maandag 26 december 2011

You must be young and stupid before you can become old and wise.
Everyone is beautiful, big, small, tall, short. You are created perfectly
with everyone piece and stitch. You are beautiful in every possible way.
Words will not bring us down.
"You can erase someone from your mind, but getting them out of your heart is another story."

donderdag 22 december 2011

If ever there's tomorrow and we're not together.. There is something you must always remember. You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. I'll always be with you
Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them, or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you find yourself doing something, and wishing they were right there by your side.
This was why I was here. This was why I would take whatever reception waited for me when I got back. Because, underneath all the anger and the sarcasm, my friend was in pain. Right then, it was very clear in his eyes. I didn't know how to help him, but I knew I had to try. It's more than that I owe him.. And it's because his pain hurts me, too. He's become a part of me, and there's no changing that now
When she was just a girl
she expected the world.
but it flew away from her reach
so she ran away in her sleep
Dreamed of paradise
every time she closed her eyes

vrijdag 5 augustus 2011

When it comes from the heart, the decision is never wrong
One day, your life will flash before your eyes.
Make sure it's worth watching
Tragedies happen. What are you going to do? Give up? Quit? No.
I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell, to make sure you're still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life. The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.
Sometimes, pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then, one day, you feel something else, something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar.
And, in that moment, you realize you're happy.

maandag 1 augustus 2011

It surprises me how much better my world is when you're in it.
You know you're in love when you want to tell everyone about it, even when they haven't asked.
Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you haven't really learned anything.
The essence of life is not being perfect, impressing people, or succeeding at everything. The essence of life is simply making mistakes and learning from them, surrounding yourself with people that love you when you're being yourself, and getting through the failures so that you can continue improving.
Never let anyone bring you down. Any attempts are just evidence of self-insecurity
I had to learn the hard way, that some people walk into our lives and physically walk out, but they never really leave.
Everybody has a secret that would break your heart. Remember that
The smile on my face doesn't mean everything in my life is perfect, it is a reflection of knowing someday it will be.
The only thing I've learned is that you can't move on alone. You need someone else to show you that behind all the clouds, the sun is still shining.
Don’t waste your time looking back on what you've lost. Life is not meant to be traveled backwards.
One day you'll just be a memory for some people. Do your best to be a good one.
Life is like a game, but without a restart button and a pause button.
If you're lucky enough to find someone that can make you feel like the best thing in the whole wide world, don't be dumb enough to take it for granted. Stick with them, fight for them, and never let them go.
So fill your heart with what's important, and be done with all the rest.
Everyone has imperfections, everyone screws up, everyone lies, and everyone cries. Turns out, everyone is this world is more alike than we know.
Being beautiful is more than how many boys look at you, or how much makeup you wear. It's about what you live for. It's about what defines you. It's about the heart that you have and what makes you special. It's about those little quirks that make you, you. It's about knowing that you are a creation of God, created in His image. It's about shining for Him, no matter what else is going on around you. It's about going against the flow, and living out what you honestly think. And that is a beautiful thing.

dinsdag 26 juli 2011

If you can dream it, you can do it. Because, winners don't wait for chances, they take them. The power to hold on in spite of everything, to endure, that is the quality of a winner. You won't get it all in one try. You have to learn that your greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising again, every time you fail. And the most important thing is: you have to cross the line. You cannot discover new oceans, unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.

maandag 6 juni 2011

Just because I'm losing
doesn't mean I'm lost.

zondag 5 juni 2011

if something bad happens to us someday, it'll never change what we have now, what we've always had. because you were right - love is real and we have to do everything to keep it alive. wherever life takes us, i want it to be with you, forever or until tomorrow.

zaterdag 4 juni 2011

Once you find happiness in this cruel world, there's always someone trying to take it away.
Aaargh, nee
Ik heb geen zin in de examens!

maandag 30 mei 2011

Vriendschap is als prikkeldraad
je raakt er makkelijk aan vast
maar als je wordt losgerukt
doet het verdomd veel pijn.

woensdag 25 mei 2011

I hope that one day, you'll come to realize
how perfect you are, when seen through my eyes
Ik zag je op een afstand
maar kwam nooit dichterbij
want wat nooit gebeurd is
gaat ook nooit voorbij...

