Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But we never forget them. And sometimes, it’s those memories that give us the faith to go on

Do you ever sit and think… What if? What if you never said the first hello? What if our paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, or what if you would have said just one more thing? What if you had five more minutes? What if you could turn back time or make it all just stand still? What if you could say I love you one more time or never had said it at all? Where would your life be?

Sometimes when life goes downhill and things get crazy, it freaks us out a little and makes us feel like we’re losing grip on something that’s really important - a part of ourselves, our lives and that scares us even more, so we try really hard to hold on tight to whatever we think we’re losing and sometimes, we hold on a little too hard.

One of the best feelings in life is rediscovering a song you once used to love. With hearing this song you instantly feel the same exact emotions you once felt every time you played it. You even kind of get a flashback and see yourself sitting in your room singing along to this song on replay for hours, and it’s only then when you start to wonder how you could possibly forget about this song. How you could ever grow apart from something you used to cherish so much.

The words between us were silenced months ago. Isn’t it strange how that happens? You can really care about someone unconditionally, put all of yourself into a friendship that leaves you bruised and raw, yet you persisted and stay for a long time until one day, it is gone. We didn’t last forever and we won’t ever stumble into one another again. But we gave an undenial effort. A painstaking lesson in what it means to give someone everything and expect nothing in return.

Thank you,
thank you for existing

Live in THIS moment!

Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that
can pretty much change your life forever

When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.

Sometimes, a stranger
can bring great meaning to your life

I don’t want to remember you. Because remembering you means you’ll be gone. Remembering means I won’t have you in my life. I never want to have to remember you.

I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you. But you’re the only thing that makes me happy, whether it’s right or wrong and I don’t have the strength to give up on that.

I talk about you like you put the stars in the sky

I know you're gone
& now my dream is gone

" I regret that it takes a life to learn how to live"

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

All I know is, no matter how much people hurt you, no matter how much you wanna give up, and no matter how often the sun does not shine, you just need to keep going. Because for all the hurt that one person gives you, there are 10 others who care. For all the things that make you wanna give up, there are so many things out there that are worth living for. And for all the days that seem cloudy and dark, just know that the sun is there, just waiting on its chance to shine.

I’m in one of those moods that nothing is really wrong in my life, but my brain keeps on insisting that there is. Or maybe it’s my heart thats doing the insisting. I can’t really tell. You know that feeling?

Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realise that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

Because the truth is, life isn’t meant to be easy. Life will always get you down. What you’ve got to do is, you’ve got to pick yourself up and see you deserve better. You don’t deserve to be living (barely living) like this. Stop looking to the past, because really, the past is shit and painful and looking back will only make things worse. You have to get up, and you have to look forward. Just keep moving forward, just keep going. And it’s okay to be sad; you just have to make sure the sadness doesn’t take over your life. You just have to keep moving forward until you’re happy again. And whoever gets you down, whoever makes you sad…fuck, get these people out of your life, right now.

We all have stories we won't ever tell

I dont pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you may be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk in a room and smile at you.

Happiness is not a destination. It is a mood it is not permanent. It comes and goes and if people thought that way then maybe people would find happiness more often

One big unicorn, strong and free, thought he was happy as he could be.
Then three little kittens came around and turned his whole life upside down.
They made him laugh, they made him cry.
He never should have said Goodbye,
and now he knows he can never part
from those three little kittens that changed his heart.

I wish to turn back time, back to when life was simple. When I was happy, when you were in love with me. I can't get over your smile. I can't move on because I still don't understand how I could have lost you. I can't accept the fact that it's over, that you don't care for me anymore. I am so utterly desperate for another chance, but you've completely given up on us. Lost hope. What happened? You said you'd fight for us, but here I am, alone.

But things change. People change. Change was
one of the inevitable laws of nature,
exacting it's toll on people's lives.

The things about life that I've learned is that you're going to get hurt. You're going to have emotional nights & cry yourself to sleep for hours. You're going to suffer some kind of heartbreak, some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like you're alive again. Life just kind of restarts.

You may say that I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one

People ask me who i am. the answer?
i don't really know. a few years ago,
i would have said i was a girl who
loved life.A few months ago, i would
have said i was a girl who loved a boy
with everything she had. now, i guess
you could say i've been through a lot
and i've been broken in too many places
and too many ways. i guess you could say
i'm just trying to find my place.

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them - words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you've said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That's the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller, but for want of an understanding ear.

the world was made round so that if two people
who are meant to be together should choose to take
different paths in life, they would wrap around and
end up right back to each other to meet again.

No one deserves to be treated that way.
So even if you love him with your entire heart,
with every fiber of your being,
with so much passion that it hurts to think about it,
you need to forget what you want
and remember what you deserve.

To let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, & it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, & it’s not about how you appear, & it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, & doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss, & it’s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, & overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind & confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It’s learning & experiencing & growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, & made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, & all that you will soon again. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, & the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It’s realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, & to clear a path, & to set you free.

I'm sick of the constant rollarcoaster ride of emotions
you put me through from literally the moment we became friends.
From the first day we met, I knew I was going to like you.
And since then we've been through alot.
I've done things for you, but you've returned the favors.
We've talked about so much,
and you've made me feel like I'm at my absolute best
and at times, my absolute worst.
With you, I don't even know what to think anymore.
We'll talk nonstop for a few days and then you just stop.
I gets so confused but a few days later, you start right back up again.
It's literally the most confusing relationship I've ever had
with another person and to this day on, a year after I met you,
I still just don't know what to do.

Look, I'm going to find a way to be happy,
and I'd really love to be happy with you,
but if I can't be happy with you,
then I'll find a way to be happy without you.

I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we're just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy and that's what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see that smile on your face.

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humourous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix.

You can always love two people at the same time,
but you can never love them both in the same way.

Do you know what happens when you hurt people?
They may begin to love you less
and forget that they loved you once.

enjoy your youth, you will never be younger
than you are at this very moment.

It’s like he gave me wings and said, “It’s illegal to fly.”

He lied to you a thousand times.
He hurt you twice as much as that.
And you’re gonna tell me you still love him?
For what, breaking your heart?

