donderdag 30 juli 2009

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Be yourself, Be unique, Be unforgettable :)
A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your face and still knows something’s wrong...
When I'm older and my little Boy asks me who my first real love was, I don’t want to have to pull out the old photo album. I want to be able to point across the room and say: 'he’s sitting over there..
I'm over you. But I still shake when you walk by. And I still save all of our online conversations. I still feel a smile slip on my face at the sound of your name. And I still think about you most of the time. You're still the first person I look for when I enter a room. And I still fall asleep to the memory of your voice. In my mind, you are breath-taking. And I've never seen such a gorgeous smile as yours. But like I said ; I'm over you
you are as bright as any old star and you have the smile, the shine, and the warmth to prove it.you take fluff and swirl it into strands like ribbons but shinier and fill galaxies with glitter before they pat your shoulder and say “that’s enough now.”what will you believe when you come face-to-face with the starhopper, the blackhole, the birthing place of light, and the absence of everything?who takes what melts and gleams dim, and who takes what’s still shining?how many stars are falling tonight, collapsing to the real world?you and I, let’s watch as constellations merge and pull apart and together we can sew light back into your ripping seams.
Cliché,
but Seize the day...

woensdag 29 juli 2009

make your day,i won't do it
breaking my nek for you
i stop beiing so silly to do that for you

zondag 26 juli 2009

Hij/Zij zei,
' Jij bent het meisje/jongen van m'n dromen.

Ik lachte en zei;
' Dromen zijn bedrog.
Jij speelt met meisjes
zoals je vroeger met auto'tjes speelde.
maar de dag dàt jij met mij speelt,
speel ik met jou zoàls ik vroeger met mijn ken & barbiie Speelde
Ik trek je kop eraf.

zaterdag 25 juli 2009

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand!!
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life!

Papa roach - scars

vrijdag 24 juli 2009

Soms kan het leven je vreselijke keuzes laten maken.. Keuzes die mense kwetsen,, maar zo veel verder helpen om niet langer meer te hoeven hopen op iets wat er nooit zal zijn.. En toch kan het je slecht laten voelen, niet zozeer omdat JIJ juist die keuze hebt gemaakt.. Maar om De reactie van de andere, de "gekwetste"..
Op zo'n momenten is het goed dat je even aan jezelf denkt.. Jij hebt de keuze gemaakt op vraag van de ander en als die tegenslaagt kan je alleen maar denken dat je zojuist de waarheid sprak.. Iets wat een echte vriend zou doen! En toch kan een leugen soms beter uitvallen dan de waarheid.. Maar dan wordt het alleen maar lastiger om die recht te zetten later.
my mommy told me
I could be anything
I wanted to be: a doctor,
a nurse
but she was wrong;
I can't be his girl.
I'm jealous of every girl who hugged you, because for one moment they had my whole world in their arms.
Je zei dat we nog ' friends forever ' gingen blijven.
uiteindelijk slaat die ' FF ' op Fake Friends !
M
they say that past is past.
we need to move on to see the future.
but how can we move on when our past is the only thing we ever wanted in the future *
When I was five
I wanted to mary a prince
Living in a castle
Dress like a princes

When I was ten
I wanted to go to America
Living in Hollywood
Dress like a star
Now I'm 16
& All I want is you '
He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for. & The cutest smile that takes your breath away. He has the ability to make you laugh every time he speaks. & Whenever you look into his eyes, it's so hard to turn away
- # Misschien zou het beter zijn uu uit mijn leven te zetten. maar wat ben ik daar nu mee . het enige wat ik zou doen is je toch maar missen .