zaterdag 21 mei 2011

Don't walk in front of me
I may not follow
Don't walk behind me
I may not lead
walk beside me
and just be my friend

vrijdag 13 mei 2011

To all the secret writers, late-night painters, would-be singers, lapsed and scared artists of every stripe, dig out your paintbrush, or your flute, or your dancing shoes. Pull out your camera or your computer or your pottery wheel. Today, tonight, after the kids are in bed when your homework is done, or instead of one more video game or magazine, create something, anything
They say that the hardest goodbye is the one unexplained. A sudden stop without any argument. People no longer have the audacity to stay “faithfully” in a relationship or even have the guts to finally commit. These are the ones you call “almost-had-you-relationship”, for me this is the hardest. You’re not officially a couple but you do what normal couples do, or you wish. It’s standing on a cliff, and maybe your in the position who wants to take that jump but you’re not really sure whether the other person will take the jump with you. The uncertainties of him/her waking up one morning and realizing that “this” is not what he or she wants anymore.

No assurance, you’re always second-guessing and at the end of it all, one leaves without a care in the world while the other one with a shattered heart. It’s the awkwardness when people ask you what’s your relationship and you know within yourself you don’t literally know
I want to be magic. I want to touch the heart of the world and make it smile. I want to be a friend of elves and live in a tree. Or under a hill. I want to marry a moonbeam and hear the stars sing. I don’t want to pretend at magic anymore. I want to be magic.

zondag 8 mei 2011

My head is currently a horrible place to be
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

-Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

zaterdag 7 mei 2011

I want to get the chance to shine; not infront of a crowd, not by being famous. I want to shine from the inside out, and I want it to come from happiness and love and promise and clarity. I dont want to do it for you or for anyone else. I want to do it for myself, I want it to matter, and I want to get lost in it. I want to look back on my young years and see a blur of happiness, colors, love and fun. I want to be able to smile and say, I had my chance to shine, and I took it.
People said I’ve changed so much. Well, here’s the honest truth. I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around all the time. I learned that you can’t always be happy. I accepted reality.
You cannot go back in time, even if you wish it with every fiber
of your being, your heart and soul, even if you think about it every day.
Trust me. I know.
If being crazy means living life as if it matters,
then I don't mind being completely insane
Getting what you deserve is totally unfair
But if your life becomes a struggle for acceptance, you'll always be unhappy.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotten
I don't want the stars & the moon
just someone to lay under them with.
Know that I'll always love you. No matter what.
Nothing on this earth will ever change that fact.
Even if you moved to Alaska, I'd move too
and become and eskimo with you
There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way
they are. They aren't just like that because they want to be. Something
in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix
Sometimes the only thing people see is what you did.
When in fact, they should be looking at why you did it.
There are just certain things in life that are better
off unknown, things you wish you never asked,
never saw, never heard, and never even felt
Never let anyone take away your smile.
All endings are also beginnings.
The pain you feel today will be
the strength you feel tomorrow.
Sometimes you just have to realize that you can't have it all.
You can't fix what you've done. You need to move on and try
to be happy. Even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever have to do
life`s full of risks.
take them, because you'll
never know what could have
happened if you dont.
when the world says give up
hope whispers one more try
today is where your book begins
&& the rest is still unwritten
&. the hardest battle;
is the one to believe in yourself

vrijdag 6 mei 2011

Sometimes, all it takes is someone who looks forward to seeing you
If you're sick of bad things happening to you,
stop putting up with it and demand better
basically i'm overbooked --
no emotional vacancy
one of the worst feelings in the world is having to
doubt something you thought was unquestionable
i'm so tired but i can't sleep
standin' on the edge of something much
too deep, it's funny how we feel so much
but we cannot say a word. we are screaming
inside but we can't be heard
every cover of every book is different.