In my last relationship I realized that my partner was
self-centered, self-serving, arrogant, ignorant, unfaithful,
hypercritical, abusive, an under-achiever, and an alcoholic.
I was devastated when he broke up with me.

The battle of head versus heart is excruciating.
Which is the right one to follow?
My head which is trying to protect my heart?
Or my heart, my heart that is falling hopelessly..
leading me into a dead end..
walking me head first into a brick wall?
I wish I could say my vision is blurry - that I`m blinded,
but I can see so clearly it scares me.
I see the part of me that just can`t walk the other way,
that can`t tear my eyes off of him or
keep myself from trembling when he looks directly at me -
when he makes me feel like I`m the only person in a room.

And she saves his voicemail,
so whenever she's lonely,
she can hear his voice.

Missing you isn't the problem,
it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.

I’m shutting my doors and putting my walls back up.
I’m closing my curtains and removing the welcome mat.
I’m blocking everything out again,
because it’s so much easier than feeling something.

You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone.
Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego.
Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life,
but you didn't love her, because
you don't destroy people you love.

don't ask me what's wrong, you know what's wrong, you just want me to repeat it over and over again about how much i love you and how much i would do for you, guess what, i'm done repeating.

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don’t have.

I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me

she's cold as she'll ever be.

Sometimes, someone comes into your life that
changes everything. Raises your standards,
makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you.
There is something about him that you can't
put into words and even though you're not
even with him, you don't want to let him go.

a successful relationship requires
falling in love many times,
always with the same person

If you're getting pushed away, don't hold on
tighter. Letting go when you're getting pushed
is the only way he will feel what it's like
without you. Even though it's the hardest
thing to do, do it for him.

The ones that hurt you the most
are the ones who promised they wouldn't.

If Someone wants to walk out of your life
Let Them Go.

You dont need me,
and i think thats whats breaking my heart

all i want is for you to know me again;
for me to be in your life, and even if it can't
happen right now, i would just like to
know that i'm not blocked from your memory.

Let go when you're hurting too much,
give up when love isn't enough, & move on
when things aren't like they were before.

“it’s weird how you go from being strangers, to being friends, to being more than friends, then back to being strangers again”

one day you’ll wake up
and it won’t hurt anymore.
you’ll forget the pain
you’ll forget the gaping hole
you’ll forget the debilitating ache
it’s gone.
you breathe,
and you’re alive

“so let me go, let me fly away
let me feel the space between us
growing deeper, and much darker every day”

I had doubts too

maybe I was stupid

maybe I just pitied you

but in the end,

you are the coward

It's funny how when you're little your view of love was so simple. You knew exactly what you wanted. Then as you get older your view changes, and you wanna know why? Because you start settling for shit. Instead of keeping in mind what you wanted all along, you let a couple of assholes lead you to believe they're all the same and you settle for someone who's not everything you ever wanted

My feelings just changed. I had been waiting for you to realize you couldn't go another day without me. I had played out every excuse you could have had for putting all that time between us. Missing you had become second nature to me. And somewhere in the last year, when I never got that phone call, and you never showed up at my window, and we never ran into each other, I just stopped feeling like I needed you so much.

There is something beautiful about all scars, whatever nature.
A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed,
done with.

Don't waste your time on things that only hurt you, and
remember to forget those who forgot you.

I wish I could smoke a million cigarettes and not eat for a week to make the people around me worry and call you and tell you that I'm not doing so fine after all.

Even when your heart is breaking, you should smile. And
some may think that it's bad to hide your feelings, but I
think that pain should only be felt for a short amount of
time. Happiness should out number it every day, every way.

Some people don't want to be saved. Because saving means changing and changing is always harder than staying the same. It takes courage to face yourself in the mirror and look beyond the reflection. To find the you that you should have been. The you who got derailed by cruel childhood events. Events that took your life's natural trajectory and twisted it. Changing it into something unimaginable or even incredible

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we all should be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity, someone who never lets go, someone who cherishes you forever."

for the first time in my life, i know the true meaning of "breakdown". you always hear people say, "oh i'm having a breakdown" but it's different than that. it's when something so small, so ridiculously unimportant, sets you off and you snap. you feel it inside of you and you try to hold it back. you don't need people asking questions, but someone will make a joke at your expense or playfully slap your shoulder and you lose it. you almost hate them for what you've said or done but maybe that's not why maybe you hate them simply because they're happy.

i wish we could have worked it out. i wish i didn't have these doubts. i wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now. i wish i didn't know inside that it won't work out for you and i. i wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye.

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't

mean you love them less.. sometimes it means you love them more.

-The Last Song; by Nicholas Sparks

I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen. I need to stop thinking that everything is just going to go how I want it to.

Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you’ve been and remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are."
-One Tree Hill

I don't know what to say anymore. My mind runs blank every time I open up the page where I used to spill my heart. I used to have so much to say, now I can barely write a sentence. It's you. You have the affect on me. You walked into my life, and I can't find a place for you just yet. I'm lost for words, yet my heart is screaming with the things I want to say to you.

The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown. The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say, and the most painful thing about unexpressed love is it never fades away.

How do you know when he really loves you? It's when you scream and he calms you, when you slap him and he kisses you, when you cry yet he hugs you, when you tell him you hate him, he tells you he loves you.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that you are there, in everything I am, in everything I've ever done, and looking back, I know that I should have told you how much you've always meant to me."

Have you ever sat there and wondered “Why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?” And then you realized the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore

If the guy you secretly love tells you that he has already found that special someone that he wants to spend forever with, would you be brave enough to ask him who it is? Or bear the pain inside, not knowing it was you after all.

Its funny how you can be hurt so bad from the person you least expected it from.

What you need, what you deserve is a guy who adores you for what you are. Who doesn't see you as a project, but a prize.

There’s just something about you that I’m scared to lose because I know I won’t find it in anyone else.

If you were mine, I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want.

"What do you really want?" I asked him impatiently. "You, I want you," he replied. I wasn't buying it. I turned to walk away, when he stopped me. "I want that part of you that gets excited when you hear the ice cream truck. The part that cries when old people die in movies. The part that cares about much more than what she wears. The part where she can totally be herself. The part that when I look at her, I only see her. The part where she could never give up a stuffed animal, because she'll feel bad for it. The part where she wants me, too. That's what I really want."

