The way you make me feel is like smelling fresh grass or being in the back of a convertible under the stars. Or returning home from a long trip or just driving with no destination in the summer. It's like the feeling you get when you get an 'A' on your report card and your parents tell you how proud they are. Or when you hear your family laugh t o g e t h e r. It's like when you're outside on a hot summer day and you have a cold glass of water or when you talk to an old friend after a month or two, yet the two of you are still as close as ever. It's like the feeling you get when you hear your favorite childhood song on the radio for the first time in years, you turn it up and feel so alive. Or lying in bed watching a snow storm, knowing you don't have to get up for hours and just lay in the warmth of your comforters for hours. It's the way your stomach flip flops during your first kiss, or how your body feels when you take off in an airplane for the first time. Or when you drive around in the front seat of a car that belongs to the boy you like and even though you should feel scared beyond control because he's driving so fast and stupid, you feel safe and alive. Yeah, that feeling. That way you make me feel, feels good to me.

Take chances, alot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always be you, and be okay with it.

falling for you wasn't the plan, but when
you held me in your arms, something
told me this is where i need to be.

"so, brown eyes, i hold you near
cause you're the only song i want to hear
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere"

"sing because you love the noise, shout for something filled with joy.
you might be the reason someone lives. just take what life gives."

one.
"I don't know if we each have a destiny,
or if we're all just floating around accidental-like on a breeze,
but I, I think maybe it's both.
Maybe both is happening at the same time."
- Forrest Gump

I'm never letting this one go because, often, certain people enter our lives at the most peculiar times for the most beautiful reasons. They seem to make the most perfect impressions while leaving us behind an everlasting impact. Some of the best things in life appear when you least expect them, things you can never forget

You're sixteen; not married yet, so go with the flow. Laugh tons. Use manners. Try something new. Just kiss him already! Trust your feelings. Spend your cash. Introduce yourself. Take a chance. Study hard. Seek happiness. Regret nothing. Don't laugh at people's dreams. Wish. Challenge yourself. Take pictures. Appreciate the memories. Dance in your underwear. Learn from the past. Dress up... then take your clothes off. Have the best times of your life

i just hope one day you see me, and your heart stops, and you realize what you could've had this whole time.

If you were worth it, I wouldn't have second thoughts all the time. But.. you're not worth it, and you haven't been

Sometimes there are no timeouts, no second chances, no extra time to stop and think. Sometimes it's now or never.

It's amazing how fast time goes by, and how long it takes you to realize that you're losing someone that you thought would stand beside you forever :(

I screamed and kicked and yelled and cried for you. I gave it my all, but that wasn't enough. And you know what, when everything doesn't cut it, then we don't either. All the pain and the hurt feels like so long ago. I'm over you

Promise me. That's all I want. Just a promise that you'll never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow, let me know that I had an impact on your life, promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.

He's a sweetheart, an amazing friend & fabulous. He wanted me to meet his family, he wants to hang out, He thinks i'm beautiful & he always makes sure I'm happy, but when there's nothing there.. There's nothing there

I want these butterflies to rush through my esophagus and choke me. I want them to shatter like fireworks through my eyes so that maybe you can understand how intimidating you can be when I stand on your porch, unable to tell you that I will sing down the moon if you asked me to.

Seeing him was like hearing an old song come on the radio. Bringing up so many old feelings and memories you can't tune out.

when i saw you, i fell in love. and you smiled because you knew

The worse thing is caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they're up to when the truth is they've stopped wondering about you a long time ago

It may seem like the hardest thing to do, but you have to forget the person who forgot about you.

Thanks for completely tearing me down because baby, I've built myself back up smarter and stronger than before

You want back in my life. After all the hurtful words, lies and heart ache you put me through, you think im just going to let you walk right back in? Of course, i want to but i just cant. I know you're having a hard time believing that but its impossible to let you back in. I cared about you too much. But you through it all away, i just cant trust you with my heart anymore.

And in the beginning it's easy. You see someone you like and all you can do is think about them but then it starts to get harder because you're living every day without them.

The sad part is.. you're still on my mind, all day long. Everything reminds me of you, and it's so hard not to look at you when we pass by in the hallway. I'm only trying to show you that I don't care, when I care more about you than I care about myself. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry you don't like me anymore, but why can't you just tell me you don't? Is it that, you don't want to hurt me or something? It's not like you haven't done it before. You know for a fact you have because you admitted you hurt me. Stop hurting me.