every person is different and no one is perfect.
just that certain boy and girl are perfect for eachother
the true beauty of life, i believe,
is the everyday challenges && struggles
we have to overcome.
when we triumph over them,
even for a brief second,
we are truly happy
The trouble with miracles is they don't last long,
and the trouble with hard times is
that you can't sleep through them
life is like a million pictures in a
photo album, you can remember it;
but you can never recapture it
i don't want to talk about it
i don't want a conversation
i just want to cry in front of you.
Nobody takes a picture of something they want to forget.
you`re just a sad song
with nothing to say
People are gonna disappoint you.
I get that - I accept that.
But what if you wake up one morning,
and realize that you`re the disappointment?
ask my friends -- they'll tell you,
whenever you come up in a conversation,
no matter what is said, my eyes sparkle
and my smile shines brighter than ever
I look at you
and I see something magical,
so amazing that makes me
fall for you over and over again.
I look at you and see
something so tempting
that makes me want you even more.
I look at you and see something
that I can't be without.
I felt something catch in my throat, a sudden urge
of sadness. It caught me unaware, almost taking my breath away.
that was the thing; you never get used to it,
the idea of something being gone.
Just when you think it's reconciled and accepted,
someone points it out to you and it just hits you all over again.
I'm desperately searching for a reason behind all of this.
Just because I finally got over you,
doesn't mean there aren't days
when it all comes rushing back.
please. don't give up on me.
if i lose you, i'll have nothing.
and i don't want that.
so, if i have you,
i'll be okay.
you gave me plenty of memories,
memories that i now hate
We are all a little damaged,
some of us hide it better than others
but on some level we are all torn up.
we take it out on others,
and beat through life carrying it all
& we will end up damaging someone else
and most of the time we won't notice, nor care,
because we are too busy with
our own little disaster.
Hate is only for people who have
never experienced the love of
someone true and faithful.
You need to understand pain
to understand practically anything else.
She reads the entire dictionary,
but not one word can describe how she feels
And he says that he didn't plan
to fall in love with her, but maybe love
isn't something you can plan
Tears that always run
fill the gaps in my heart that never mend.
What we have here is a dreamer.
Someone completely out of touch with reality.
When she jumped, she probably thought she would fly
You must be a good runner,
because you're always running on my mind.
You must be a great thief,
because you've stolen my heart.
But I must be a horrible shooter,
because I miss you always.
friendship is like a violin;
the music may stop now and then,
but the strings will last forever...

donderdag 5 mei 2011

It only hurts when your eyes are open...

woensdag 4 mei 2011

please don't fade away
i need you.
do not let your fire go out,
spark by irreplaceable spark,
in the hopeless swamps of the approximate,
the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all.
do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved
but have never been able to reach.
check your road and the nature of your battle.
the world your desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible.
its yours.

zondag 1 mei 2011

The most beautiful discovery true friends make
is that they can grow separately
without growing apart
I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi
or even smile at me
because I know
even if it's just for one second
that I've crossed your mind

dinsdag 26 april 2011

Someone once said: it are the good girls who keep diaries,
the bad girls never have the time.
But,
I just wanna live a life I'm going to remember
even if I don't write it down

maandag 25 april 2011

I am a dreamer
and when I wake
you can't break my spirit
it's my dreams you take

and as you move on
remember me
remember us and
all we used to be

zondag 24 april 2011

when your legs are gonna give out soon
when your joints begin to squeak
if you practice for a week
you can walk around and play yourself a tune
your voice may crack when you try to sing
you can't be good at everything
but you're never too old to be young
Missing someone gets easier every day
because
even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other
it's one day closer to the next time you will

vrijdag 22 april 2011

She was the kind of girl who didnt fall in love easily
until he came along and changed everything.
You've brought sunshine into my life.
You've filled me with happiness i never knew.
You gave me more joy than I ever dreamed of.
And no one, no one can take the place of you.
Learn to appreciate the rainbow after cursing the rain.
It's just like loving again after experiencing the pain
Chocolate contains phenylethylamine, the same chemical
your brain produces when you fall in love.
No love life? Eat a lot of chocolates.
You know what hurts a lot? It's when people say that I'm wrong,
but I know the fact that they would have done
the same thing if they were in my own place.
In life, we always aim for the right person to love without realizing
that every person may be the right one. You just have to
trust and accept every inch of that person because if you don't,
you'll find yourself searching for the right one forever

donderdag 21 april 2011

A wish is a dream your heart makes.

woensdag 20 april 2011

Everybody wants happiness
without any pain
but you can't get a rainbow
without a little rain

dinsdag 19 april 2011

Imagination is more important than knowledge
knowledge is limited
Imagination encircles the world
Well I've got some friends
some that I hardly know
but we've had some times
I wouldn't trade, for the world!

