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"the lie" No more pain.
No more depression.
No more desires of death.
Pain only being a distant memory.
Happiness back in my heart once again.
No more Bleeding.
No more cutting.
No more cries for help.
It’s all gone.
It’s a new beginning.
Everything starts over now.
No more sleepless nights.
It’s all good now.
The voices are gone.
My wounds are healed.
My heart beats strong again.
And once again things are ok.
The skies are bright again.
The darkness is no longer my home.
But now only a memory.
No more pain.
No more suffering.
No more sorrow.
I’m happy now.

"the truth"
The pain is back.
The depression awakes.
The desires of death become stronger.
Happiness only a distant memory.
I’m bleeding.
I’m cutting once again.
I’m crying for help.
It’s the beginning of the end.
Everything starts now.
Sleepless nights.
It’s all gone to hell.
The voices yelling out at me.
My open wounds are bleeding.
My heartbeat is weak.
And once again everything is a living hell.
The skies have darkened over me.
The darkness is my home again.
Happiness is only a memory.
No happiness.
No smiles.
No joy.
I’m sad again.