Conclusie ; ik kan het niet .
I'm wondering how the person I once loved could turn into someone I wish I never knew (:
Net als in dat ene liedje, ben ik gekomen om te zeggen dat ik weg ga.
no matter how many times you see a s h o o t i n g s t a r * or how many times you MAKE A WISH ` at [ 11 : 11 ]
no matter how many coins you t h R o w into a fountain.
or the number of fingers you cross if it`s not ( - MEANT TO BE - )
it will N E V E R happen
één prachtig, naïef moment
dat ik dacht dat je echt om me gaf.
op een dag wil ik niet meer wakker worden...
ik haat uu .
loop naar de maan ,
stik in uwe zever
breek uwe nek.
tkan me ni schele.
zolang dak uwe kop mr niemeer moe zien.
nooit meer
Er is een tijd van komen, en een tijd van gaan...
S[HE] BE[LIE]VE[S]
I thought you missed me . ? Guess it was one of your perfect lies.
Some feelings never die.
unfortunately.
because even bestfriends aren't forever...
Even bestfriends can become strangers
Vertwijfeling.

En ik haat het hoe gedachten zich meester kunnen maken over mij,
hoe sommige dingen die ik liever niet meer zou herinneren, toch steeds maar terugkomen ..
Hmpf , Godverdoemé kmisu ng altijd zot hard . :'(
ik heb het gevoel dat ik niet genoeg ben vr jou. x(
Iedereen moet mooi zyn , & dat maakt me ziek .
van ieder mens is er maar 1 .
Dus ik ben uniek Ik ben gewoon wie ik ben , maar het valt niet altijd mee .
als ik sterf kan ik zegge : ' I did it my own way '
Ik heb mss een grote bek , maar mijn hart is klein .
ik voel , je woordn prikken. Ja ze doen me pyn .
maar ik geef niet op , ik vecht voor mijn eigen weg .
' schoonheid ' wat stelt dat nu voor , als je vanbinne verrot bent ?
noem my maar lelijk , dun , dom , groot of klein .
zo ben ik geboren , & zo zal ik altijd zijn !
Ik ben wie ik ben en daar kom ik voor uit .
want ik ben een mens , ik ben geen freak .
Ik leef want ik adem , dus ik ben
U N I E K

donderdag 23 juli 2009

Sterren?
Het is iets raar maar wel mooi!
Als ik naar de sterren kijk denk ik aan men vrienden.
Ze betekenen zoveel voor mij!
Ik wil ze niet kwijt! Net als sterren niet verdwijnen aan de hemel,verdwijnen mijn vrienden niet uit mijn hart!
Ik zal altijd aan hun blijve denke en van hun blijven houden.
Ik zal ze nooit vergeten!

dinsdag 21 juli 2009

I'm the king of nothing...

maandag 20 juli 2009

Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears T
he tears that she cries
Over and over every night

zondag 19 juli 2009

No; you don't know how this feels.
It's just so foolish, so damned absurd, so idiotic
I don't even understand the reason why I feel helpless now.

No; I don't want to love him this way.
It's just so stupid, so strange, so freaky
I don't even remember why I fell for him
Or anyone first place.

No; I don't want to breathe.
The air is polluted with love, it's sicker than acidic toxic
I didn't even commanded myself to breathe
But now I'm pale from the hearty surroundings.

No; I don't want to cry.
It's just so pathetic; that word describes it best
'Cause there's nothing to cover my eyes
Or a place where I can scream my lungs out.

No; I don't know how to smile.
It's plain crooked,there's nothing to smile for I'm not glaring,
this is just me
You don't need to look at me if you want to see a smile.

No; I don't know anything anymore.
But in the beginning I never knew a single thing
And even if I did
It makes no difference.
When I was a boy
I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me and this world and a broken dream
I was blaming myself for all that was going wrong
I was way out there on the wrong side of town
And the ones that I loved I started pushing 'em out
Then I realized that it was all my fault

I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

So I put out my hand and I asked for some help
We tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by the light and I fell to the ground

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

You know a heart of gold won't take you all the way
And in a world so cold it's hard to keep the faith
I'm never gonna fade away, yeah
I've been looking for a lifeline...
Fuck a hero be yourself
In my brightest hour
Of my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you
Can't get through to you
It's been a helter skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreads
By his own pair of scissors
He'll never forgive her
He'll never forgive her ...