maandag 18 april 2011

If I say, shut your eyes
if I say, look away
bury your face in my shoulder
The things you put in your head
they will stay there forever
I'm trying hard to hide your soul from things it's not meant to see
help me to carry the fire to keep it alight, together
help me to carry the fire, this road won't go on forever

woensdag 6 april 2011

maandag 4 april 2011

donderdag 31 maart 2011

Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self."
Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.
Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.

woensdag 30 maart 2011

I hated poetry until someone showed me how to appreciate it. He told me to see poetry as a puzzle. Its up to the reader to decipher the code, or the words, based on everything they know about life and emotions.

dinsdag 29 maart 2011

A smile is a light
in the window of the soul
that indicates
that the heart is home

donderdag 24 maart 2011

I like the way you call me with different names, I like how you smileat me at random times, I like how you stare at me when I'm doing something, I like the fact that you're not the type of boy I would be falling for, but I just fell for you
The first time you held my hand in yours, that is when I knew. I knew that your hand was the missing puzzle piece in this puzzle that I've never seemed to complete.
hope is wishing something would happen.
faith is believing something will happen.
courage is making something happen.

maandag 14 maart 2011

Eventually all the pieces will fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason.
Eventually all the pieces will fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason.
There will come a time in your life when you become absolutely infatuated with a single soul. For this person, you’d do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why, you have no answer. You’ll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you’ll never find out. And no matter how badly it hurts or how badly you hate it, you’ll love this person for the rest of your life without regret
I think life is simpler than we tend to think. We look for answers and more answers. But there are no answers. Things happen in life, good things and bad. People say, ‘why did it happen to me?’ Well, why not? Some people win the lottery, and others die in a car crash. it happens, and there is nothing we can do about it.
Everyone is fighting their own battle. To be free from their past. To live in their present. And to create their future. So have heart.
What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then it’s on
When it’s love
Yeah you see them as lover’s words
They never go away
They live on even when we’re gone
I was, but then I realized I was holding on to something that didn’t exist anymore. That the person I missed didn’t exist anymore. People change. The things we like and and dislike change. And we can wish they wouldn’t all day long, but that never works.

zaterdag 12 maart 2011

Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.
New people are only new for a day.

After that, they're just people.

Who'll excite you, disappoint you, scare you a little bit.
Never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting - Peter pan
Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you.
How can I forget you, when you gave me so much to remember
Party hard, make mistakes, laugh endlessly.
Do things youre afraid to do.
After all, youre only young once. 
live
laugh
love
Think of happy things and your heart will fly on wings - Peter Pan

maandag 7 maart 2011

It's amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend & break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life we meet people & every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is ; We can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are. The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times & stand by that for the rest of your life. No one has the right to tell you who you are or try & control your life cause it's yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us & change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you can know what's right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices & you learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It's past news. Everything happens for a reason, & without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with & deal with before we eventually break..

zaterdag 5 maart 2011

If you cannot be a poet, be the poem

dinsdag 22 februari 2011

sometimes on the way to what's supposed
to happen, something even better happens
take time to listen to your heart.
sometimes you need not to ask yourself
who you really love most, but ask
yourself who really makes you happy
and who makes you feel loved.

dinsdag 8 februari 2011

Even though we are not that close anymore,
and we have gone our separate ways
there will always be a place in my heart
from back in the good old days
when you were my best friend...
A song, can take you instantly
back to a moment, a place or
even a person. No matter what
else has changed in you or the
world; the one song stays the
same. Just like that moment.

zondag 30 januari 2011

The way you make me feel is like smelling fresh grass or being in the back of a convertible under the stars. Or returning home from a long trip or just driving with no destination in the summer. It's like the feeling you get when you get an 'A' on your report card and your parents tell you how proud they are. Or when you hear your family laugh t o g e t h e r. It's like when you're outside on a hot summer day and you have a cold glass of water or when you talk to an old friend after a month or two, yet the two of you are still as close as ever. It's like the feeling you get when you hear your favorite childhood song on the radio for the first time in years, you turn it up and feel so alive. Or lying in bed watching a snow storm, knowing you don't have to get up for hours and just lay in the warmth of your comforters for hours. It's the way your stomach flip flops during your first kiss, or how your body feels when you take off in an airplane for the first time. Or when you drive around in the front seat of a car that belongs to the boy you like and even though you should feel scared beyond control because he's driving so fast and stupid, you feel safe and alive. Yeah, that feeling. That way you make me feel, feels good to me.