It's that damn smile. The way your eyes glisten when you're happy and are darker when you're sad. Something in me just wants to protect you, to tell you it'll all be alright. Now if only you felt the same way.

He's her best friend. The one who makes her laugh when she doen't feel like smiling. Makes her feel so secure when she's scared. and lets not forget, he's the one she who caught her when she fell

"May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful, and don't forget to make some art -- write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself."

It comes and goes in waves

This is life. people will screw you over. you'll fight with your family. you'll witness things that'll change you forever. you'll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. you'll lose best friends you thought would always be there. you'll come to realize that everyone has a past. you'll cry, you'll laugh, and you'll embarrass yourself. but then, you'll find your very own moment where none of that matters. where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are, and no one should want to change you, including yourself. And if someone can't accept that, they should just leave...

You're gonna fly with every dream you chase. You're gonna cry, but know that that's okay. Sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in there, you're gonna see that sometimes bad is good. We just have to believe things will work out like they should. Life has no guarantees, but always loved by me, you're gonna be okay

Sometimes late at night I think about all the things that have been, all the things that havent been and all the things yet to be. If my heart could explode into a billion tiny pieces and scatter themselves all over the world. If I could live on sunlight and the city sounds and fall asleep in those thousands of lighted windows. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if I will ever truly understand anything…and if there’s really anything to understand at all

Everything I think of you changes constantly. I love you, I hate you, I need you, I want you, I am so much better off without you, you don’t deserve me, you’re everything to me. There are times I think I can get over you and times when I know I can’t. There are times I flirt with other guys, and think maybe something could even blossom there because that guy could love me back. But all my fantasies involving that guy just entail you watching us together; you realizing that I am everything you ever dreamed of and then my imagination breaks away from all my self control and I imagine you and I together, just like always.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back."

"Sometimes its easier for me to pretend than showing my feelings. Sometimes its easier to make it alone rather than risk getting let down. Sometimes it's easier to be push people away rather than letting them in."

"Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return. "

"Sometimes I hope we’re still friends when I get married. I hope that I’ll invite you to my wedding and you’ll come. Then you’ll see me as the happiest girl in the world. You’ll see me with a guy who treats me right and loves me more than himself. You’ll see all you could’ve had and you’ll regret letting me go, but the thing I want you to see the most is that I survived without you

Someone will always catch you when you fall, and it won’t be who you thought it would be. The people that love you most might watch you fall, wait, and congratulate you when you find your own way back up. This doesn’t mean they love you less. They just know you’re stronger than you give yourself credit for."

"I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. Staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one."

"She thought about her life and how lost she’d felt for most of it. She thought about the way that all truths she’d been taught to consider valuable invariably conflicted with the world as it was actually lived. How could a person be so utterly lost, yet remain living? "

"She thought about her life and how lost she’d felt for most of it. She thought about the way that all truths she’d been taught to consider valuable invariably conflicted with the world as it was actually lived. How could a person be so utterly lost, yet remain living? "

"The memories I have of us are the ones I’ll forever keep in my heart. I just wish you were here to make new memories with me, but I guess that’s too much to ask for. "

"I wish you would just show up on my doorstep. Not with anything special, just you. And when I’d open the door you’d smile and while I’m trying to figure out what the hell you’re doing here you’d tell me how hard the past months have been, how much you’ve thought about me, how much you regretted everything. And then you’d take me into your arms and ask me to forgive you and I would without hesitation. Then you’d grab my face and kiss me the way you used to and everything would be perfect again

"I know that we won't ever really be close again, and that hurts more than you know. But all I can really ask for right now is for you to be a decent person. Maybe even a decent friend. Because I need something, anything. I just need some ounce of hope that things will look up again for us, that we haven't lost anything. Because right now, all I have are memories, which hurt to remember, knowing I won't ever have them back. I wonder if you know how much this hurts for me, to go each day without you, to see you not care. And there are moments, when I think that maybe this day will be different, and maybe things are turning around, but those are just moments that fade away quickly. And I know that in the long run that you'll never be here. You will never be here for me again and that hurts because no matter what, I have and will always be there for you."

Sometimes, people really do feel like they don't want to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball and hide from everyone else. They feel like life is caving in on them and they want to just go somewhere else and not feel anything at all. And I don't think there's anything wrong with that. And if you don't know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does."

"She wouldn’t care if you called her and woke her up just to talk at two in the morning. She loves arguing, and she’s good at it. Scary movies make her paranoid. She hates it when people don’t call her back. She envies every couple she sees walking around showing their happiness. She only wants to be happy and lately all she thinks about is you."

"Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. and sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life."

"i know what its like to be so mad, you go into this blind rage where you don't remember what you say or do. i know what its like to be so heartbroken, you can't even look at yourself in the mirror without bursting into tears. i know what its like to have so many bad things happen to you, you start to lose faith in everything. however, i also know the times of pure joy and happiness. and if i can just keep set on those, i know i'll make it through all the hard times. and maybe, just maybe, i'll be able to find the faith i'd thought i lost forever."

"this is for the ones that didn't get the happy ending that they were so sure they had. for those who had the world. the ones so carelessly left behind, broken, forgotten, replaced. this is for the girls waiting on something, anything more what they've been left with. someone to hold, someone to love, a reason to live. this is for you."

"she's deeper than you think she is. she has secrets of her own, little secrets no one must know, but all you see is the outer image, the genuine smile and funky flip flops. she smiles because that's who she is, but there is pain, and hurt, you just can't see it. you see what she wants you to see, you'll never know the truth. she's scared that you will judge her, but even if you don't make a sound, you won't ever see the things that bring her down."

"she’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around. the one that hopes for a better day. the one that won’t give up on you. she’s the girl that’s unlike the rest. the one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. she’s the girl that would love to be loved. the one that looks so damn strong, but feels so weak. she’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls. "

"this is for all the girls who have stayed up crying over a boy. who can't go to sleep because they have to many flashbacks going in through their heads. this is for the girls who scarred there arms for the first time over a boy. for the girls who waited hours for a call and text they never got. this is for the girls who watched their boyfriends cheat and flirt with other girls. this is for the girls who gave everything to a guy and he threw it all away. this is for the girls who believed every little lie, cared too much & fell in love with that boy while being blinded by love. this is for the girls who are sittting in bed crying right now with their hearts shattered in their hands or lost at sea waiting to return. this is for the girls who lost all control over a guy & can't seem to return back to normal. this is for all the girls who have cried up an ocean over a boy & would swim it just to see that guy smile one more time. that guy that they can't get over, no matter how much they try."