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl
Little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroine
In this moment I'm lonely
Fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I'm never forgiven this broken heart of mine

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever...

One last kiss Before i go, Dry your tears
It is time to let you go...
I refuse to be your victim
i refuse to be your slave
I keep on burning my bridges
I keep on fucking up everything
Running from desperation
god knows where i've been
I don't know where i'm headed
But i'm going too fast
i think i'm going to crash
I'm going to crash I'm going to crash, to crash
It is time for annihilation its time to be a criminal
No time for hesitation
time to be an animal
Looking at my reflection i don't like what i see
So i ask myself a question
Do i got what i want or do i got what i need?
I'm not afraid of the future
Of spinning right out of control
I don't know where i'm headed
But i'm going too fast i think i'm going to crash
I refuse to be a victim, i don't want to fall again
I know where i'm headed
God knows where i've been...
Live-love-life!
Live-love-fight!
Today I saw my hero fall apart,
The one who taught me to be strong,
On the outside I look fine, But on the inside I am dying

My strength has overcome my pain
My love for you remains the same
The loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die

Now it's my time to help you out,
Coz you were there when I was down,
It's hard for me to seal this way
Losing all your sanity
You helped me, keep my dreams alive ,
Without you how would I survive
It's time for me to be a man
Now I finally understand ...
I can't go on living this way...
Hate me or Love me ; it's your choice...

Scars by papa roach


Losing my memories...

zaterdag 18 juli 2009

I made a point to burn all of the photographs
They were much too painful to look at
I stay at home all day
Missing and thinking of you
But I'm too stubborn to
Ask you to come back here ever again
So, I'll live without you
What is it that defines you?That tells people who you are?Is it your looks?Is it your personality?Your friends?Is it your possesions?No it is what you are made of that describes you.It is your lineage.Your heritage.Your family history.It is people from all across time.The ones who came together.The ones who said they loved each other.It is all of their traits combined that formed you.A trully unique individual.You can't be copied.You can't be imitated.You are what defines you.

dinsdag 14 juli 2009

Calmly laying in my hardened bed
Dark, cold chills crawl up my spine
I glance at the clock on my bedstand
12:00 midnight
I stare at the ceiling
Trying to take in the truth
I can't sleep
I can't close my eyes
"IT CAN'T BE TRUE!" I screech
I begin to cry and...
I tell myself
He's really gone...
Speechless
Staring at her hands

The last words spoken with one another
"It's Over"
The last stare...He's seen with girls, laughing...
When all she's doing is regretting

Sadness...
Personality vanished...
Crying...herself to sleep....

Forgetting her own life,
and only thinking of him











It's only a guy,
time to move on...
Love is confusing
At this age....
We don't really know
What, "in love" is,
But...
We DO know the gist of it
my life at the moment
is confusing...

I'm constantly asking myself
random questions...that don't matter

I wonder sometimes if i'm acting like myself.
I don't know if all i'm doing is
screwing my life up...
or simply making it better...
I'm trying to hide how I feel
bombarding my brain with lies
Lies to make me feel...better
But they only make me feel worse
And I can't digest that

She asks if I'm "okay"
And that fake smile
Is painted on my shaking lips again

That fake happiness consumes me
Making me feel

Nothing...

How harsh can someone be
To make you stop loving someone
Pulling them apart
Your selfishness
Why,
How could someone even wantTo do that?
And only because (in your heartless eyes)
It's wrong...

You're wrong.

I hope you're happy,
Because all you did was
Make my life even worse
You added just another bad memory
To top everything else off

You might as well kill me
because that's already how I feel inside

I can't get over pain easily...
Gorgeous golden sun
Bright green grass
Cool blue lakes
Forest trees
Cars
Buildings
Everything seen
Cherished
Treasured,
Pure beauty.