zaterdag 29 januari 2011

Take chances, alot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always be you, and be okay with it.
falling for you wasn't the plan, but when
you held me in your arms, something
told me this is where i need to be.
"so, brown eyes, i hold you near
cause you're the only song i want to hear
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere"
"sing because you love the noise, shout for something filled with joy.
you might be the reason someone lives. just take what life gives."
one.
"I don't know if we each have a destiny,
or if we're all just floating around accidental-like on a breeze,
but I, I think maybe it's both.
Maybe both is happening at the same time."
- Forrest Gump

vrijdag 28 januari 2011

I'm never letting this one go because, often, certain people enter our lives at the most peculiar times for the most beautiful reasons. They seem to make the most perfect impressions while leaving us behind an everlasting impact. Some of the best things in life appear when you least expect them, things you can never forget

zaterdag 22 januari 2011

You're sixteen; not married yet, so go with the flow. Laugh tons. Use manners. Try something new. Just kiss him already! Trust your feelings. Spend your cash. Introduce yourself. Take a chance. Study hard. Seek happiness. Regret nothing. Don't laugh at people's dreams. Wish. Challenge yourself. Take pictures. Appreciate the memories. Dance in your underwear. Learn from the past. Dress up... then take your clothes off. Have the best times of your life
i just hope one day you see me, and your heart stops, and you realize what you could've had this whole time.
If you were worth it, I wouldn't have second thoughts all the time. But.. you're not worth it, and you haven't been
Sometimes there are no timeouts, no second chances, no extra time to stop and think. Sometimes it's now or never.
It's amazing how fast time goes by, and how long it takes you to realize that you're losing someone that you thought would stand beside you forever :(
I screamed and kicked and yelled and cried for you. I gave it my all, but that wasn't enough. And you know what, when everything doesn't cut it, then we don't either. All the pain and the hurt feels like so long ago. I'm over you
Promise me. That's all I want. Just a promise that you'll never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow, let me know that I had an impact on your life, promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.
He's a sweetheart, an amazing friend & fabulous. He wanted me to meet his family, he wants to hang out, He thinks i'm beautiful & he always makes sure I'm happy, but when there's nothing there.. There's nothing there
I want these butterflies to rush through my esophagus and choke me. I want them to shatter like fireworks through my eyes so that maybe you can understand how intimidating you can be when I stand on your porch, unable to tell you that I will sing down the moon if you asked me to.
Seeing him was like hearing an old song come on the radio. Bringing up so many old feelings and memories you can't tune out.
when i saw you, i fell in love. and you smiled because you knew
The worse thing is caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they're up to when the truth is they've stopped wondering about you a long time ago
It may seem like the hardest thing to do, but you have to forget the person who forgot about you.
Thanks for completely tearing me down because baby, I've built myself back up smarter and stronger than before
You want back in my life. After all the hurtful words, lies and heart ache you put me through, you think im just going to let you walk right back in? Of course, i want to but i just cant. I know you're having a hard time believing that but its impossible to let you back in. I cared about you too much. But you through it all away, i just cant trust you with my heart anymore.
And in the beginning it's easy. You see someone you like and all you can do is think about them but then it starts to get harder because you're living every day without them.
The sad part is.. you're still on my mind, all day long. Everything reminds me of you, and it's so hard not to look at you when we pass by in the hallway. I'm only trying to show you that I don't care, when I care more about you than I care about myself. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry you don't like me anymore, but why can't you just tell me you don't? Is it that, you don't want to hurt me or something? It's not like you haven't done it before. You know for a fact you have because you admitted you hurt me. Stop hurting me.
I don't know, i mean, i want to be his friend. but then again, i don't. you know? i mean how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them you're thinking about how much more you really want
Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, you're everything. To someone, you're gorgeous. To someone you are the world.
You gave me the best gift anyone ever could, you took me through one of the biggest life experiences. You and I made countless memories that I will cherish forever, and you completely helped me find myself. Although the pain ran deeper than nearly anything else, I would never have wanted to share my first love with anyone else.
“I don’t know” means “no.” “I don’t know” means “I’m too cowardly to tell you the truth because I can’t deal with confrontation.” “I don’t know” means “Please do the dirty work for me because I don’t want to hurt your feelings even more than I already have.”
I'm at the point in my life where everything is falling apart, and everything is coming together at the same time.
Today is enough. You don't need forever and always. You don't need promises of days that never come. Today is enough, you don't need the words that cannot possibly be true. Nothing is forever. Nothing lasts for always. Today should always be enough.
I know we are too young and it's too early to say this, but I hope you're the one.
He wasn't a fantasy anymore, but something real, something she couldn't imagine living without. And she crossed her arms, as if bracing herself against the possibility that all this might still slip away.
When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through
Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them
Texting day and night, a smile on my face when you say sweet dreams. Just the simple feeling I get when you send a smiley face in a message. Yet, I get scared to fall again in fear of getting hurt, but I guess its true what they say. Better to love and lose than the never have loved at all.
There's something between us, everyone can see it. It's like we have the key in the door but we're too scare to turn it - and I don't know how much longer I can stand outside.