I don't know, i mean, i want to be his friend. but then again, i don't. you know? i mean how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them you're thinking about how much more you really want

Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, you're everything. To someone, you're gorgeous. To someone you are the world.

You gave me the best gift anyone ever could, you took me through one of the biggest life experiences. You and I made countless memories that I will cherish forever, and you completely helped me find myself. Although the pain ran deeper than nearly anything else, I would never have wanted to share my first love with anyone else.

“I don’t know” means “no.” “I don’t know” means “I’m too cowardly to tell you the truth because I can’t deal with confrontation.” “I don’t know” means “Please do the dirty work for me because I don’t want to hurt your feelings even more than I already have.”

I'm at the point in my life where everything is falling apart, and everything is coming together at the same time.

Today is enough. You don't need forever and always. You don't need promises of days that never come. Today is enough, you don't need the words that cannot possibly be true. Nothing is forever. Nothing lasts for always. Today should always be enough.

I know we are too young and it's too early to say this, but I hope you're the one.

He wasn't a fantasy anymore, but something real, something she couldn't imagine living without. And she crossed her arms, as if bracing herself against the possibility that all this might still slip away.

When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through

Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them

Texting day and night, a smile on my face when you say sweet dreams. Just the simple feeling I get when you send a smiley face in a message. Yet, I get scared to fall again in fear of getting hurt, but I guess its true what they say. Better to love and lose than the never have loved at all.

There's something between us, everyone can see it. It's like we have the key in the door but we're too scare to turn it - and I don't know how much longer I can stand outside.

You can
now stand a day without talking to me. I don’t really mean anything to you, do I? You mean a lot to me, you know that, but sometimes I feel that I’m nothing to you, that I’m not worth your time anymore and that I don’t even exist. It does hurt, okay

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be.

Did you forget everything we ever had?

But somewhere we went wrong.
We were once so strong

One day, I’ll forget about you. You’ll see, I won’t even miss you.

It’s hard to go out with someone, when you know, deep down, you’re still in love with somebody else.

don't give up
Okay?

With enough time, we will all find what we’re looking for. Even if it was there all along.

If I could love you, I honestly think I would. But I just can’t. You need to give up on me because I’m not worth the wait.

I’m afraid
to get easily attached to someone again. I want to choose someone who will be worth everything. No more wrong choices.

Everythime I look at the stars,
I see you twinkle in the sky.

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done,
they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.

"I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it. "

2011: another 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8,760 hours, 52,600 minutes 3,153,600 seconds of struggle, growth, progress & experience.

#16. And If everything will end next year, I’m glad that you’re the last person I’m giving my heart to.

Maybe I’m being overly idealistic but I would like to fall in love and spend Saturday nights watching old movies and Sunday morning with breakfast in bed….

Wish weekends were forever.

When I’m talking to you or texting you, you’re the only one that exists in my world. I don’t feel like replying or talking to anyone else.
:')

Maybe the happy ending is this: knowing that after all the unreturned calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment, you never gave up hope.

Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one.

Tomorrow, it is my Biiirthdaay
Hihi! :p

Erg om van die roddels over u te horen
want ik dacht persoonlijk da je het in het begin echt meende
maar blijkbaar was jij alleen maar op iets anders uit
Hoe je je in sommige mensen zo kunt vergissen...

i hate you, you’re the most annoying person i’ve ever met & you’re SO fucking two faced it’s not even funny. i can’t even beleive i used to be friends with you.

Thank you for making me smile when I’d almost forgotten how to. In you, I found Love, Hope and Faith.

Even if I have no money, no house and no food, I’d still be happy, as long as I had you. Having you by my side is better than all the riches in the world, and anywhere with you is Home.

I still keep the memories I have of you,
for it will take more than a miracle to forget about you.

We all have that one best friend
whom we don’t have to put up a mask with,
one that we pour all our secrets to.

Moving on
is letting go of the past
and moving forward with the lesson.

You weren’t there when I needed you most.
Now I don’t need you anymore.
Goodbye.

If you look inside a girl’s heart and see how much she cries. You’ll find secrets. Promises and lies. But what you’ll see most is how hard she tries to stay strong. When nothing is right and everything’s wrong.