In a snap of a finger,gone...
vanished.
blocked
and blackened.

nothing...

you can only hear
only feel
this beauty
but to feel and hear,
just depresses you.

You can't even picture
the miraculous changes in life.
Your wonderful friends,
and how they grow.
You can't even gaze
into your true loves eyes
you can't even picture...

you.
yourself.
When you left
I was broken
And now I’m picking up the pieces
Of a puzzle that will never be complete
Because you took some of me with you
When you said goodbye
Hope is always
On the horizon

You just have to wait long enough
To be able to find it .
I wish I didn't have to pretend anymore
I wish I didn't have to be strong
I wish there was someone who could love me when I'm weak

And then all of my wishes came true
When I found you
Each time I fall it gets harder and harder to keep going
Because the people who I thought loved me
Just get farther and farther away
They don’t stop
They just keep going and don’t look back
I call after them but, they don’t hear
It’s like...

I don’t exist anymore
I do exist
I don’t need them anymore
I realize now they never loved me.
Your smiles can be fake
But your eyes are always genuine

Your words can lie
But your eyes always tell the truth

Your actions can be misleading
But your eyes always show your true intent

Your eyes aren’t afraid to show
What you're feeling
Even when you are
Forget those diamonds, darlin',
Your eyes are the most
beautiful jewels I ever saw.

maandag 13 juli 2009

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your Paparazzi
( Uit woede)

Hello.
You don't know me,
and I suspect you don't want to,
But I know you, you see.
I know all about you.
You think you're brilliant, much better than them.

You see a mirror and fall in love again.
The reflection you see is different to what's there.

If you saw what's real, you'd be less likely to stare.
You see a girl - pretty, artistic, with hair like jet -
Much too smart and able to end up full of regret.

You think that she's safe from judgement or guilt,
So I hope it goes well when you get it all rebuilt,
Because, as you may have noticed,
you may have guessed
I have some different feelings, which aren't the best.

I think you're an arrogant, shallow, manipulating fool,
And I would much rather if your genes were kept out of our pool.

You think that your worst is definitely good enough
To make the rest of us feel like you know your stuff.

It doesn't work, though, we can see through it,And to be honest,
I think that a lot of it's shit.
And if all this is true, what will I do?
Well soon enough, you see, I
will fuck you
UP.
It’s late
and I’m still up.
But there’s plenty of time to sleep when your dead.

I’ll keep working on my drawing.
I’ll draw the life that I dreamt off in my day dream.
Untill it becomes real.

(Or maybe I was just thinking about you...)
Nothing...
But Memories (l')

zondag 12 juli 2009

I'm responsible for that what I say .
Not for , what you understand .

zaterdag 11 juli 2009

-He puts that sparkle in my eyes Like no one else ever could.
-'Cause It will be as if I’d never existed...
-Even when you believe you're alone, the ones who love you are still watching over you

donderdag 9 juli 2009

I want to be remembered as the girl, who always smiles even when her heart is broken
And the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brichten her own...

woensdag 8 juli 2009

- 'cuz from the moment that I saw your face and felt the fire in your sweet embrace, I swear I knew I`m gonna love u forever

- A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again.

maandag 6 juli 2009

There is so much
I want to share with you,
But my words are lost within me
I have so many emotions
How do I make you see
Life is not that simple ..
Sometimes
people come into your life
Like they're meant to be
And suddenly
you've found someone
Who sees the world like you see.
Your eyes...
Sweet as you
Many people think
it’s simple to be friends with you.
I think it’s a gift.

Im friends with you.
Your words...
That makes me tremble every moment.
It’s a gift your there
And alive.
The way you say don’t go...
It makes you adorable.

Though I thought I knew something’s.
Your innocence Is huge.
As the laziness of you is something else.

Your name.
It makes me feel better about myself.
Were friends again.