dinsdag 18 januari 2011

You can
now stand a day without talking to me. I don’t really mean anything to you, do I? You mean a lot to me, you know that, but sometimes I feel that I’m nothing to you, that I’m not worth your time anymore and that I don’t even exist. It does hurt, okay
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be.
Did you forget everything we ever had?
But somewhere we went wrong.
We were once so strong
One day, I’ll forget about you. You’ll see, I won’t even miss you.
It’s hard to go out with someone, when you know, deep down, you’re still in love with somebody else.
don't give up
Okay?
With enough time, we will all find what we’re looking for. Even if it was there all along.
If I could love you, I honestly think I would. But I just can’t. You need to give up on me because I’m not worth the wait.
I’m afraid
to get easily attached to someone again. I want to choose someone who will be worth everything. No more wrong choices.

zondag 9 januari 2011

Everythime I look at the stars,
I see you twinkle in the sky.

zaterdag 8 januari 2011

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done,
they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.

woensdag 5 januari 2011

"I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it. "
2011: another 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8,760 hours, 52,600 minutes 3,153,600 seconds of struggle, growth, progress & experience.
#16. And If everything will end next year, I’m glad that you’re the last person I’m giving my heart to.
Maybe I’m being overly idealistic but I would like to fall in love and spend Saturday nights watching old movies and Sunday morning with breakfast in bed….

Wish weekends were forever.
When I’m talking to you or texting you, you’re the only one that exists in my world. I don’t feel like replying or talking to anyone else.
:')
Maybe the happy ending is this: knowing that after all the unreturned calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment, you never gave up hope.
Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one.
Tomorrow, it is my Biiirthdaay
Hihi! :p
Erg om van die roddels over u te horen
want ik dacht persoonlijk da je het in het begin echt meende
maar blijkbaar was jij alleen maar op iets anders uit
Hoe je je in sommige mensen zo kunt vergissen...