"You don't let people in. It's hard for you, and once you do, you don't want to let them go. And when they fuck up, you're like, "Why did you do that to me? I gave you my feelings, I did everything for you and you screwed me over."

"I just won't relax, I can't catch my breath. Because I'm sick and tired of "you'll be fine." Well how do you know? Can you read minds? Have you ever felt so lost inside? So unloved that you almost died? Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside?"

"Headphones are her only retreat; music has replaced her heartbeat."

"The worst feeling isn't being lonely, but being forgotten by someone you could never forget, to look back and see how things used to be, knowing it will never be the same, and realizing it doesn't matter to him at all because he doesn't miss a thing."

"Some things don't last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there."

"She was illusive. She was today. She was tomorrow. She was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl. We did not know what to make of her. In our minds we tried to pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through and away she flew."

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spider across the sky"

"You know the place between sleeping and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always think of you."

there is some hurt that we just never get over. and we tell ourselves
that in time, we'll get better. but you know, hurt just hurts.

It's hard when you don't know what causes your sadness. But it's even harder when you know what makes you happy, yet you can't do anything to have it.

tried so hard to dig myself out but I was in too big a hole to escape now. The funny thing is, it's like you alwaysbadly. There's always this instinctive gut-feeling telling you to stop now, save yourself before you fall too far in to make it out alive. But you never listen. We never listen. We're too content with the way things are going, convinced that everything is finally turning out right and happily ever after is just around the corner. But it's not. It's that belief; that's how we get stuck, broken, alone.

The sad part is.. you're still on my mind, all day long. Everything reminds me of you, and it's so hard not to look at you when we pass by in the hallway. I'm only trying to show you that I don't care, when I care more about you than I care about myself. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry you don't like me anymore, but why can't you just tell me you don't? Is it that, you don't want to hurt me or something? Cause that ship has sailed. You know for a fact you have because you admitted you hurt me. Stop hurting me.

he had proven to me, without a doubt, that he didn't need me. & if it was the last thing i ever did, i was going to prove to him, without a doubt, that i didn't need him either.

Eventually, one of two things will happen; He
realizes that you're worth it // you realize he isn't.

I've been trying so hard to move on. I've kissed, hugged and flirted with other guys. But it just doesn't do any good, in fact its just making this situation more heart breaking. Every time I'm with another boy, I'm just reminded of how much better you are than them and how i would never be able to replace you.

I'm scared to move on because I'm worried that the second I'm happy with someone else, you'll pop up and ruin it. Ruin it by telling me that you want me, and that you're sorry, and that you like me "kinda a lot," and that you miss me "kinda a lot." I'm worried that I'll get so confused because I'll be so happy with him, but of course I'll still want you, and that will make me start crying all the time, end up losing the best relationship I ever had, just to have you get bored again and move onto some trashy girl. The worst part about all of this? I can see you doing it, because you want me hooked, you want me as an option, even if it is an option you'll never take."

The truth? I tried as hard as I could. I took as much as I could take. I put up with all I could. And it still wasn't enough."

"Congratulations, you won. I have finally stopped trying. You are out of my life. Probably forever. But just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. Don't you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it's not my fault whatsoever."

I feel like I have to be..perfect.. The perfect daughter, the perfect sister, the perfect friend. I feel like it's so easy for everyone else, and I don't get what's wrong with me. I try so hard to be a normal, happy teenager but as hard as I try there's always some black rain cloud trying harder to knock those happy feelings out of me. My friend Glo, she's like me..Only younger, and cuter (ha, she'd kill me if she knew I said that) she's got a boyfriend Steven, who's a year younger than I am and could probably kill me just by blinking an eye, they're really good people. They listen and care when I'm upset, but they just don't know. I tend to like attention, even though I try really hard not to be an attention whore. Sometimes I feel like the line from OneRepublics song "secrets" "I need another story, something to get off my chest. My life gets kind of boring, need something that I can confess" though my life is generally never boring, and there's always plenty for me to confess. I try really hard not to though because I know that they have their own stuff to deal with no matter how many times they tell me that I'm retarded and they don't mind helping me, etc etc. I've decided I'm kind of like a poison, I know I look tempting because I'm cute (ackkkkk I hate admitting that I'm not completely tragic looking) but if you give me the chance to get close enough I'll probably end up ruining you. Even when I don't try to, I just do. But I can't do that to Glo, Glo has too much to live for and do. She's done too much for me to ever hurt her. For some unknown reason to me she likes me (I know, I think it's weird too) even though I'm generally a bitch to her. We have a good relationship, it's fun but it can be serious too. I would do anything for her and visa versa. As much as my ex broke me by leaving she helped put me back together. Whenever I felt the flicker of the old me coming out we kept it out. Or tried at least, she didn't let me stay in my shell of sadness but she also knew when to back off and leave me be. Even when I put on an act of happiness she can usually tell, and she usually makes me talk about it. I don't tell her that I love her a lot, but I do. I was scared to tell her I love her like I would love my little sister (if my parents had continued to reproduce after me) but I do, I don't say I love you because every time I do something bad happens and then I feel cursed, and I don't want that to happen to her. I want to protect her, but I usually do a shitty job of it but she doesn't care. She still stands by me. She has her own light. It's different from my light, she's different. She's hard to figure out, but I think that's part of her charm. Oh jeez, I stopped copying the note I wrote awhile ago, I've just been babbling since then. Oh well. It's kind of fun. So I think I'll continue. I'm going to see Paramore in 6 days with my friend Amanda, we've never spent a ton of time alone with no other friends around to talk to before so this should be interesting, but she's super nice so I'm sure it will be fun. I honestly couldn't believe my parents said yes. It's been a pretty good few days. Lets hope it continues