Trust me; I’m not lying. I do miss you deep down inside. You told me that I wouldn’t lose you, yet I lost you. You told me you wanted to spend time with me, but I didn’t get my chance to. Somehow I should have expected this to happen, but I didn’t let it bother me. It’s kind of like I wanted it to happen. You said things that no one has ever said to me and you opened my eyes to what surrounds me. You made me realize that I had a lot more than I actually thought and no one has made me feel so loved like you did. You taught me how to love. You taught me to not only love myself, but you taught me how to love others. Whether you believe it or not, I fell in love with you.

Never assume, never expect, just hope ☼

Falling asleep in class is like falling in love. You’re not supposed to, but you do it anyway.

You walked away, leaving behind so many memories. How am I to forget you, if I’ve got so much to remember?

Don’t believe in coincidences. Things happen for unknown reasons sometimes, and when years pass, we then realize what those reasons were all about.

I miss talking to you everyday. What happened between us? Did I stop talking or did you? As each day kept passing by, did I ever cross your mind? Looking back now, I’ve realised how long it’s been. I wonder why we stopped talking. Did we run out of things to say to each other? Have we replaced each other? I just miss how we use to be.

The truth is, I’m one of those few people who actually care when I ask “What’s wrong?”. The only problem is that usually I have no idea what to say afterwards or how to make it better. I try not to use phrases like “That sucks” or “I’m sorry”, but I still can never find the right words to say. But I promise, I’ll always listen. I guess that’s all I can do.

Sometimes I wish that all the good things would never end,
and all bad things to go away.

Everything is changing. Day by day, we don’t notice it, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and older we are the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all that’s left would be memories.

I have so much to say,
I wanna tell you how I really feel, but I am afraid.

Sometimes we really have to move on and accept the fact that certain chapters of our life should really be closed forever.

I wish I meant more to certain people, like they mean to me. It hurts to know that you are just your priority’s option.

Let’s play a game of whose life sucks the most.
I’ll win. I always win.

Over the years I’ve come to learn that things don’t always last forever. There’s no such thing as perfect, and you’ll hurt the ones whom you never want to hurt. But the most important thing is to find the people who will love you, regardless of all the mistakes that you have met.

The opposite of love isn’t hate, it’s indifference.
Becayse if you hate someone, you still care.

It’s funny how you think you actually mean something to someone, and they just turn around and prove you wrong.

I guess I just want to be a kid again. I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all, because sometimes, ignorance, really is bliss.

Loving him was the best thing yet and missing him is something I’ll never regret. Losing him was hard to accept but seeing him with her is the most painful yet.

I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everything else does.

The next thing i knew he was holding my hand and looking right in my eyes. My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, inside you, and you’re floating. Floating in mid air. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes. They are connected to yours by some invisible force, and they hold you fast while the rest of the world spins, and twirls, and falls completely away.

Sometimes I wish I could fast forward time just to see if it will all be worth it in the end.

I hope that you will remember me the way I remember you - as someone wonderful, someone perfect.

You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.

You’re beautiful just the way you are, and I love it all; every line and every scar.

Maybe I would have protected my heart from some things, but would that really have been better? To hold myself apart because I was too scared that something might not be forever.
“— Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby

I know I’m not easy to love but could you try anyway?

I don’t really think people can change. You know, at the end of the day, you are who you are. And at the end of the day, it’s probably who you’ve always been.
“— One Tree Hill

Intimacy is a four syllable word for: Here is my heart and soul, please grind into hamburger, and enjoy. It’s both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without.

Love has it’s limits.

Het jaar dat nog maar net begonnen is,
en nu al niet meer stuk kan gaan!

People say don’t expect love to be a fairytale. I say I don’t accept anything less.

I guess we just have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in our hearts, even after we’ve left theirs.

I am me, that’s all I can be. No more, no less, don’t second guess. I laugh, I love, I live, I cry and sometimes I wish that I would die. Somedays I’m funny, others I’m not. Sometimes I’m in overdrive and I can’t stop. You may not like me, thats okay. Because this is me and how I’ll stay .

When I needed you to stand by me, you blew me off, so I don’t need you anymore.
“— One Tree Hill

I know that each and every one of you has felt at one point, like you couldn’t go on. But then you found hope. There’s always some way to find hope. Remember that.

Because let’s face it- no matter how much you tell yourself you’re over someone, your heart knows the truth.
“— Two Way Street

I guess you’re right; I’m afraid. I’m afraid to put my guard down. I’m afraid that if you know who I am, you won’t feel the same. And I’m afraid that once my barrier is defeated and I’m comfortable, you’ll walk away.