maandag 3 januari 2011

i hate you, you’re the most annoying person i’ve ever met & you’re SO fucking two faced it’s not even funny. i can’t even beleive i used to be friends with you.
Thank you for making me smile when I’d almost forgotten how to. In you, I found Love, Hope and Faith.
Even if I have no money, no house and no food, I’d still be happy, as long as I had you. Having you by my side is better than all the riches in the world, and anywhere with you is Home.
I still keep the memories I have of you,
for it will take more than a miracle to forget about you.
We all have that one best friend
whom we don’t have to put up a mask with,
one that we pour all our secrets to.
Moving on
is letting go of the past
and moving forward with the lesson.
You weren’t there when I needed you most.
Now I don’t need you anymore.
Goodbye.
If you look inside a girl’s heart and see how much she cries. You’ll find secrets. Promises and lies. But what you’ll see most is how hard she tries to stay strong. When nothing is right and everything’s wrong.
Trust me; I’m not lying. I do miss you deep down inside. You told me that I wouldn’t lose you, yet I lost you. You told me you wanted to spend time with me, but I didn’t get my chance to. Somehow I should have expected this to happen, but I didn’t let it bother me. It’s kind of like I wanted it to happen. You said things that no one has ever said to me and you opened my eyes to what surrounds me. You made me realize that I had a lot more than I actually thought and no one has made me feel so loved like you did. You taught me how to love. You taught me to not only love myself, but you taught me how to love others. Whether you believe it or not, I fell in love with you.
Never assume, never expect, just hope ☼
Falling asleep in class is like falling in love. You’re not supposed to, but you do it anyway.
You walked away, leaving behind so many memories. How am I to forget you, if I’ve got so much to remember?
Don’t believe in coincidences. Things happen for unknown reasons sometimes, and when years pass, we then realize what those reasons were all about.
I miss talking to you everyday. What happened between us? Did I stop talking or did you? As each day kept passing by, did I ever cross your mind? Looking back now, I’ve realised how long it’s been. I wonder why we stopped talking. Did we run out of things to say to each other? Have we replaced each other? I just miss how we use to be.
The truth is, I’m one of those few people who actually care when I ask “What’s wrong?”. The only problem is that usually I have no idea what to say afterwards or how to make it better. I try not to use phrases like “That sucks” or “I’m sorry”, but I still can never find the right words to say. But I promise, I’ll always listen. I guess that’s all I can do.
Sometimes I wish that all the good things would never end,
and all bad things to go away.
Everything is changing. Day by day, we don’t notice it, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and older we are the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all that’s left would be memories.
I have so much to say,
I wanna tell you how I really feel, but I am afraid.
Sometimes we really have to move on and accept the fact that certain chapters of our life should really be closed forever.
I wish I meant more to certain people, like they mean to me. It hurts to know that you are just your priority’s option.
Let’s play a game of whose life sucks the most.
I’ll win. I always win.
Over the years I’ve come to learn that things don’t always last forever. There’s no such thing as perfect, and you’ll hurt the ones whom you never want to hurt. But the most important thing is to find the people who will love you, regardless of all the mistakes that you have met.
The opposite of love isn’t hate, it’s indifference.
Becayse if you hate someone, you still care.
It’s funny how you think you actually mean something to someone, and they just turn around and prove you wrong.
I guess I just want to be a kid again. I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all, because sometimes, ignorance, really is bliss.
Loving him was the best thing yet and missing him is something I’ll never regret. Losing him was hard to accept but seeing him with her is the most painful yet.
I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everything else does.
The next thing i knew he was holding my hand and looking right in my eyes. My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, inside you, and you’re floating. Floating in mid air. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes. They are connected to yours by some invisible force, and they hold you fast while the rest of the world spins, and twirls, and falls completely away.
Sometimes I wish I could fast forward time just to see if it will all be worth it in the end.
I hope that you will remember me the way I remember you - as someone wonderful, someone perfect.
You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.
You’re beautiful just the way you are, and I love it all; every line and every scar.
Maybe I would have protected my heart from some things, but would that really have been better? To hold myself apart because I was too scared that something might not be forever.
“— Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby
I know I’m not easy to love but could you try anyway?

zondag 2 januari 2011

I don’t really think people can change. You know, at the end of the day, you are who you are. And at the end of the day, it’s probably who you’ve always been.
“— One Tree Hill
Intimacy is a four syllable word for: Here is my heart and soul, please grind into hamburger, and enjoy. It’s both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without.
Love has it’s limits.
Het jaar dat nog maar net begonnen is,
en nu al niet meer stuk kan gaan!
People say don’t expect love to be a fairytale. I say I don’t accept anything less.

zaterdag 1 januari 2011

I guess we just have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in our hearts, even after we’ve left theirs.
I am me, that’s all I can be. No more, no less, don’t second guess. I laugh, I love, I live, I cry and sometimes I wish that I would die. Somedays I’m funny, others I’m not. Sometimes I’m in overdrive and I can’t stop. You may not like me, thats okay. Because this is me and how I’ll stay .
When I needed you to stand by me, you blew me off, so I don’t need you anymore.
“— One Tree Hill
I know that each and every one of you has felt at one point, like you couldn’t go on. But then you found hope. There’s always some way to find hope. Remember that.
Because let’s face it- no matter how much you tell yourself you’re over someone, your heart knows the truth.
“— Two Way Street
I guess you’re right; I’m afraid. I’m afraid to put my guard down. I’m afraid that if you know who I am, you won’t feel the same. And I’m afraid that once my barrier is defeated and I’m comfortable, you’ll walk away.
I just don’t know if I wanna do it anymore - get close to somebody so they can leave again.
“— One Tree Hill
My plan is to forgive and forget; forgive myself for being so stupid, and forget that you ever existed.
Lilly: What's a soulmate?
Dawson: Well, it's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It's someone who makes you a better person, well, actually they don't make you a better person - you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever. It's the one person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens... you will always love them.
Maybe I would have protected my heart from some things, but would that really have been better? To hold myself apart because I was too scared that something might not be forever.
“— Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby
You’re the most important person in my existence and that scares me.
“— Dawson’s Creek
When I’m angsty or pissed off, my anger slowly morphs into sadness and I get overwhelmed by this urge to cry.