It wasn't easy, in fact it was really really hard. And at times I found myself wondering what the point of all this was. Why was I trying so hard when giving up would be so simple. Sure I had friends and I had family, but I didn't have you. I didn't see how much of a blessing my friends were to me until I had finally gotten back to the point where I could get out of bed every morning without feeling like I was going to have a mental breakdown, and I could finally see that even though I was trying so hard and I was fighting against them for you that they were still there, they didn't give up on me even when you did. They stayed with me through all my crying and freaking out and breakdowns and for that I owe them everything. I needed to learn that you weren't my everything, you aren't my everything. You really aren't even worth it to be my anything. You hurt me time and time again, mentally you broke me down every chance you got, that's not what I need in my life. I need friends, the people who pick me up and put me back together even when I don't want to. Even when I kick and scream and curse them out. Not you who at the first sign of trouble ran. Ran and pushed me away, well that's too bad isn't it? Because I'm better than that. I'm better than you and I'm better than fighting for someone who doesn't even care. And I realize that now. I realize that I don't need you to be happy. I never did, but I let myself believe I did because it was easier than facing reality. That I would be okay if you left. That I would be okay if you didn't come back for me. Once I realized that everything was a lot easier, it was easier to smile, and laugh, and not feel guilty about it. I had my fair share of problems in that relationship too, I played mind games on you and I pushed you away because I didn't want you to protect me, and now I know why. Because I knew you would eventually kick me to the curb without a second thought, so in a way I guess I was always protecting myself just a tiny bit from the crippling pain I knew you would eventually cause me. And yet I'm not bitter, I don't hate you, and I don't wish our time together didn't happen. I think it made me grow into a better more loving person, who cares about people. So I guess in a way I have you to thank for that. Because if you hadn't of left I wouldn't of known how strong I really was.

I guess Ignorance can only be your best friend for so long. And then you have to learn that ignorance will only get you so far. Only far enough for you to fail. Or fall. Or cry.

"If I could go anywhere in the world, I would chose the sky. But I wouldn't stop to mingle with the birds or race the jet planes or even catch a ride on a rocket. I'd just keep going, and maybe if I flew high enough, I would melt into the sun. And I would finally burn with the type of passion I've only ever dreamed of."

I'm broken on the inside.
I put up a happy front,
but on the inside i'm dying
Talking to you hurts,
knowing that you choose her
makes me feel so lost.

The average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year.
A total of 88,000 by the age of 60.
And the most common lie is: I'm Fine.

"and sometimes it feels like i'm the only fucking person on the face of the earth that doesn't know how to drop their feelings for someone on a dime. it seems like everybody I've ever met has fallen for someone that didn't feel the same, and then gone 'oh, oh well, i like someone else now'. what the hell makes me different, and some how inept at just not giving a shit?"

"People are always telling me to smile like smiling is going to take away all the pain and the hurt. Well I've tried that. I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in my smile and what I've learned is when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear."

"sometimes i just miss that boy, the one who held my hand walking down the street, whose arms i laid in and never wanted to go away, the one who i talked to for hours and told pointless stories to, the one who knew everything about me and liked me anyway, the one who knew exactly what i was saying even if i didn’t and helped me when i had no clue what to do, the one who showed me what love was and what it was like to need someone there, the one who could only make me cry and hurt me like no other guy could, those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there, the way even he couldn’t stop from falling in love, that even though we fought constantly and couldn’t stand each other we couldn’t leave each other sides. something is still there, something that never left me the day that boy broke my heart in two, something like your first love that wasn’t ready to end, something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm, something that makes it so much harder to know that he’s not yours anymore but hers, something that makes you want to hide away and cry all those tears because suddenly all of those memories come back and it hurts worse to know that it’s all out of control."

"Just tell me why I was never good enough. I think you owe me at least that much. After all the months of second guessing and falling down, you owe me this. So before you go run off to your pretty little new girlfriend, look me in the eyes and tell me why."

Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly
how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can
hear you. I know what it's like to wait for
everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for
everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to
end. I know exactly how it feels.

A best friend is someone who changes
your life just by being part of it. Someone
who makes you laugh until you can't stop.
Someone who makes you believe that there
really is good in the world. Someone who
walks in when the rest of the world walks
out. Someone that knows what you're saying
when you don't say a word. Someone you
can look to in a certain way and they know
exactly what you're thinking. Someone you
find hardest to say goodbye to. Someone
who knows all about you and loves you
anyway. Someone who would help you
through thick and thin. The first person you
go to when you need someone to talk to.
Someone you'll call to talk about nothing,
or the most important things in your life.
They're the shoulder you cry on because
you know that they really care about you.
Someone you would take a bullet for because
it would be too painful to watch them get hurt.
Someone that will risk their friendship with you,
just to make sure you’re safe and okay. Someone
you can always be around and never get sick of.

i'm that girl who isn't afraid to dream, who dared to be herself, who laughs when nothings funny, who cries on the inside, who lives in the past, and dreams for tomorrow. i'm the girl who's not growing up. and i'm just fine with that. i've made mistakes in my life. i've let people take advantage of me, and accepted way less than i deserve. but, i've learned from my bad choices and, even though there are some things i can never get back and people who will never be sorry, i'll know better next time and i wont settle for anything less than i deserve"

I know I'm not easy to understand.
I know I keep a lot inside and
I know I'm not the easiest person to read,
but that's okay.
Cause even though there's a lot about me you'll never know,
there's a hell of a lot more of me you can learn to love

It's amazing, really,
just how much pain the
human heart can take

& after a while the truth doesn't hurt anymore;
it starts to kill

I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on.
On the other side I wanna break down and cry

"I'm scared to get too close and smile again because too often has happiness been my downfall."

You've taught me and showed me many things. You've taught me I can love, that people can care about me. Or so I thought....you showed me the feeling of being in someone’s arms when they mean the world to you. The feeling of compassion. So many wonderful things. Thank you for that. You've also showed me that people break promises, that people don't always hold true to their word. You've taught me that you can love someone more than anything in the world, yet hate them just as much. That just because someone says something, that doesn't mean it's true. You've showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you love and thought loved you push you away and treat you as if you are worthless. You've showed me wonderful things just as well as horrible things. I do thank you for both. You've now prepared me for the harsh world I am entering of two-faced people. People who say they care, but don't always. Thank you for teaching me early.