The way you care...
I never thought about it.
Until now... I love you.
Music can do wonders; it could make you think for ages. Without having to stop, you can replay the song over and over. You won’t get tired of thinking. But sometimes those thoughts take over. And those thoughts get into your mind...and won’t let go of the wrong from right. Sad music makes you think about the sad things in life. While happy music is just there...you listen to it while you’re having a good time. While your conclusion is over your thoughts. You can’t think for a while... your lost. You’re just...trying to find something that makes sense to you...And when suicide thoughts come... There isn’t escape. It’ll haunt you...make you think about things no one ever thinks about. Maybe I think too much...Im Still to young. Music Can Do Wonders. It Helps You Escape Your Family Your Life...Everything From Little To Big... Your Lingering thoughts won’t let you go. You can’t escape from it. And it won’t escape from you. Love, Loves a thought a lot of people think of...How come everyone has a soul mate? While some still look?Doesn’t everyone deserve one?Love...Love Makes You Happy... Love....Makes You Sad...When you love a person, that’s trying to find hope and he or she is self harming.... it feels horrible. But when everything is calm between two lovers. They laugh... they cry....they smile and they live.Love...is something you think about...when your missing someone...and want to escape something you hate. Music Can Do Wonders, From Happy to sad.. from thick to thin, Sad music Happy music silly music or plain stupid music. They have a certain affect on everyone and everything. When you think about things they escape you... when you listen to music... is just a passion...some people sing along.. And some hum to the tune....some people admire it while reading a book... and some people sit and cry... cause it reminds them of something, Music is a passion to all...even if they say they don’t like it, they lie... Music is everyone’s first step...Music was the first sound...music from pots and pans to drums and guitars...so much things... you guys don’t even remember...Music is a wonder... a wonder of life... it helps everyone from little to big...some people’s first step was playing the piano...or singing to a song... You can’t dance with out one... rivers silent tune...crickets chirping, wind blowing...rain dropping. It all has a tune... I might not be you...or knowing what music does to you...but all I know for sure...Is that it had affects on everyone and everything...From Little To Big...I Know its true...Cause it Affects Me Too...

zondag 5 juli 2009

'Cause you know it hurts like hell...
I am the emotionless tear,
Dropping from a petalless red rose
In a forgotten garden.
Help me, help me
You know me better than I knew myself
Mayday mayday
Said angels, I'm a danger to myself
I'm losing control
Falling By The Wayside .
Without you,
it’s nothing
It’s just a room with a view
And all these things
that we’ve collected
Just remind me of you
You may look at me
And all you see
Is darkness and scars galore

You make look at me
And all you seeIs piercings,
tattoos and more

But I am one in a million
Nobody can take my place
Nobody is going to fill the heartache
In those, when I am gone
I am one in a million
Nobody can smile the way I do
I am an individual
And I am a part of you

zaterdag 4 juli 2009

I've never had someone that knows me like you do

tu as changé ma vie
je t'aime
dankje dat je er altijd voor me bent !
maar je moet ook weten dat ik er ook altijd voor jou ben !
Daamn kheb je zo een heel klein beetje graag <3
soms is het beter om iets moois te verliezen , dan het nooit gehad te hebben
het is beter om niet alles vooraf te plannen ,
dan alles te plannen hoe en wat je gaat doen om daarna
teleurgesteld te worden dat het niet is verlopen zoals je gepland en gedroomt had
Het leven is slechts
de dans naar de dood
Stil zwerven wij op vreemde tonen
Als poppen mee
met de wijzers van de klok
Op dezelfde maat steeds weer
En het leven roept ons
Maar de tijd tikt voort
Telkens opnieuw zonder besef
Waar de muziek stopt en
de laatste klank tot een echo uitgestorven is...
summertimes with you are great
You are the sun
You are my life
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night