I just don’t know if I wanna do it anymore - get close to somebody so they can leave again.
“— One Tree Hill

My plan is to forgive and forget; forgive myself for being so stupid, and forget that you ever existed.

Lilly: What's a soulmate?
Dawson: Well, it's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It's someone who makes you a better person, well, actually they don't make you a better person - you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever. It's the one person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens... you will always love them.

Maybe I would have protected my heart from some things, but would that really have been better? To hold myself apart because I was too scared that something might not be forever.
“— Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby

You’re the most important person in my existence and that scares me.
“— Dawson’s Creek

When I’m angsty or pissed off, my anger slowly morphs into sadness and I get overwhelmed by this urge to cry.

I can’t imagine feeling about anyone else the way I feel about you.

Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, and so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart.
“— The Notebook

Joshua Radin and Schuyler Fisk - Paperweight

Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we’re happy, or that he’s happy, that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.

So that’s the best advice that I could give - just keep moving forward and don’t give a crap what anybody thinks. You know, just keep moving forward and do what you have to do, for you.
“— Johnny Depp

Always remember that life is too short to be with someone who makes you think more than he makes you feel.

Haley: You love him right?
Booke: Like you don't even know.
Haley: Then don't wait. Life's too short to play games. If you love somebody and you wanna be with them, then go get them. Deal with the mess later. We don't know what tomorrow will bring.

-oth

I love you more than there are stars in the sky and fish in the sea.

We’re not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward.
“— The Last Song

I miss you. Not enough to want you back, but just enough for it to hurt

It’s hard when you miss people. But you know, if you miss someone, that means you’re lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.
“— One Tree Hill

She thinks she’s getting better but really, she’s just getting used to the pain.

I never know what to say to you when you ask me what’s wrong. How can I tell you that you’re all I want, and knowing that I can’t have you tears me apart?

We’ll say goodbye and you’ll walk away the way you always do. Then we’ll both pretend that nothing happened and we never knew each other. Because that’s what happens. You find people, and then you lose them. And it’s those goodbyes, the ones you thought you’d never have to say that hurt the most

It’s not just you that I really want back. I want the bits and pieces of me that you took with you when you left because when you walked away, I didn’t know I would lose me too.

I’m going to set you free because I don’t deserve you. I deserve better.

Quit saying sorry, because sorry doesn’t say enough.

So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy, because you deserve to be. Believe that. And believe that dreams come true every day, because they do.
“— One Tree Hill

The most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.
“— Taylor Swift

I just want to let you know that, what I felt for you, it was something real and true and wonderful and I could have never denied that.

Because right now, all I have are memories which hurt to remember. It’s a painful uphill journey, going through each day wirthout you and knowing you don’t care. There are moments when I think that it’s gonna be a different day, when things may just finally fall into place but those are just moments that fade away rapidly, in a measure of a heartbeat.

One Tree Hill, Season 7
Haley: It all just feels so fake, you know? This idea that good things happen to good people. That there’s magic in the world, and that the meek and the righteous will inherit it. Too many good people suffer for that to be true. Too many prayers go unanswered. And every day it just gets worse. Every day we ignore how truly broken this world is, and we tell ourselves it’s all going to be okay. But it’s not going to be okay. And once you know that, there’s no going back. There’s no magic in the world... at least today there isn’t.

Most of the time when I say “I’m fine”, I say it because if I told you what’s wrong, I feel like you wouldn’t really care anyway. And even if you did, I doubt you’ll understand.

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.

We make all sorts of decisions and choices everyday and we end up doing things; some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could relieve over and over again. But all of these make us for who we are. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn’t be who we are now so just live, make mistakes, learn from them and never doubt who you are, where you’ve been and where you’re going.

Songs and smells will bring you back to a moment in time more than anything else. It’s amazing how much can be conjured with a few notes of a song or a solitary whiff of a room. A song you didn’t even pay attention to at the time, a place that you didn’t even know had a particular smell.

Everything is changing. Day by day, we don’t notice it, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and older we are the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all that’s left would be memories.

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don’t mean or do things they can’t take back. Sometimes we do things we can’t take back.
“— One Tree Hill

Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
“— One Tree Hill

More than just a pretty face!

i want to live and love with a heart that is full and unbroken, to always forgive, and to never give up hope even when people fail me.