Of course we'll meet new people &
fall in love again. Of course we're gunna
hate each other & seek out to hurt each
other but we'll always have a history that
wont let us forget about each other no
matter how much we want to

Kapot

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you, and yet you can never have them…when the moment you can’t feel them under your fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart…but if you don’t you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn’t. You can’t tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own…when you least expect it, or even when you don’t want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much…for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for your best-friend in the entire world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid…afraid of what we don’t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid about what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie…the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever..

Dear girl, I think it’s time for you to let go of him. He has hurt you & me too much. Just let the memories fade. It’s time to leave him behind… I know it will be hard but it’s for the best, trust me. Remember always follow your heart & everything will be fine. Love always, your heart

I love writing, I love opinions and quotes and expressions. It’s so beautiful to know that you’re not alone in this messed up world. It’s relieving to know that someone else feels the same way you do.

No one has the right to judge you, because no one really knows what you have been through. They might have heard the stories, but they didn’t feel what you felt in your heart.

So, now you love me? That’s cute. Adorable, in fact. Considering, you let me go. You pushed me away, and I’m no idiot. I took the hint and got over you. So you love me? Bullshit. You came to that conclusion too late.

I hate when a close friend and I drift apart. In the past, we would talk everyday about anything and everything for countless hours. Now the conversation dies before it even starts. I’m not sure what changed but things are different. We’re nothing more than just two simple strangers. We’re also going on our own separate ways and heading at different directions. If I’m lucky, maybe our paths will cross again one day, someday. Until then, I hope you know I miss you.

want a Cinderella Story, The Notebook Romance, A Walk To Remember true-to-death love. And to be completely honest, I want you and only you. I want to stop wishing for you at 11:11 because you’re already mine. I want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty. I want to stop sitting up at night praying to God to make you mine. I want to be with you, and only you. I want to text you day and night, I want to hug you and never let go, I want you to kiss me on the cheek, just to be spontaneous, I want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. I want you, and only you.

I am just so sick and tired of this. I want to be alright without you. I want to be able to go a month, a week, a day, an hour without thinking of you. Without wondering why it is you don’t care at all anymore. I just am so sick and tired of needing you in my life, knowing that you only make me sad.

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

now that we’ve come to the end of our story,
and i know its gunna be hard for me,
might hurt some, might get too much
but i gotta let it be
as the world turns around and we go different places
new things new dreams new faces,
what a shake up, when we break up
but we keep the memories

B e l i e v e
I was always shy. The nervous type. The “uncool” one. They weird one. I wasn’t always in a crowd. I still am not. I was never cool. And I don’t want to be cool. I’m perfectly happy the way I am. Why be someone I’m not? Some people want to be cool so bad and I don’t understand why? Seriously, be yourself. But people tend to fake. That’s why there are a lot of fakers out there.

Some people want it to happen, some wish it would happen, others make it happen.

If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

Never say “I Love You” if it really isn’t there; Never say you do, if you really don’t care.
Never hold my hand, if you’re gonna let go; Never say Yes, if you really mean No.
Never say forever, if you’re gonna say goodbye; Never say forever, cause forever makes me cry

life isn’t always easy, it’s full of tough decisions and heartache,
and things don’t always work out the way we hoped.
life just doesn’t come with guarantees. and while it’s true that sometimes,
by avoiding taking a chance on people, we can avoid some heartache,
we might also miss out on the best times of our life. don’t be afraid to love.

You can’t lose what you never had

To be in love is like jumping off a cliff with no intent on looking down at the bottom. You don’t care its going to hurt like hell when u hit the bottom, all you care about is that for just for that short period of time…you felt like you could fly.

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can’t have them, but it’s worse when you thought you didn’t want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can’t live without them.

“ One day you’ll ask me,
“which is more important to you,
me or your life”
I’ll say, “My life”
and you’ll go and leave me
without knowing
that you are my life ”

Some Day You’ll Cry For Me Like
I Cried For You,
Some Day You’ll Miss Me Like
I Missed You,
Some Day You’ll Need Me Like
I Needed You,
Some Day You’ll Love Me
But I Won’t Love You.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you’re the one that I love, and I can’t let you go

I'm sorry I'm not like her, I'm sorry for being true to you , I'm sorry you couldn't except the fact I actually did love you

Usually, the prettiest girl doesn't have the prettiest personality

Nope, I haven't met Mr.Right yet, but I met, Mr.Wrong, Mr.Jerk, Mr.Player & Mr.Cheater..

When you were 5, Sticking your tongue out Was like giving them the middle finger :)

If fear didn't exist...
i would run up to you & kiss you & tell you that I Love You

what are you?
some kind of super human?
cause you always seem to know how to make everybody's day

I'll never forget the first time we met
- although I'll keep trying.

it's hard to let someone in when everytime you did;
your heart was left in a million pieces

I wish i was as invisible
as you make me feel

What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies
and never feel bad about it

You're the last person that I thought I would ever like,
now you're the only person who gives me butterflies.

It scares me how easily everyone can move on so fast. How what once meant so much, can be forgotten like it meant nothing.

Don't be scared if a fat guy in a red suit comes into your room at night & throws you in a bag. I told Santa that i wanted you 4 Christmas.

I'm not obsessed. I just care

The truth is: you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow.
Life is a crazy ride and nothing is guaranteed.

It kills me to know you're online but won't talk to me.
I realize I don't mean anything to you anymore
& maybe I never really did.

anything i needed this summer to change,
to become a new and different person.
I’ve learned that u can’t mess with people’s hearts;
that’s their life, their emotions that ure dealing with.
I’ve learned that it’s not all about me;
I can’t be indecisive and expect people to be there
for me only when i want them to be.
I’ve learned that to have good friends, u have to be a good friend.
I’ve learned that drama is drama, but u can’t start it
then expect people not to talk about u behind ur back.
U have to accept people and their faults because no one is perfect;
those that try with good intentions are worth ur time and effort.
Don’t underestimate the power of an apology, a prayer or even a smile.
People are in ur life for a reason so don’t ever regret something
if it once made u the happiest person in the world.

There is something between us but it's not real.
It's the past. It's a moment in time where we both were once.
A moment that meant a lot to us then, a time we've both often wished we could revisit,
but i think maybe that's only because our lives now aren't going the way we want them to,
not because we still have feelings for each other.