I can’t imagine feeling about anyone else the way I feel about you.
Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, and so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart.
“— The Notebook
Joshua Radin and Schuyler Fisk - Paperweight
Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we’re happy, or that he’s happy, that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.
So that’s the best advice that I could give - just keep moving forward and don’t give a crap what anybody thinks. You know, just keep moving forward and do what you have to do, for you.
“— Johnny Depp
Always remember that life is too short to be with someone who makes you think more than he makes you feel.
Haley: You love him right?
Booke: Like you don't even know.
Haley: Then don't wait. Life's too short to play games. If you love somebody and you wanna be with them, then go get them. Deal with the mess later. We don't know what tomorrow will bring.

-oth
I love you more than there are stars in the sky and fish in the sea.
We’re not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward.
“— The Last Song
I miss you. Not enough to want you back, but just enough for it to hurt
It’s hard when you miss people. But you know, if you miss someone, that means you’re lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.
“— One Tree Hill
She thinks she’s getting better but really, she’s just getting used to the pain.
I never know what to say to you when you ask me what’s wrong. How can I tell you that you’re all I want, and knowing that I can’t have you tears me apart?
We’ll say goodbye and you’ll walk away the way you always do. Then we’ll both pretend that nothing happened and we never knew each other. Because that’s what happens. You find people, and then you lose them. And it’s those goodbyes, the ones you thought you’d never have to say that hurt the most
It’s not just you that I really want back. I want the bits and pieces of me that you took with you when you left because when you walked away, I didn’t know I would lose me too.
I’m going to set you free because I don’t deserve you. I deserve better.
Quit saying sorry, because sorry doesn’t say enough.
So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy, because you deserve to be. Believe that. And believe that dreams come true every day, because they do.
“— One Tree Hill
The most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.
“— Taylor Swift
I just want to let you know that, what I felt for you, it was something real and true and wonderful and I could have never denied that.
Because right now, all I have are memories which hurt to remember. It’s a painful uphill journey, going through each day wirthout you and knowing you don’t care. There are moments when I think that it’s gonna be a different day, when things may just finally fall into place but those are just moments that fade away rapidly, in a measure of a heartbeat.
One Tree Hill, Season 7
Haley: It all just feels so fake, you know? This idea that good things happen to good people. That there’s magic in the world, and that the meek and the righteous will inherit it. Too many good people suffer for that to be true. Too many prayers go unanswered. And every day it just gets worse. Every day we ignore how truly broken this world is, and we tell ourselves it’s all going to be okay. But it’s not going to be okay. And once you know that, there’s no going back. There’s no magic in the world... at least today there isn’t.
Most of the time when I say “I’m fine”, I say it because if I told you what’s wrong, I feel like you wouldn’t really care anyway. And even if you did, I doubt you’ll understand.
Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.
We make all sorts of decisions and choices everyday and we end up doing things; some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could relieve over and over again. But all of these make us for who we are. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn’t be who we are now so just live, make mistakes, learn from them and never doubt who you are, where you’ve been and where you’re going.
Songs and smells will bring you back to a moment in time more than anything else. It’s amazing how much can be conjured with a few notes of a song or a solitary whiff of a room. A song you didn’t even pay attention to at the time, a place that you didn’t even know had a particular smell.
Everything is changing. Day by day, we don’t notice it, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and older we are the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all that’s left would be memories.
Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don’t mean or do things they can’t take back. Sometimes we do things we can’t take back.
“— One Tree Hill
Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
“— One Tree Hill
More than just a pretty face!
i want to live and love with a heart that is full and unbroken, to always forgive, and to never give up hope even when people fail me.