to be anything but happy

zondag 30 juni 2013

life isn't easy when you have a good heart.
you help too much, you trust too much,
you give too much.
and most importantly, you love too much.

donderdag 20 juni 2013

woensdag 5 juni 2013

Never go back to an old love, no matter how strong it is. 
Because it's like reading a book over and over again, when you already know how it ends

zaterdag 18 mei 2013

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear

zondag 31 maart 2013

Thinking back, thinking of you
Summertime think it was June
Yeah think it was June
Laying back, head on the grass
Chewing gum having some laughs
Yeah having some laughs.

You made me feel like the one

vrijdag 29 maart 2013

this time things will be different
and you’re gonna see

maandag 25 maart 2013

If I walk in white rivers
Would you walk with me?
Or if I follow white rivers
Might I find the sea?

Or if I wrote my own life
Yeah, might I find the roads
Or if I change my old secret
Will my heart be whole

Or if I gave my all
Would you try
And if I said I’m strong,
Is that right?
And if I said don’t go
Stay, tonight

And I never was smart with love
I let the bad ones in and the good ones go
But I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before
I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible
Your love is ultra magnetic and
it's taking over
This is hardcore
And I'm indestructible

I'm going backwards through time at the speed of light
I'm yours, you're mine
Two satellites
Not alone
No, we're not alone

zaterdag 23 maart 2013

No more tears, my heart is dry
I don't laugh and I don't cry
I don't think about you all the time
But when I do – I wonder why

You have to go out of my door

And leave just like you did before
I know I said that I was sure
But rich men can't imagine poor.

One day baby, we'll be old

And think of all the stories that we could have told

zondag 10 maart 2013

to forget somebody isn't possible.
deep inside you remember everything.
you may not think of them for years at a time, 
but you don't know how to forget.
you can recall the way they smiled when they were happy,
and the way their faces showed no expression when they couldn't find their way.
too many people get caught up in what could be,
instead of appreciating what is.
don't fall into that trap;
appreciate what you have and who you have.
because the future can take it all away from you.
if someone wants to be a part of your life,

they'll make an effort to be in it.don't bother reserving a space in your heartfor someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.



zondag 24 februari 2013



Oh, please forgive..."
you say:
"Oh, live and let live..."
but sorry doesn't help us
and sorry will not save us
sorry is just a word you find so easy to say... so you say it anyway
sorry won't undo all the good gone wrong

-Morrissey

I got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Got my hair up real big beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above all sizzlin' like your stare
Honey I'm on fire I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore 

maandag 18 februari 2013

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good!

maandag 11 februari 2013

I think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky

zaterdag 9 februari 2013

Lets play truth or dare
or lets just play dare..
'cause no one tells the truth anymore
Take a chance;
because you never know how
- p e e c t -something can turn out to be.
Sometimes, you just can't tell anybody how you really feel.
Not because you don't know why, not because you don't know your purpose,
not because you can't trust them; but because you can't find the right words
to make them understand.
imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true.
you know, it's the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience
it with one person. who's standing next to you?
it's funny how you can grow away
from your friends, when just a few years ago,
they were the most important people in your life.

dinsdag 5 februari 2013

The bad things in life open your eyes
to the good things you weren't 
paying attention to before

zondag 3 februari 2013

How are you supposed to live,
When you have nothing to live for?
Yes,
There are friends
But how can you be sure that they're even real?
Even if you've had them your entire life
After a while,
Everything becomes questionable
You don't know who you can trust
Who you can truly call your friend,
And who's just using you for their own game
I've been used
I'm still being used
I'm trying to find something to live for,
But there's an enormous rain cloud hovering over my entire life
It's clouding my judgment
It's making me turn from those who love me most
But how do I escape?
I can't
Not until I find a savior
Who will be ready to catch me when I fall
Maybe then the sun will come back to me.

donderdag 31 januari 2013

It's funny... how easily you walked into my life was just how easily you walked out of my life. Thanks a whole lot.
The best revenge is just moving on and getting over it. Don't give someone the satisfaction of watching you suffer.
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door, just waiting for you to open it.
If I could go back and do it all over again, I would.
Sometimes, it's not only the bad memories that's making you sad, but also the best ones which you know won't happen a second time.
It doesn't matter where you go in life, what you do, or how much you have. It's simply who you have beside you... I'm so glad you're there.
If you're gonna fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you're falling in love with. You're falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone else thinks of me. You're falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You're falling in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you're also falling in love with the way my eyes smile when I'm with you, the way I text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing is that you're falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it's impossible.
It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It's funny how forever never seems to really last. It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. It's funny how "friends" can just leave you when you're down. It's funny how when you need someone they're never around. It's funny how people change and think they're so much better. It's funny how many lies can be packed in one love letter. It's funny how people forgive, even though they can't forget. It's funny how one night can contain so much regret. It's funny how ironic life turns out to be, but the funniest part of all, is that none of that's funny to me.
Sometimes we get sad about things and we don't like to tell other people that we're sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. 
I should have known that one day, all you said would turn out to mean nothing anymore.
The feeling of being sick, but you're not really sick. You're just sad, upset, unhappy. You just feel like laying in bed all day.
I'm not upset that you lied to me, 
I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you
Sometimes, you just gotta move on

woensdag 30 januari 2013

I don't want to forget you
not ever 
but sometimes I get scared 
We are like trees
Supposed to grow old together
Instead one is ill and damaged
The other is strong, independent, and fighting for sun 

