Live-laugh-love

for the first time in my life, i know the true meaning of "breakdown". you always hear people say, "oh i'm having a breakdown" but it's different than that. it's when something so small, so ridiculously unimportant, sets you off and you snap. you feel it inside of you and you try to hold it back. you don't need people asking questions, but someone will make a joke at your expense or playfully slap your shoulder and you lose it. you almost hate them for what you've said or done but maybe that's not why maybe you hate them simply because they're happy.