I'm the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows.
Who will listen to a love song and see his face.
Who will look for him wherever she goes.
I'm the type of girl who doesn’t get over things easily.
Who will beat herself up when someone doesn’t love her back.
Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she’s not good enough.
But i’m also the type of girl who’s strong. Who can cry her eyes out,
then forbid them to come back the next morning.
Who will blast some old pop song and sing at the top of her lungs
because she feels like it. Who will be no one but herself.

Never change for someone. After u do, all they want u to do is change again. And as hard as it was to change the first time, to give up everything u knew and be half empty afterwards, it's always harder the second time. As soon as u find some solid ground and feel like things are getting better, u'll have to change again, because now they want u back the way u were before. But u know that things can never go back the way they were before, and u try and tell them, but they don't believe u. They will always want u to change after u do the first time. And no matter what, they won't ever change for u.

He didn't really do anything wrong to me. I mean yes i liked him more
than he obviously liked me, but the only thing he is truly guilty of is teasing me.
It's the cute texts, the long hugs, the way he makes me feel.
All he's guilty of is making me insanely happy and then taking that
away by dating other girls and never wanting to truly be with me.
I can't even blame him for it. It's my fault for falling so damn easily.

So when ure done talking to her- or whatever u do, don't call on me.
I won’t be here, not as ur back up. Not anymore.

Here’s to the girls, the ones that stayed up late hoping he'd text back
and made up lies pretending he was too busy just to make themselves feel better.
Here's to the ones that gave him their whole heart just to have it smashed.
The ones who couldn't even talk to their best friends about it because
it seemed stupid not to be over him yet

I'm the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day
even if i cant brighten my own

All I did was trust you,
and all you did was break me completely

Why can't you see I hold these tears back,
every second of every day, because you've broken me completely

Just tell yourself that everyday is going to be a good day and it will be.
You have to make that happen.

You forgot me so easily,
I guess your love wasn't so true after all.

& she crys herself to sleep at night
while you are clueless of the pain you've caused

One day,
I'll forget your favourite colour,
your favourite food, your favourite band..

One day, I'll move on

I believe in second chances.
I just don't think everyone deserves them.

It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember

We just have to accept the fact that people are going to stay in our hearts
even if they don’t stay in our lives.

People hasn't always been there for me,
but music has

I wanna be your easiest hello & your hardest goodbye (:

Why do you need to learn Algebra?
Finding "x" is only useful if your a pirate

Dear Bed, I know that I left you this morning, please take me back? <3

5% battery left on your phone. & You run like a ninja to your charger

Anne Frank would be so pissed if she knew everyone read her diary

Cinderella, Snow White, and Sleeping Beauty are all gonna be pretty ticked when they find out they all married Prince Charming!

If I miss 11/11/11 11:11:11 I will be so pissed

When I wake up in the middle of a good dream,
I always try to finish it myself

Jealousy doesn't show how much you love someone,
it shows how insecure you are.

Art is not a thing;
it is a way.

No need for many friends.
Not a million, Not a thousand and Not a hundred.
just a few REAL that can stay beside is more than enough!

Destiny decides who comes into our lives,
but it's the heart that decides who stays inside

You're my bestfriend.
I can tell you everything,
except for how I feel about you

Breaking up
is like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream

I do believe we're right for each other;
we just fell in love at the wrong time

I can't promise you I'll catch you everytime you fall,
but I can try to always be close by so I can help you back up

Trying to explain why I love you
is like trying to explain colors to a blind person

We used to talk everyday, now I'm lucky enough to get a "hello." What happened to us? :|

I've learned to accept the fact that if something isn't meant to be, no matter how hard we try to make it work, it just won't

Life doesn't hurt until you think about it;
how much has changed, who you lost along the way,
& how much of it was your fault.

I realized your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard.

Saying good morning is one of the best mood booster in every morning person we loved

Love yourself as you are now, and show the world you're proud of the way you are

Your happiness is worth so much more to me than my own

I could never stand to see you with anyone else.
But if that would make you happy...
I would disappear for you

"I wanna take it back, to the day when we first met. If i could, I would start all over again."

So much has changed in a short period of time

Friends become enimies.
Lovers become haters.
Buddies become strangers;
it's the general fact, get used to it to survive or die.

Sometimes I think i'm better off alone.
Cause that way no one can hurt me.

It's so hard to want something so much,
and knowing you can't have it just makes you want it more.
Yeah.That's how I am with you.

sometimes we need to go through the pain and mistakes to be able to appreciate and understand what we really value and want in our lives

If people say we are all unique and special in our own way…
is that just a polite way of saying you are stupid?

Everyone thinks we're together
and I really wish they were right
because it kills me to have to reply with
"No, we're just friends."

Just when I think someone is going to stay,
everything inside me starts to fade away.

I wish there was a switch button in my heart so I could just press off if I get hurt and turn it on If I'm ready to fall in love again.

I'm not even going to get mad anymore- i just have to learn to expect the [lowest] from the people i thought the [highest] of.

Something ends,
because there is something better lined up in the future.

When you do something wrong, it's all good; but when I do the exact same thing, it's suddenly such a crime. Great to know how things go.

I've made a lot of mistakes.
I've accidentally done a lot of things
but i've never accidentally told someone I loved them, when I didn't.

It takes millions of people to complete the world,
but it only takes one to complete mine

Sometimes the only part of my life that makes sense
is the part I share with you.

If you really knew me,
you’d know that I will make myself miserable
to make someone else happy.

I think the only reason why people hold onto memories is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everyone else does.

If your wish doesn't come true,
something better was meant for you.

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you, its yours forever.
If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.

The minute you start caring about what other people think,
is the minute you stop being yourself.

In every bad situation, fate gives you a second chance to make everything right.Some take it, others leave it, and most don't even see it.

I miss being 4 years old and wanting to kill the kid who always stole my teddy

a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you
when you have forgotton the words.

Sweetie,
if your going to be two-faced,
at least make one of them pretty.

I think the only reason why people hold onto memories is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everyone else does

It's amazing how the perfect person can be right in front of you but you don't realize it because you're too caught up in someone else

Most people are stronger than they know,
They just don't believe in themselves.