While the healthy one survives
The other is overshadowed
The dirt is drying out
Both cannot live 

Natural selection is taking its course
Showing the forest who is in control 
Allowing the strong to go on
The weak to die out

zondag 27 januari 2013

Every day is a battle I faceStrange life I live, but it's what you've decidedI give it all into your handsDo what you will with meAnd I'll, I'll smile when you speakRemember those times I was hoping for something?And shaking my head from all that I have doneBut you never left me
Ooooh la love, I've fallen in loveand it's better this time than ever beforeOoooh la love, I've fallen in loveand it's better this time than I've ever known


Foster the people - I would do anything for you

dinsdag 22 januari 2013

maandag 21 januari 2013

Honestly, I don't need someone that sees the good in me. I need someone that sees the bad && still wants me
Sometimes, dreams are the only thing that keeps us alive.

"Smile beautifully. Smile big. Smile confidently. That way everyone thinks you’ve
got all kinds of secret things going on.That keeps them wanting more.
And when they want more, you’re automatically interesting."

“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation;
trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've,
would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor
&& move the fuck on.” 
Not all of us can do great things. But we can do small things with great love.
Smile. Why? 
Because it makes you attractive; It changes your mood. It relieves stress. And it helps you stay positive. 
Life is too short to play games. 
If you love someone and want to be with them, then go get them. 
Deal with the mess later. You don’t know what tomorrow will bring




You don't know about my past and I don't have a future figured out
And maybe this is going too fast
And maybe it's not meant to last

I can't forget the times we've shared together.
The sadness and the happiness, the failure and success,
the simple hugs and those tender kisses.
I don't know when it will going to happen again, it seems like a part of me is gone.
I miss all of that, I miss you, I miss us.

And the tears come streaming down your face.
When you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?
On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you.
Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there. 

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping.
I stay up and think of you,
and I wish on a star that, somewhere,
you are thinking of me, too.

Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second.
You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%.
You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most, and the next day
they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing back.
You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while.
You give someone your time, and they give you "Sorry, I'm busy".
It seems like you're giving everyone everything, and they're just walking away with it. 

Never wonder what you mean to me because there's never been any doubt.
You're the sunshine of my world,
the rain I'd die without,
you're the every beat of my heart. 
I wish I could change your mind and make you stay.
Together forever, never apart.  Maybe in distance, but never in heart. 
"I can't make you love me, if you don't. 
You can't make your heart feel something it won't."
'If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly'

vrijdag 18 januari 2013

Stephanie durft, owei :-p
Surround yourself with people who are only going to lift you higher.
Life is really simple. But we insist to make it complicated


I'm fine,
just not happy

zaterdag 12 januari 2013

I'm fine, thanks for not asking
I don’t get how someone can erase you from their memory. How someone can just delete your existence. How someone can walk away like you meant nothing. It doesn’t make sense to me.

vrijdag 11 januari 2013

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. I'm mad for apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached. I'm mad for thinking about you. But most of all, I'm mad for not hating you when I should

We need to talk. We really need to talk. But it won’t be easy. I’m planning the whole story. The whole scenario, everything I want to say is clearly in my head. And you’ll listen. I know you will, because that’s who you are. Always friendly and kind, not wanting to hurt me. And I’ll tell you that it doesn’t work. That even with you being kind, it hurts like hell. That I’m not stupid. That I can see the look in your eyes, every time you talk to me. The look that tells me you’re only talking to me because  you think not talking to me at all would tear me down. You don’t want to be my friend, but you don’t want to be the reason I’m sad either. Well, let me tell you, it hurts even more, seeing that look in your eyes, than it would if you would just completely ignore me. Because now, every time we talk, I always remember how we used to be. How we used to laugh and cry and be crazy together. How we used to call, just to hear each other’s voice. How we’re not anymore. I can’t let it go, because you’re still acting nice and every time, it gives me a little hope. Hope that disappears just as quickly as it came.  So, after I told you everything that’s on my mind, I’ll tell you that I want you to make a decision. Or even better, I’ll make the decision for you. I won’t talk to you anymore, so you won’t have to answer. I’ll ignore you, act like you’re a complete stranger, when I walk in to you. That I will not be in your life anymore, so that it will be easier for you. You won’t have to pretend anymore. Starting right then. 
But even now I repeated the whole scenario a thousand times, I know it still won’t be any easier. Because how the hell do you look at someone you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?


donderdag 10 januari 2013


When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like astronauts, presidents, or in my case, a princess. When we were ten, they asked again. We answered rockstar, cowboy, or in my case, a golden medalist. But now that we’ve grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how about this: who the hell knows? This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, this is a time to make mistakes. To take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere. To fall in love. A lot. To major in philosophy, because there’s no way to make a career out of that. To change your mind, and change it again, because nothing’s permanent. So, make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask us what we want to be, we won’t have to guess… We’ll know.

woensdag 2 januari 2013

I will always wonder , 
Why I will never have . 
The life I wanted
tell me now where was my fault, 
in loving you with my whole heart?
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember