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Some people believe in heaven and hell, but i believe in neither. Instead ive seen a greater place in a dream i once had. All souls exist here, there is no such thing as having sinned. No matter what you had done in your past life you are excepted none the less. Here in this place, you might mistake it to be a heaven, with its unearthly beauty. But, it is just another world, that others would never have thought of. Here in this world there are rolling fields of green, that seem to stretch on for miles. The sun is always shinning here and the sky sparkles like glittering crystal when the sun's rays impacts its surface. There are also flowers, that burst into bloom, filling this world with colors that remind you of fireworks on the fourth of july. The petals of these flowers shimmer and change with every color known to man. Blending and making hues of rainbows that could be held in the palm of your hand. There are also angels, or guides who have been there from the beginning of time. They show you choices that you must decide. Powerful decisions where if you had died too early you could go back and finish your life. But, you could also choose to stay in that world if you believe there was nothing that you missed out on life. It is a painful decision, because you have already gotten a taste of this world and it makes every inch of you sing with a glowing melody, a tune of harmonious beauty and it makes you forget anything that was bad in your life. You want more of this world, to drink it all and bathe in the warmth that fills your broken heart. To let it spill over and taint your very being. You are left with this choice and the angel gives you a glimpse of your life if you chose to go back. If it proves to be more promising and changes to something you have been wishing for a long time now, then go back. I would, if my life were to become of something more. I wouldnt want to miss out on something that is supposed to make my life better and help me finally be happy. I want to feel the happiness in this world first before i feel a happiness that is superficial. Plus, i would miss too much of the real world. Like the mixture of pink and blue when the sun rises on the horizon in the middle of winter. Or when the stars seem to have a silent song that they hum as they burn tiny holes in the night sky. I would miss this worlds natural beauty. I would want to live in this world long enough before i have to go live in a strange intoxicating world that would erase my mind of not just the bad times in life, but even the good times. I would like to create memories that i can cherish in my heart and die in a happy state when it comes to the time. I think this dream had given me a sudden realozation......i dont want to die. I want to live.