One million memories, Ten thousand inside jokes, One hundred shared secrets One reason, Best friends.

I don't know. I feel like when I start to become happy, someone comes out and says "whoa, she's happy now, better crush it."

I ignore texts.
I let the phone ring.
It’s nothing personal,
but people need to realize that sometimes
I just don’t want to talk.

Dear Cupid, Shoot us both next time

wish you weren't in my dreams,
but then again, I need something to dream about

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over

Friendship means understanding, not agreement. It means forgiveness, not forgetting. It means the memories last even if the contact is lost.

One day, your name just didn't make me smile anymore

Feelings change, memories don't.

Trust is like paper. Once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect again.

You told me you loved winter, and I said "Yeah
because that's when everything is as cold as your heart

'Every relationship takes a little piece of your heart away until you aren't able to love anymore. But then the right guy comes around who mends your broken heart and makes you love again'

And it only hurts when I'm breathing. My heart
only breaks when it's beating. My dreams only
die when I'm dreaming, so I hold my breath to forget

Cause everything we've been through and
everything about you seemed to be a lie, a
guiltless, twisted lie. It made me learn to hate you
or hate myself for letting it pass by.

There's so much going on in my head, two sides
of me are fighting with each other and
my mind itself is just drowning in its thoughts.

Sometimes people run away,
just to see if anyone cares enough to follow

It's amazing how someone can break your heart
and you can still love him with every single piece.

You're my shooting star, don't fade away.
And we've got one more night, so please say you'll stay.
Please tell me you'll never leave and please don't fall asleep.
'Cause I'm afraid that this dream could turn into a nightmare.
If I wake up tomorrow and you're not there.

The hardest thing is holding on.
Especially when u know
he has already let go.

Now once upon a time in a small world.
It was everything that I dreamed of.
He was my gem and I was his pearl.
Nothing could come between us.
A prince charming to call my own.
Until the day that he broke my heart
and left me wondering, all alone.
Picking my mind and soul apart

I don't understand how I can feel this pain.
All these broken dreams and all these memories are killing me inside

There's just no turning back
when your heart's under attack.
Going to give everything I have.
It's my destiny

I promise you my dear,
I'll never ever put anything above you,
because you're the most important person in my life.

I want to say
how much you mean to me,
but I don't know a word to describe it.
It's something special, that for sure.
Something I really love and I don't want to live without it.
It makes me feel happy.
I'm just glad,
only to know that someone will be there
who makes me laugh, who will cheer me up.
I know I'm lucky that you're my friend.

Definition of Destiny:
Something that was meant to be or is going to be.
Example: You and Me.

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy.You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams,and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart.If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing w ill be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible

I remember the first time that I really looked you in the eyes,
I was thinking to myself " There'll never be anyone else."

He pulled her close and began to kiss her.
First her lips, then her cheek, and then her neck.
Her skin was like fire, as if she’d been lying in the sun for hours,
and when he kissed her lips again, he felt her fold her body into his.
He burried his hands in her hair, continuing to kiss her as he
slowly backed her against the wall of the workshop.
He loved her, he wanted her, and as they continued to kiss,
he could feel her arms moving over his back and shoulders.
Her touch was electric against his skin, her breath hot against his,
and he felt himself slipping away to a place governed only by his senses

I am incredibly awkward and negative. I get attached easily, and i hold on for too long.
I don't like opening up to people. Most five year old children can express their feelings better than me.
I hide behind my fake smiles. I'm probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet, but i can be sweet. I'm a great listener. I'll guard ur secrets with my life. I will never judge u based on ur mistakes, and i'll love u as much as i can. I can be, if u let me

I'll admit. I'm scared. I don't want to be alone. I don't want to grow old by myself... but I'm too afraid to let anyone get close to me. I cowardly run away once anything feels too real or too hard. I don't blame anyone, but myself for being this way. After many failed relationships, almost lovers, heart breaks, and disappoinments, I built this wall, a wall of unbreakable material, around my heart. I'm the girl that falls for the jackass equipped with the cheesy pick-up lines. The jackass who says what he thinks I want to hear. I fall for the bullshit, the lies, and the excuses. I wish I didn't, but I do. It's unfortunate that I no longer believe in fairy tales or happy endings and that I have little faith in real genuine love. I know love is real. I've felt it. Not that puppy-love-one-week-as-a-couple-junior-high kind of love, but that can't-eat-can't-sleep-crazy-breathtaking kind of love. It's real and something worth living for. I hope that someday I'll stop shielding myself from love.

He was never in my vocabulary, until one day,
he became the only word my heart knew.

Everything happens for a reason, right?
So maybe you walked out of my life so I would finally swallow my pride and go after you.
Maybe, just maybe, thats it.

You can't blame me for trying. I've gone through seasons waiting for you
with nothing changing but the weather, and I want to say and show you that I'm ok being alone.
But even if I said it, I wouldn't mean it. To be quite honest, the only thing getting me through
these days is the false hope that things are going to be okay, that they're going to get better.
But without you, I'm never okay.

Nothing is the same anymore.
The looks aren't the same, the bond is not the same.
Nothing is the same. I know we've fought to stay strong for a while,
but sometimes I feel that being strong would mean letting go.
So maybe one day, we won't pretend anymore. So maybe one day, it will be okay again.
That's all I want. I don't care what it takes, I just want to be okay again.

I know a lot of people know who he is,
but I also know there are not that many who got to see the side of the guy that I did.
And that guy, well, I'll never forget him. Not ever. I've learned so much about life and
emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it, including the ending.
Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these once in a while.
Besides, he has made a monumental impact on me and on my life in these past few months.
I know no matter how many years go by; my stomach will always do a little flip whenever I see that face

As you know, I'm not good at goodbyes but I guess that's what this is,
a real one this time, cause as much as I thought I wanted us to be together,
I guess what I want more is to be the one of those people who lives every moment
of his life without indecision and without regrets, someone who dares to disturb the
universe without a thought to the consequences, and you're not one of those people, at least not yet. Maybe you'll prove me wrong about that one day, hope you do, but who knows?
Maybe people can't change. Maybe we're doomed to repeat the same mistakes over and over again,
no matter how hard we try. I always hope for a happy ending, how crazy is that.. Take care of yourself..