You're always around
When I'm in need
When troubles on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that
I Wanna spend forever with you
De knuffel

zo teder, zo lief en welgemeend hij ook kan zijn
zo zacht, zo zoet kan hij smaken als witte wijn
zo heerlijk versmachtend, zo vol van geluk zo warm en zo koud, hij brengt je van stuk rechtopstaand of liggend, in de tuin of in de gang
je kan het ook zittend, het heeft geen belang
vier armen verstrengeld, je raakt buiten adem je hart gaat tekeer,
dat kan je wel raden je straalt van genot, het heeft je gesmaakt
je bent tot in 't diepst van je zieltje geraakt
de traantjes die vloeien, maar dat stoort je niet
het piekeren is verdwenen, weg het verdriet je moet je niet schamen,
want wat is er fout aan elkaar graag te zien, dat je jong bent of oud
dus kom je van Londen, Parijs of van Duffel
geef elkaar op tijd en stond, een lieve dikke knuffel
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody Like you were a million to one
Can´t believe it
You´re one in a million

vrijdag 3 juli 2009

close my eyes , you take my hand , show me the way.
I trust your hand, for me you are more than just someone.
Your eyes are some pearls that shine in the sun
The wind in your hair is the power to go on
You have to know that I love you in a very special way
but nobody can change what you mean to me...
life is your creation
Ik zag vlinders in de lucht
1 van die vlinders is stiekem gevlucht
hij heeft zicht genesteld , diep in mijn buik
hij heeft daar mijn lichaam stil in gebruik
soms , opeens dan kan ik hem voelen
ik voel hem dan fladderen , mijn buik door krioelen
het vreemde is het beestje ontwaakt
alleen als jij me stiekem aanraakt

donderdag 2 juli 2009

You'll never see the tears
I cry when you are away.
You'll never know how
much I feel about you.
I'll never know if you feel
the same way about me.
I'll never know your
tender touch upon my skin.
I'll never be able to hear
your sweet voice on the phone.
I'll always hold a special place
in my heart for you.
Yet you'll never be able to hug
me when I need someone to hold me.
You are always so sweet to me
and I love your gentle spirit.
Yet you'll still never know how
much seeing you gone makes
me ache inside.
How much all the words you say to me were real.
How each emotion I wish were true.
I want you to be happy but I know deep inside
I'll never be happy with you.

Thomas <3
You may try your best to get rid of me,
but it won't be the last.
You may push and shove me away
until the comming of day,
but you will want me back
with the knowledge you lack.
You may try to kill me,
and when you do you'll find that I've always have been there for you.
I fight back when fights get started
,but it's never going to be over between you and me.
If you want to stop you'll just have to beg down on your knees,
before it's everlasting too late
Because this fight has just begun...
your standing next to me
my heart races,my pulse quickens,
i stutteram silent,
i don't know what to say,
i only want to make you happy,
cant you see that we're meant to be together,
that i will do anything

because i love you
Live life no matter how hard
laugh even when nothing's funny
love like there is no tomorrow


You can take away my world,
Take my music, my love, everything,
But there’s nothing you can do,
That can keep me from laughing
Somebody once asked me,"In what do you believe?"And I answered them simply,"I believe in everything"
I believe in you,I believe in me
I believe in hope and faith,And in reality
I believe in innocence,Because it makes me smile,And I hope to see it so very soon,On the face of my child
I believe in passion,And a love that burns so deep
Yes, I believe...In everything

I...believe!
In the little steps of my life,
And where they take me

I...believe!
In living in the moment,And in destiny...

believe in sunny days,When the sky is so clear
I believe in laughter,And I believe in tears
These two things can be the same,In case you think that's weird
I believe in joy,And yet in pain,They are the things that shape us,
Make us who we will remain

I...believe!In doing everything I can,
To help someone in need

I...believe!In living in the moment,And in destiny!I believe in smiles!
And in finding your own way!I believe in looking someone in the eyes,
And saying what you have to say

I believe in trust...And in integrity
I believe in holding your head up high,And facing the world with dignity